Find Me In The Dark Of My Mind @mystic-vampire - Tumblr Blog

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Starting meds be like

where the fuck did my emotions go?

why am I a bitch now?

Instead of "forgive and forget," choose violence. Choose remember and revenge. Show the world that you, too, can be just as crazy.

sometimes I’m like fuck life

then the next minute I’m high as fuck, skinny dipping at a summer camp at 10.30pm with people I met a month ago

„I’m used to it“ the saddest thing you can hear someone say

I get tired of constantly saying it

but it’s the truth

me comforting myself when I'm sad bc i dont wanna bother anyone

I’m so tired of people using me for their benefit and Turing me into the bad guy

i deserve to be selfish .. i’m always last in everybody else’s world

Shows me to trust people again

shows me to communicate

shows me to defend people I called friends

shows me

no matter how hard I try

no matter what I do

I end up fucking up

feeling like a bad person when I defended the people I care about.

guess I regret it now because the lose lose situation did just that.

had me lose people

I wasn’t worth choosing, and that’s the thought I have to relive every day

I need to stop being so considerate, people don't be doing the same for me.

I am a failure as a person.

Find Me In The Dark Of My Mind