inhale. exhale.

twenty seven | TX | mermaid | pisces my name is Ari. Venmo: @Ari-Danielle1

[n2the0ceannn]

What a blessing it is to look at some of my old checks and think “I went from making this in a week to making it in a day”

[n2the0ceannn]

Screaming, crying, throwing up oh my god.

[dark-soul9]

“are u okay” can we change the topic before i cry

[n2the0ceannn]

Today I cried about you

And I had to choke back every tear because I was at work

And here I am listening to a song that makes me think of you and I’m fighting the urge to show up at your front door so I can sleep on your couch bc then I would at least be closer to you

I miss you but you hurt me and I don’t know how to forgive that

[mstgsmy66]

[n2the0ceannn]

POV:

Your friends own a catering company and they need to test a recipe so you get woken up on your day off to help 🙃

[n2the0ceannn]

I think I just miss having friends.

[n2the0ceannn]

What I would do to just sit in your house and be in your presence. :(

[222manythoughts]

you can’t control what takes you out.. all you can do is fight as hard as you can to stay alive

[adriankulik]

[brothertedd-deactivated20240822]

[anxeious]

[n2the0ceannn]

Sunday me: man that was steady let’s see how much I made this shift. *over $800*

Me: oh hell yeah I love my job

Tuesday me: fuck this fucked off shift fuck everything how much did I make *over $600*

Me: that’s cool but still fuck this

Am I still going to show up to my shift tomorrow? Yes. Am I still going to tell everything to fuck all the way off? You fucking betcha.

[n2the0ceannn]

I give up.

[n2the0ceannn]

I always get sad thinking about how the possibility of loving someone and trusting them enough to be my forever adventure partner may never be in the cards regardless of if I still haven’t met all the people who will love me.

The past just reiterates why I shouldn’t trust anyone.

[n2the0ceannn]

I deleted my ex’s contact today and decided to just leave that alone and my money tripled tonight at work.

I guess it was about time after going through a weird drought.

[n2the0ceannn]

It’s so crazy how much I want to just lay next to you and you don’t care about me anymore