.Story of My Random Life.

My Stories, My Feelings, My Thoughts

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Work has been super hectic these days and I'm starting to feel sooo tired, for real 😭 please let us take a breath :"

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Suddenly, there's this huge desire to go home. If only there's pintu kemana saja nya doraemon and I can be there for you every day. Meskipun kemarin ian sempat kesel dan ngerasa sakit hati banget sama bapak, tapi ian tetep sayang bapak banyak-banyak. Syafakillah bapak 🤍

Sembuh dong bapak, masih banyak yang pengen ian lakuin buat bapak tapi belum kesampaian.. Please hang in there 🤍

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Live on Saturn in Jakarta

I'm so happy to meet you, Kak Jeff 🪐

Makasih udah milih Indonesia jadi first stop for your very first concert kak! 🤍

Konsernya bener-bener kamu banget sih kak, hehe. Paling suka sama stage Stranger tapi fancam ku rusak banget karena aku berisik dan terlalu menghayati. Gosh I really love your micro expression when you sing the song, whatta view.

Terus pas soundcheck gila banget buset dah kak lu kayak nggak ril. All black with that apple hair, daaaaamn that was gorgeous! GILA BANGET POKOKNYA ASLI KAK I LOVE YOU TO THE SATURN AND BACK.

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I know that maybe I am loving you guys a little bit too much these days but seriously, thank you for keeping me sane despite the crazy workload that I got. I'm so thankful to know both of you, the source of my smile these days 🥺

Keep being silly-goofy-crazy-orwhateveryoucallit, bocils 💖 Jangan banyak berubah ya plis, jangan dewasa terlalu cepat karena aku masih butuh kalian buat bikin aku tetep waras di tengah gempuran kerjaan yang ngga masuk akal ini. Once again, thank you my 🪥 and 🌻 for all the laugh. Appreciate it a lot 💛

Tetep bareng terus ya dek. Semoga kalian sukses terus jadi banyak job deh, jadi aku bisa sering-sering liat kalian juga hehehe. I hope I can meet you guys soon. Please come to Indonesia with the MSP gang 💖

//pengen nulis aja biar ada kenangan kalo aku pernah sebucin ini dan beneran ngerasa beruntung banget ada kalian buat bikin aku ketawa hehehe//

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05/12/2022

Kinda surprised but not really though hahahaha

I hate to admit that I'm crying because of you, eventhough it's just a little. But I think it's time to let go, right? hehe

Bahagia terus yaaaaa, myself 🤍

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August 2022 was fine 💙

This solo trip really makes me so proud of myself!

For me that has been hating on myself too much these days, this trip means a lot. Thank you for being brave my dearest self. Let's go to another country before the passport expired! ❤💚

PHUKET I LOVE YOU TO THE MOON AND BACK! 🥰 Especially Promthep Cape, I'm lovin you a little bit too much hahaha 😆

[chibird]

This is your sign that things will be okay. 🌙

Chibird store | Positive pin club | Webtoon

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It will, right?

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Happy Eid Al-Adha 1442 H

Lapangan Pertasi, 20 Juli 2021.

Finally bisa merasakan shalat di lapangan lagi tahun ini, walaupun jauh dari rumah sih tetep :"

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My dearest sunshine, Tay Tawan Vihokratana ☀️

You're officially 30 today. Thank you for being born and being the source of my happiness during these quarantine days. I'm so happy to know you because I can learn a lot of things from you. Keep spreading positive vibes and keep being you. I hope you'll always surrounded by all the things that makes you happy.

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I think I'm loving you both too much.

Bahagia terus ya kalian, polar bear dan orca kesayangan aku <3

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Me with my lilbro and my cutest niece 🥰

Terlihat sangat bahagia yha aku ☺ hahaha

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I think I need someone to lean on.

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Karena pada akhirnya, hanya ada dirimu sendiri yang bisa kamu andalkan. Jadi, yuk semangat yuk!

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1 Syawal 1442 H

Bangun pagi-pagi udah sempat hopeless ngga jadi shalat ied berjamaah soalnya hujan deras dari malem. Tapi mencoba stay positive dan teteup siap-siap aja hahaha. Unexpectedly, jam 7 gitu masjid depan tiba-tiba mulai rame dan ternyata ada shalat ied berjamaah. Langsung happy banget rasanya. Begitu masuk masjid terus duduk, tiba-tiba merasa mellow, kayak yang kangen banget sama suasana lebaran 🥺 Netes, dikit, karena sekangen itu 🥺 Alhamdulillah bisa diberi kesempatan shalat ied tahun ini. Sadly, ngga bisa mudik tapi yaudah mencoba dibawa bahagia aja ada di tanah rantau bersama teman-teman seperjuangan.

Habis itu pulang kan, terus sad banget gara-gara opor yg kmrn di masak ternyata udah kecut wkwkwkw. Salah kami sih, soalnya malemnya ngga di panasin, hahaha. Habis wajannya cuma satu, dipake buat tempat sambel goreng 😂 Akhirnya sarapannya pake brongkos sama sambel goreng terus siangnya masak opor lagi hahaha. Padahal hasil masakan yg kmrn udah satisfying banget huhuhu 🥺

Semoga, cerita lebaran tahun depan udah ngga dari tanah rantau lagi. Ijinkan aku pulang untuk berkumpul bersama keluarga lengkap ya Allah 🥺

And here it is some selfies that I take but didn't dare to post anywhere except here hahaha. Wearing a beautiful scarf from Heaven Lights 🥰

Salam kangen dari Pelaihari ^^

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Pernah ngga sih merasa yang kayak ..... benci banget gitu sama diri sendiri sampe kayak ..... udah capek benci ke diri sendiri tapi ya masih aja benci gitu (?) hahahaha. Kenapasih?

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Maudy Ayunda's Dear Tomorrow is too good too be true 🥺🥺🥺🥺 I'm in love with every page. Her writings is totally awesome. I'm falling deeper for you mbak mooood 🥰

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Feelin so useless. I don't know what to do. Nyerah aja apa :(

Kalo begini kenapa jadi kangen banget sama lu sih kak :( Pengen banget disemangatin sama lu. Tumben scroll teel liat anak manis aja ngga mempan naikin mood. Mana random banget lagi nulis sambatan gini terus tiba-tiba nangis. Anjir kenapa mendadak lemah banget sih lu in wkwkwkw.