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Not active! I just occasionally come by to check on my old moots Recovery is the only answer TW 22

[mysadnotsolittlelife]

This account is no longer active:(

This is a triggering blog so please please please do not keep scrolling and block me if you don’t have an ed or if you’re recovering❤️‍🩹

Please don’t report!! This is my safe space.

I am not pro and I do not encourage sheerans I fully support recovery and harm reduction

🌸Hiiii

🌸22 yo • she/her • ♈️

🌸dni the usual stuff simply don’t be a douche

🌸You will see stuff about mental health, suicidal thoughts, sh, eds and my personal vents

🌸I can’t say anything about my hobbies, likes, dislikes or even safe and fear foods bc I have no personality of my own

🌸I never had a chance to get professional diagnosis so I don’t know what’s wrong with me or even if something is wrong with me to begin with but I just know I’m struggling with some stuff and being in this community helps me feel less alone sometimes

🌸if you need someone to talk to my dms are always open

•Block don’t report•

[mysadnotsolittlelife]

My life’s been so shit lately I’m finally too sad to eat and constantly nauseous

I take everything back. I swear. I don’t mind the binging

Please let my life to get back to what it was before. I can’t handle this

​I never understood how good it was to not have any relationships at all rather than having a toxic one with a dangerous person

[orkyydorky]

this too shall pass

[orkyydorky]

HURRY UP

[mysadnotsolittlelife]

My self hatred has been getting somewhat better I feel like I’m at this place to easily recover right now. But I just don’t know how to deal with food and fitness. Years of eating disorders has warped my mentality so much I genuinely can’t eat food like normal people. I want to lose weight but I want to do it in a healthy way. In a way that I can be consistent with and be happy with.

Anyways I’ll just ask chat gpt

[mysadnotsolittlelife]

It’s been a binge week

And I’m traveling next week

So probably another binge week is coming

I need to find a way to lose weight consistently

This is not working

[retardniggerfaggot]

wait you guys have eating disorders? i thought this was a safe space for people suffering from erectile dysfunction :(

[mysadnotsolittlelife]

Binged my ass off at work today

[feather-angels]

[kitttenteeth]

“i just like my alone time” i say as if loneliness hasn’t been all i’ve known since childhood

[mysadnotsolittlelife]

I’m flying to San Diego next week…. to see family members that hasn’t seen me in years…..

Last time any of them saw me it was before my ana turned to bed.

I’ve gained over 80 lbs since then.

I’m not ready for all the comments, jokes and the laughter about my weight gain

I’m just not ready i can’t handle this

[rottingana]

the guilt hurts more than the hunger

[mysadnotsolittlelife]

Oh how I missed you hipbones my beloved 🕊️

[mysadnotsolittlelife]

My cousin is getting married in 2 weeks so I went shopping with my mom for a dress I can wear at the wedding . This was my first time shopping for dresses I’ve never been a dress wearer bc I felt like I don’t deserve to wear nice clothes in this body. But I’ve been trying to accept it yk so I thought why not buy a dress right? I’ve been restricting really nicely lately so it shouldn’t be that bad??? Yup it was, it was that bad. I just came back home after hours of shopping (without any purchase bc everything looked so bad on me) and binged on chocolate….

I love my life

[mysadnotsolittlelife]

Yay walk yay

[noonwalkdiary]

your future wife is waiting for you at the local public library

[rotpretty]

I hate this body I hate being touched I don't want to be a physical form

[shoyohnt]

sorry for how I acted when there were multiple noises happening at the same time

[mysadnotsolittlelife]

Why the fuck am I peeing blood