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Tricia | 26 🤍

[nagmamasid]

Helloooo gusto ko lang mag-post ngayong engineer na ako hahahahaha akalain mo yun.

[nagmamasid]

Totally forgot what it feels like to be on this platform.

Hi! I think it’s been more than a year? Tumblr won’t update on my phone anymore which sucks. Graduate na ako last year and I’m still very much lost on what to do. I checked my account and yuck lang sa mga posts ko dati hahahahaha bakit nauso ang gpoy? Puro jeje pics ang nakita ko! Oh well, napadaan lang. May you all have a blessed day (tomorrow! advanced na po).

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[nagmamasid]

Short life updates: Incoming 5th year mechanical engineering student, Secretary of PSME-MCLSC, President’s lister for term 3, & I’m happy. Sometimes anxious.

Been real busy with school activities and I haven’t had enough time for my friends. Sorry if I wasn’t always able to make it. I know it’s just excuses but these things are my priorities in life. I cherish friendship as much as my studies but I know my friends wouldn’t stop being my friends if I chose to deal with my prior plans.

Someone is also there for me since August of last year. Thank you for taking time to get to know me. For understanding my moods and accepting my flaws. You love me very much & have always regard me as your number one. I just wish you will be more comfortable with me. Thank you for all the happy moments.

[nagmamasid]

It’s because you refuse to talk about it. Yes, I’m not sure. I feel all kinds of emotions and my heart feels heavy.

[nagmamasid]

They said crying your heart out is better but it bothers me how much crying I’ve been doing lately.

[nagmamasid]

Iniisip ko rin naman bakit ako moody pagdating sa’yo. A minute ago sobrang daldal ko then seconds later biglang maiiksi nalang replies and medyo uninterested na. It’s just that when you start to feel the other person doesn’t have the same energy as you do, you get hurt. Although nakita ko naman yung effort nung napansin mong inis ako. Sorry. Hindi talaga ako matured. But I try :)

[nagmamasid]

Milktea date ulit tayo sa school please :(

Hi AJ! Ngayon lang ako ulit nag-open ng tumblr hahahahaha milktea tayo next term!!! Miss u💛

[thepersonalquotes]

Don’t worry, the right one won’t leave.

[nagmamasid]

Ang hirap diba kapag ikaw na yung nangangailangan ng payo? Alam mo naman kung anong dapat gawin pero syempre sagabal yung nararamdaman mo.

[quotemadness]

“I’m like that. Either I forget right away or I never forget.”

— Samuel Beckett

[purplebuddhaquotes]

“Maybe home is nothing but two arms holding you tight when you’re at your worst.”

— Yara Bashraheel

[remanence-of-love]

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[nagmamasid]

Iba sa chat, iba rin sa personal.

[nagmamasid]

Unexpected bonus from Father God. Ipinagdasal ko lang na makapasa sa lahat ng subjects pero higit pa dun ang binigay niya. I can’t say I have done my very best at everything but I know I’ve tried to do my part. And yet again ‘di ulit ako nagsimba kahit may time. Haaaays. I always pray & I think more than the physical presence at the church, what matters most is our spiritual faith.

[nagmamasid]

I should’ve never said that. So now I’ll beat myself up for being a stupid person.