THOUGHTS IN MY LIFE

ONLINE DIARY. Expressing thoughts that can't be said.

[mysecretrevelations]

Stop using your boyfriend’s account to stalk me. Still want to be updated with your EX? He’s fine me with me. Focus to the one you chose. 😝

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𝙵𝚎𝚋𝚛𝚞𝚊𝚛𝚢 2, 2020

𝚃𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚏𝚕𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝚜𝚘 𝚏𝚊𝚜𝚝. 𝙸𝚝'𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚢 𝙵𝚎𝚋𝚛𝚞𝚊𝚛𝚢!

𝙰𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚊𝚐𝚎, 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚍𝚘? 𝙰𝚕𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚢 𝚊𝚗 𝚊𝚍𝚞𝚕𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚢𝚎𝚝 𝙸 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎𝚗'𝚝 𝚊𝚌𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚙𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚑𝚎𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐.

𝙸 𝚊𝚖 𝚜𝚝𝚞𝚌𝚔 𝚘𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚌𝚞𝚛𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚔 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚍𝚘𝚎𝚜𝚗'𝚝 𝚊𝚌𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠𝚕𝚎𝚍𝚐𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚋𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚍𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚏𝚊𝚞𝚕𝚝𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚠𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚙 𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚐𝚛𝚘𝚠𝚝𝚑 𝚘𝚏 𝚊𝚗 𝚎𝚖𝚙𝚕𝚘𝚢𝚎𝚎. 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚒𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚢 𝚌𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚙 𝚘𝚗 𝚑𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚞𝚙𝚜.

𝚈𝚘𝚞'𝚕𝚕 𝚎𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚘𝚠𝚗𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚗𝚘 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚙 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚍𝚛𝚘𝚠𝚗.

[mysecretrevelations]

April 30, 2019

No one is perfect. If you don’t think you deserve someone, make yourself to be one. Nothing beats an effortful and consistent man. Material things won’t matter. Presence, making time, giving your attention will always greatly appreciated. Make someone smile rather than make someone cry.

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April 3, 2019

I’m trying to be independent. To do things on my own. And not depend my happiness to others. I keep reminding myself not to look forward or expect because dissapointments never dissappoint me. At the end of the day I always end up tearing up, crying out my frustrations by myself because I can’t let it out to others. I always wanted to imagine things to happen in the future what I want in the future but now I’m avoiding it because I’m afraid it won’t happen. Going with flow is the thing I do and being thankful of what I have right now. Trying to understand that not all we wanted will happen.

[mysecretrevelations]

When you say you love me, hope it’s true.

Because this time I’ll take the risk and believe in you.

Giving you a second a chance wasn’t easy.

Please don’t take it for granted.

[mysecretrevelations]

They asked me: What if you and your girlfriend broke up and you'll come back to me? Will I accept you?

I answered: That’s unlikely to happen. I don’t think it will ever happen. It will never happen.

[mysecretrevelations]

I didn’t thought that you will come back into my life. That’s why I answered it will never happen. Yet you’re here.

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This time you said your intention to court.

Sana hindi ka mag give -up.

Just like others na at first pa impress then biglang hindi na magpaparamdam.

Sana hindi ka magmadali.

Sana hindi mo na rin gawin yung dati.

Sana this time totoo na ito.

Sana this time ako na yung pipiliin mo.

Sana this time hindi magbabago isip mo.

Sana this time panindigan mo ang lahat ng pinapakita mo sa akin.

[mysecretrevelations]

What is your intention this time?

Aasa ba ako ulit?

Masasaktan ba ako ulit?

Hindi pa ba ako madadala sa nangyari dati?

[mysecretrevelations]

Hmmm… KARMA is a BITCH.

It happens. It may happen to you. It may happen to me. It may happen to everyone.

Maybe we should live with good intentions. But the world is cruel. Yet I still believe there are good people left in this world.

Good and bad karma do exist.

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It makes me realize that I already move on. ☺️

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They asked me: What if you and your girlfriend broke up and you'll come back to me? Will I accept you?

I answered: That’s unlikely to happen. I don’t think it will ever happen. It will never happen.

[mysecretrevelations]

So kaka break nyo palang pala. At first, hindi ako makapaniwala. Pero yeah baka magkabalikan naman kayo ulit.🙄 Sana hindi ko nalang nalaman. Kahit anu-ano ng iniisip ko.🤦‍♀️

[mysecretrevelations]

So ang friend/classmate ko naman ngayon dinidiskartihan mo ngayon? Edi wow! Make sure not to repeat the history. LOL

[mysecretrevelations]

They asked me: What if you and your girlfriend broke up and you'll come back to me? Will I accept you?

I answered: That’s unlikely to happen. I don’t think it will ever happen. It will never happen.

[mysecretrevelations]

So kaka break nyo palang pala. At first, hindi ako makapaniwala. Pero yeah baka magkabalikan naman kayo ulit.🙄 Sana hindi ko nalang nalaman. Kahit anu-ano ng iniisip ko.🤦‍♀️

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There was never an US.

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2018 na naka move ka na ba???

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Hindi lage ko ginakilig???🤔

[ashleymacleanblog]

lots of people believe that time will heal all wounds 
but I don’t buy it 
because when someone blasts a hole in your life 
it tends to stay open 
even after the wound heals 
the surface will still remain tainted by scars 
that sink deeper 
than the feelings you hold inside 
and hey, i do believe in healing 
but losing someone 
or being hurt by another 
isn’t something you just move on from 
you just won’t be the same person that you were before 
so I think once something’s broken 
it won’t ever be fully healed 
it will be permanently damaged in some way

does time heal all wounds? comment your answer below. (via ashleymacleanblog)

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They asked me: What if you and your girlfriend broke up and you'll come back to me? Will I accept you?

I answered: That's unlikely to happen. I don't think it will ever happen. It will never happen.