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⏤͟͟͞͞☆INTRO POST┆

(leo gif by someone idk i found it on pinterest..)

︴✩ hi internet

✭ yall can call me nihil or aira (<- irl preferred name!!)

✭ i go by they/he/it (<- in that exact order.)

✭ im tmasc and aroace hi

✭ im a minor

⏤͟͟͞͞☆LOVE LOVE┆

✬i LOVE kanamizu and kohaai (and hiikohaai obv)

✬I!!!LOVE!!!KANADE!!!AND!!!KOHAKU!!!AND!!!MUTSUMI!!!

⏤͟͟͞͞☆FANDOMS

✩enstars, pjsk, bandori, d4dj, r1999, hsr, genshin (not rly), zzz (stopped playing while ago), twst, bsd, link click, madoka magica, no home, alnst, omori, tbhk, tshd, and many more but i forgot... im sleepy.. might add more later!!

⏤͟͟͞͞☆CREDITS AND SIDEBLOGS┆

✯PFP BY @s0urcand1ez thanku ♡♡♡

✯rp blog: @natsukanna-spri

✯previously @/doll-mortis for moots who might get confused

⏤͟͟͞͞☆TAGS┆

#nihil yapping - i tag almost everything with this, mostly yapping and non art related stuff (duh)

#nihil is dying - vent posts

#nihil drawing - art stuff (duh)

★ more tags to come maybe!!

★guess who finally updated his into... might change leo gif for kohaku later i just cant find any gifs of him rn..

#uh #i can talk here hi #i have nothing to say #bye

FUCK I FORGOT TO DRAW MITSUMI RIIIIGHT…

ill do that in an hour or so when my mom goes to sleep..

#nihil yapping #riiight i promised i will…#oops..?#i also wanna color her later but i wanna try coloring a litt differently hummmm #i would do that rn but i cant..#i will horribly fail at understanding which color is which #i just. forget them sometimes. okay #imbored

i think i need to sleep but i dont want to and wont fall asleep till 1am at least

but im so bored i dunno what to doooo

#nihil yapping #i kinda stayed in my bed all day #juuust boredddd #ehh maybe i should sleep #but again i cant #huh #i need ideas what to do

s0urcand1ez

hi.. guy.. i drew mayochan a few days ago and i dont like…. do u guys like… mayochan…

#enstars #ayase mayoi #mayoi ayase #HES SO KSKSJKSKSKSKND CUTEEEEE #mayochan the cutest litt creature

what is he doing here

can i like.. adopt him.

#nihil yapping

nemu-kusa

reminded me of them

my mac died just as i finished watching

how lucky i am huh

#nihil yapping #i forgot that it was low on battery #oh well #at least i rewatched avemujica

UIKA JUST GAVE TAKI CHOCOMILK OR WHATEVER THAT IS UMIRI PLEASE

umiri why do you need court for that oh my god.

#bandori #avemujica #umiri yahata #yahata umiri #uika misumi #misumi uika #taki shiina #shiina taki #i probably should have tagged uika as her real name but uh..#did not rly think of that and im lazy to change that okay #2 eps ago hatsune (thats 'uikas' real name) was screaming how much she doesn't want sakiko to leave her #CALM DOWN HATSUNE THATS UR NIECE #ahem.#umitaki is canon you can not change my mind #they r literally married bro #somehow #... umiri but please not the court.. HOW DID YOU EVEN GET THAT IDEA I WONDER...

since its pride month..

nyamu youre a little too gay

she continues to tell mortis how even if she loves her again and again she still cant love her enough or something like that... (this time its part of an act)

bro nyamu CALM DOWN

#bandori #avemujica #mutsumi wakaba #wakaba mutsumi #nyamu yuutenji #yuutenji nyamu #mutsunyamu yuri what else is new..

neeever mind the shop was closed i looked it up because i rly didn’t wanna go out…

#nihil yapping #next time.. i think..

MY MOM JUST. COMPLIMENTED ME?

UHH..WHAT.

#nihil yapping #i. am shocked #my mom usually HATES how i dress and how i try to look more masculine…#i was planning to go finally buy a guitar #cuz some time ago when i already made a post abt it i actually didnt go because i was scared to go alone #ahem #i am shocked and somehow happy

daph-ar

Day 26 of drawing every idol with one color, chosen randomly by a wheel, today is Rei!

+ Kohaku cameo :3

#enstars #rei sakuma #kohaku oukawa #LA MORT I MISSED YOU SO MUCH #little koha is so cute eueueueueueuuu

s0urcand1ez

soumie rkgk.. yawn… hi guy.. its almost 23:00 here..

ahem

that bitch told their friends that im trans (i know some of them and they are NOT supportive.)

i am not leaving my room anytime soon

#nihil is dying #ahem ahem #actually they outed me to more ppl.. (all of their friends on tiktok)#i need to make a tag for venting because oh my god this will not be the last post about them #<- haha made one already #btw now they r crying abt how they r losing their friends etc etc..#i wonder why hmm..

daph-ar

Day 27 of drawing every idol with one color, chosen randomly by a wheel, today is HiMERU! 👑

bro im never telling irl ppl im trans again

uhh long post warning probably

so i have two classmates who r very supportive of trans and queer ppl (one of them is aromantic pansexual (we'll call her E) and another one is asexual aroace (we'll call them G)) and since they both r kinda nice to me and all i came out to both of them as trans. they both said that they support me, and started calling me by my preferred name and pronouns

but some time ago G started to 'accidentally' misgender me, then immediately correct themselves and apologize. i genuinely believed that they were simply making small mistakes, since it hasnt been that long after i came out and its kinda hard for some to get used to new name and pronouns

i asked E if she even sees me as a boy, and she answered that yes, she does and said that she doesn't understand how someone who knows im trans could misgender me. (people who do not know im trans just think i change my style or something.)

so today i was talking with G, just abt something silly. then i told them how i felt very happy that today when i went out someone called me a boy. they then told me that they dont understand how people see me as male, as i "dont pass/dont look as a boy". i tried to not pay much attention to that but then it happened 2 more times and i got so pissed off i just blocked them..

i dont know what to do now and im so mad at them rn an also terrified that they will out me

#nihil is dying #lgbtq #lgbtqia #trans #im not sure what else to tag...#can i tag transphobia just in case..?#transphobia #fuck transphobes #<- ooo i like this tag im keeping it #also sorry for bad english #its not my first language..#im terrified of going out or talking to someone about this honestly #im not sure if they told anyone already but i sure hope not.

im the guy that missed the announcements of new songs yes thats me

reason why i did not know about eien hanahadashii releasing..

#nihil yapping #im serious i get too bored watching streams okay.#i only found out abt propose cuz of tiktok ig #now eien hanahadashii... love that song..#we got two new peak songs in pjsk r we happy?#speaking for everyone yes we r #(i dont understand why ppl dislike cover for propose. i think its amazing...)

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