Because of you
Because you've allowed him to become that You let him enter your life at your weakest point and he manipulated you You didn't want to be alone so even if he was bad it was ok because he covered that empty hole It came to the point where he's become an addiction A mental state of mind that you cant let go because right now he's all you know and that's enough because you've discovered this heart of gold he has And you appreciate being the only one he's opened up to You enjoy being the only one who has this emotional connection with him You feel like your the only one who understands him And that is his weapon That's how he has you tangled around his finger and because he has had hardship in his life he allows himself to use you while he keeps his flaws Because he knows good or bad your not going anywhere That's how they work Then they victimize themselves and die to their hard times you feel bad because you know how hurt they are deep down So because of their life you choose to work with their flaws to "help" them and "be there" for them They become your responsibility What if I can't do better, she says. But that's the part you don't understand You can Way better Someone who will take care of you vs you taking care of them Someone who will give you happiness Someone who will be mature and will listen You just need to be patient and understand there is a time for everything and if it's not now it's ok It doesn't mean it isn't meant to be it just means not now So in this not now how do you excel yourself as an individual How do you surround yourself around people of your caliber People you want to be like and people who will appreciate you Why do you depreciate yourself At the end, again your doing it to yourself
