I AM amaTZENG.

The Darkness

[myneighborthedarkness]

I need some consistency in my life. 

And a new direction. 

[hermionejngranger-deactivated20]

[myneighborthedarkness]

tempting for something more. 

[modelmofos]

Stasha Yatchuk @ Monique L’Huillier F/W 2016-17, New York

[myneighborthedarkness]

tired of going through the motions

[myneighborthedarkness]

I am done with you. 

[myneighborthedarkness]

I need to get out of here. 

[myneighborthedarkness]

I am really glad I went outside of my comfort zone and went to the launch party. It’s nice to be adventurous and have people to look forward to again. 

[myneighborthedarkness]

It’s been awhile since I’ve been on here and for the most part, everything is still pretty good. Except, I can’t help but think of my future....and I can’t exactly see where I will be a year from now. It’s like when Alice got to the end of the road, and there was no road for her to follow. I am starting to feel that panicky feeling, because my Type A ass just needs to know. And my Type A parents also need to know. So here I am again, in another transition phase...just unsure. 

[pir-ado]

[myneighborthedarkness]

2017 has been pretty good so far. :)

[myneighborthedarkness]

Only way to go is up. :) 

[praduh]

Imaan Hammam at Brandon Maxwell SS17

[myneighborthedarkness]

perpetually anxious

[myneighborthedarkness]

I hate this version of me and I don’t know why it’s back.

[bertabridal]

THIS is coming soon. New #BERTA ready-to-wear evening line. Worldwide debut at the September 2016 #NYFW.

[potentiallyextraordinary]