Do you ever log back into your Tumblr account after 6 years because you're a masochist for nostalgia?
Coming back on this site that was my whole teenage hood. Where I found out who I thought I was, found a girl on the other side of the world, and fell in love. then we broke each other's hearts and did it all again with a new girl.
I don't know, I'm always trying to get back to that feeling of late-night WhatsApp voice messages. not that I'm missing loving her necessarily, but that I haven't been loved in so so so long and I'm tired. I don't think I can fall in love anymore so all I have are the memories. sometimes I just feel the need to tell everyone I hurt that now ten years later I'm hurting still, if its any consolation.












