My Shit Lives Here

This blog is for when I'm feeling like an angsty, dramatic teenager who just needs a place to throw their emotions into a void. Tumblr is that void. It's not good shit, it's not important shit, it's just my shit. My shit lives here.

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You were a season.

I wanted a forever.

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I am a sucker for the almost

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My eyes roll into the back of my head. I feel myself weightlessly fall backwards. Gravity rushes to catch me. My body goes limp, and my memories tuck me into another time.

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When she smiled at me, for once I wasn't a victim or a mental illness or a fuck up or one of my millions of mistakes. I was hers.

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In the ambivalent silence you left, I am journeying through the turmoil of learning who I am without you.

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As I plead to the heavens above, remind me what it felt like when she held me.

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One day, I’m going to look at these pictures and it will not seem like yesterday but years ago. I will not see myself as I do now but will recognize the differences of my younger self. But she, she will stay timeless and with this unbroken image of youth. But also even more further away than before.

9/14/16 (via myshitliveshere)

[whendidmythoughtsgocrazy]

Your purpose is the point of the journey, not the motivation for it.

k.b. // on my block, abuelita - netflix

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When you love it remember why hated it. When you hate it remember why you loved it.

It wasn’t worthless to pursue, but it also wasn’t worth it to stay

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Love is simply, well, I'll get back to you on that one.

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There is no words in any language that can romanticize grieving. It is simply ugly.

[startingtodayyouareahost]

I dont know if any of you need to hear this but I'm gonna say it.

Write for yourself.

You wanna write that self insert story where you're saved by your favorite character? Where they love you? Do it.

Wanna write a "your character here" story? Do it

You wanna write a completely original story that you know no one would read if you posted it? Write it anway. Even if it's just a few sentences and not the full thing.

Even if it's just a word document that will never leave your personal file. Please write it. So when you look back years later and cringe at mistakes, you still remember it fondly. Thats the best advice I can give.

[imagines-ouran]

yes!! always go for it, you’ll be thankful you did later 💕

[myshitliveshere]

If there’s no meaning to life, that means your meaning is the right one.

the nihilist are onto something

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you ever catch yourself in a habit you got from someone you don't have in your life anymore and its like your body can't let go of them. and its like damn. wow. stop that.

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i tried so hard to protect you, that i forgot to protect myself.

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Are you okay if I miss you?

are you cool with that