We used to talk on the phone until 4AM.
We were both so tired, slurring our words and laughing about everything.
Weâd talk about our day and things just felt right.
You made me laugh so much I always had to cover my mouth so I wouldnât wake up my parents.
Youâd always stay on the phone, until I fell asleep. In case I had any nightmares. You would always calm me down. You told me that you were there, that I was safe and that youâd fight off my monsters for me.
I never told you this but I sometimes pretended to be asleep because then you would fall asleep too.
I know you were always tired, but you tried your best to stay up after me.
I remember how you always snored. I loved listening to you snore so loudly or move around in your bed. I remember the first phone call we had when you snored, I laughed so much but now, your voice and snores are all I remember.
Friends would look at me weirdly when I told them we slept on the phone together but what they didnât know was that it made me feel like I was there with you. It made me feel so much closer.
You always told me that I was the best thing that happened to your life. You made me feel safe and loved all the time.
After I waited for you to sleep for a couple of hours, Iâd fall asleep smiling.
You made me so happy.
I miss those days.
I miss being loved by you.
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