âIt seems that When Iâm not preoccupied All I can do Is think of you. I wish I could call you, Donât even know What I would say. Maybe, âHey, I still love youâŠâ What would you Think of that? Or maybe Iâll send you a letter With all of these love poems Dedicated to You. Would you find that Romantic? Iâm not sure what to do. I just want you to know, I still feel everything for you.â
if we never talk again after this just remember, i loved you.
you were the first thing i thought about when i woke up. & you were the last thing i thought about when i went to sleep.
the day after the incident, i woke up & checked my phone to see no texts from you. i remembered what happened & i started crying. i didnât get up or eat at all that day.
do you miss me? do you still think about me? what was the truth & what were the lies? the things we did, did they mean anything to you?
I actually hate you, at first I didn't. I thought it's because I always expected you to come back. I waited ages for you to text me back, always checking my phone to see.
I opened up to you, told you things no one knew, showed you a part of my life that means everything to me, and you dropped me.
Almost like I was a piece of rubbish, something to be pushed under the rug. I just wanted to know if I had done something wrong, if I said something to you that upset you, you never let me know.
Now I don't know what to do, you block me on one thing, but I can still contact you on another, I'm confused. Do I reach out to you, and let you know how I feel.
Do you ever just miss a bond you had with someone? Like regardless of what happened between you two, you miss the conversations, the laughs you guys had over the stupidest things, or the way that they were there for you when you werenât at the best. The little things matterâŠ
do i even cross your mind anymore? do you miss me like i miss you when your alone at night, or sitting in a room full of people wishing i could find your eyes in the crowd? do you think of the future we dreamed of building together when you see other people happy with their person? i feel so easily forgettable and replaceable, like i never even existed to you. but i'm still here hoping i meant more, while i'm bleeding out because all i can do is think of you.
having old friends and exes that treated u poorly is like. I donât miss you. I think about you all the time. Iâm reminded of you with every small reference. I think about you all the time. youâre in the mosaic of my life whether I like it or not. I think about you all the time. I hope youâre okay. I hope youâre not. I think about you all the time. you said weâd be friends forever. you told me you were in love with me. I think about you all the time. was I not good enough. will I ever be good enough. Ithinkaboutyouallthetime.
i miss you too much that it starting to feel like a memory. how every scene playing in my head feels too real to be imagined. every detail of your smile, and sparkle in your eyes when i make you laugh. every part of it feels like it already happened. like you're really here. i can almost see your smug smile as you ask me if i missed you, because even before i answer you already know i did.
i still hear your voice even though we haven't spoken in years. i still remember how i loved that sound, i still do.
I was deleting my emails and accidentally came across yours and I keep wondering how is it that someone who made me this happy is now nowhere in my life . How did we go from writing about our days and sending long emails to not even being able to go past a hi. I miss you so much . I miss my bestfriend . You know how Rue gets obsessed with Jules and thinks she's her saving grace , I guess you were that to me. You were someone I never wanted to lose and watching it happen really fucked me up , I can't hate you no matter how hard I try because we are so similar . Sometimes I can't even recognise if the email is from me or you , with the way we talked about each other there was no difference in our heartbeats that time but I watched your heart slow down and lose me . I just wanted to ask you why you were not talking to me but you had no explanation you said you were avoiding me and I was a fool begging you to look at me once and now it's all over and I am still a fool. I still want you , I still want to take care of you , and protect you and hold your hand and kiss you and I am sorry for it all but I miss you . When I told you I wanted space I wish you would have listened to me and not lashed out at me . I loved you so much but I just needed to be away from you for once .
You know I somehow figured out we would end when you didn't pick up my call on New Years even when you promised me you would but you were busy making out . I knew I would lose you eventually .
Frank Ocean // Queering the Map // Frank Ocean // Quora // Lemony Snicket // Marina AbramoviÄ // Charli XCX // Beach Bunny // Queering the Map // JP Saxe // Adventure Time
1. I care for you still and I will forever / that was my part of the deal, honest
2. Screenshot from Queering the Map: âWe fell in love here, sneaking around your parents and dropping hands every time they came to take food we made or get coffee from the kitchen. We paddled around your lake, we had picnics, we had fun. I donât miss you anymore, I hope youâre doing well and have found something and someone who makes you happy!â
3. I will always love you how I do / let go of a prayer for you / just a sweet word / the table is prepared for you
4. Question from Quora: âWhat does it mean when he says âYou have a special place in my heart?ââ Response: âIt means that no matter what happens, even if you both are apart, even if you canât see each other anymore, even if you both have someone in your hearts- your memories and deeds that you have given him will forever be remembered and cherished within him/her.â
5. I will love you if I never see you again, and I will love you if I see you every Tuesday.
6. GIF of Marina AbramoviÄ and Ulay at The Artist is Present
7. I know in the future / we wonât see each other / cold just like December / but I will always love / Iâll love you forever
8. Even when we fade eventually to nothing / you will always be my favorite form of loving
9. Screenshot from Queering the Map: âWe had one of our very last dates at 82 Queen. While you were holding my hands and gazing into my eyes, you told me how much it meant to you to be in public with a girlfriend, and not be afraid that anyone would see. A few weeks later, I came out to my mom, and spent the next months on lockdown, stuck alone in my house. I had to end things b/c of it, but I will always treasure that night at 82 Queen. How beautiful you looked, the lovely sound of your laughter, and the way your eyes looked when you looked at me. I miss you.â
10. You werenât down for forever and itâs fine / I know, you know, we know / we werenât meant got each other and itâs fine
11. Picture of the treehouse from Adventure Time with text that says: âTime is an illusion that helps things make sense, so we are always living in the present tense. It seems unforgiving when a good thing ends, but you and I will always be back then.â
for once I was paying attention to song lyrics and "I've realized that not everything is always my fault and even though I might never find myself in a position to hear you out or forgive you I still and constantly asking myself, Do you miss me?" hit my like a fucking truck
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