myri's mind

she/her • 19 • muslim • 🇫🇷🇬🇧🇨🇿

[loofat]

ARCANE, S02(E3-4)

| Sevika

[myrimyrimyriii]

GUYS!!!! I JUST REALIZED NAIR IS JUST HAIR WITHOUT THE PART THAT PEEKS OUT!!! THUS REFERENCING DEPILATION!!!!

proof : hair -> 🪒-> nair

Tell me you get it

[arcanescreencaps]

Arcane Season 2 | Nothing to Lose | Official Clip | Geeked Week | Netflix

[myrimyrimyriii]

I NEED to nibble on those shoulders

[myrimyrimyriii]

The dog inside of me is nasty and it is losing

[myrimyrimyriii]

Being a hopeless romantic when you're feminist, muslim and don't want children is excruciating.

That's all it'll ever be, hopeless.

It's holding the knowledge that none of my communities will ever accept you wholly as who you are because they're all so sure they know better than you what would make you happy.

It's making the realization that unless I disrespect myself by compromising I'll never be the first choice.

It's holding the grief of a life where I'm the first choice, where I'm adored and respected by someone I love deeply who I'm attracted to.

[myrimyrimyriii]

Life is, in fact, great when you wake up early on a sunny day and go on a quick 3km walk and have a cup of tea in your favorite mug when you get back

[myrimyrimyriii]

My point system

Hi, I'm posting this for reference and mainly to keep myself accountable <33

A point system is a productivity technique that uses gamification to increase the user's motivation.

Basically, you attribute a certain number of points to tasks, and obtain said points as a reward after completing the task. A certain number of points is attributed to a reward you then buy with the points (watching a movie, buying yourself something from your wishlist etc). Basically, habit capitalism. It sounds dumb but so far, shame-based habit tracking methods haven't worked for me at all (hello, potential demand avoidance) and having a system that's more childish and cozy could help? Let's try

These are the habits i want to implement for the summer and their attributed points, as well as big goals and checkpoints :)

Stretch - 5

Workout - 10

Draw - 5

Read - 10

Read (religion) - 15

Finish plotting webtoon - 50

Finish sketching webtoon - 400

Finish inking webtoon - 400

Finish coloring webtoon - 400

Post webtoon - 5/ep

Post content : ig 30, yt 50

Digital detox day - 60

Spanish - 5

Korean - 5

Chinese - 5

Viet - 5

Russian - 5

Write letter - 20

Check emails - 5

Study - 20/h

Chores - 10-15, depends

I won't be sharing the point counts for some of the setbacks I experience daily and would love to reduce (for example anxiety-induced inactivity or scrolling would set my piint count back a bit, stuff like that) however I'll use that too in my system.

Happy summer break and thank you for reading this silly little post if you got this far ! Have a wonderful day, you are important and loved and precious <3