The beginning of my story about my gift!
✨️I'm a psychic medium. I can see and speak to the dead. They find me when they're distressed usually. I calm them down. I'm kind of like a therapist but for spirits.✨️
When my gift was explained to me at 15, that's when I started to have this feeling that a part of my soul...what makes me who I am was missing. My Nana explained my gift to me and she said that feeling inside would get stronger until the wall in my mind, put there by my Nana Alice and Goddess Nyx for my protection (I'll explain that part later), started to crumble. Just like the Berlin Wall she said. My gift wanted out and it was slowly starting to break that wall down. The older I got the more my wall crashed down. My abilities were all over the place at first. I always had a very powerful intuition though. That part of my gift couldn't be fully suppressed. My family believes that your intuition is actually an extension of your Spirit Guides. My Nana also told me how spirits find me. She told me that our family members with gifts, our souls shine in the Spirit Realm. When everyone passes, they're no longer actually on this plain of existence anymore. They're in the Spirit Realm. Some spirits choose to stay in this type of limbo. Earthbound but they can't easily communicate with our Realm anymore.
That's where people who have been gifted with psychic powers come in. My family has a variety of different gifts. Everyone's is a little different. My mom is a powerful Empath but she can only very clearly sense the emotions of the dead. My Aunt Nell could hear the dead, my Aunt Floella got premonitions and she could touch something then see the last "memory" from the object. She shook hands with a man once and her pinky accidentally hit his watch....he was cheating on his wife. My brother is a Sensitive. Sensitives are like Empaths with a dose of receiving dreams from the Spirit Realm.
I can do all of those that I mentioned above and a lot more.
My Nana said my soul shines very brightly because I'm meant to help spirits let go of what's keeping them here. Reasons range from something they wished they'd said, being afraid of what's next (most common), being angry that they're dead, shocked at being dead, some are loopers (my name for them) they either died so suddenly that they're put in a state of such strong disbelief that they repeat their last day or last moments (people who died at another's hand). Then there are those that choose Earthbound limbo or those who can't face that they're dead...they're in such a place of ultimate shock that their own mind blocked out their death. The ones who choose limbo are the toughest to deal with. Some are very strong and hell bent on not going anywhere. They don't realize that staying in limbo just drives them insane over time.
My "job" if you will, is to help spirits cross further into the Spirit Realm. I work with the God of Death Thanatos (Nyx's son) and his Ferrymen, my family calls them that because they ferry souls. Usually, I calm the spirit down and get them ready to move further into the Spirit Realm. When they're ready, we both see light shining from a nearby doorway. The spirits go towards the door, open it and the light vanishs. In our Realm the door doesn't actually open either but since I can see spirits, I see the door opening.
I've only ever seen 2 Ferrymen up close. They're not actually meant to be seen by the living. They belong to the Spirit Realm. I saw one the first time I was talked into Astral Projection. A full story for another time. And one when I was in the hospital at age 4 with stage 4 kidney cancer. I will tell you all about that later as well.
I have a lot of stories I don't mind sharing and if any of you have any questions..feel free to ask. Please tag me so I don't miss your question!
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