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reblog if it’s 100% okay for mutuals to tag you in a starter

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text to – ryker

ryker: go lock yourself in the bathroom and give me his address

ryker: i'm going to make sure he never fucking does any of that shit, don't you worry

gabby: it's okay he can call my sister i don't even care anymore ryker

gabby: or do you want to keep it a secret?

gabby: i could just give him what he wants and that will be it?

gabby: or?

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sms — zelda

sophia: but like, we're almost always together and you always text me when you're feeling some type of way

sophia: of course you do, princess

sophia: you can wait. it'll be even better if you've wanted it for a while and then you finally get it

zelda: i'll stop texting you and i'll look at our vid when i have it ok

zelda: what are you talking about?! no way you're not going to make me wait. i'm a fucking princess i get what i want!!!

zelda: and i want you NOW

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junkicwannabc:

He was long gone. He was too fucked up to be in the right state of mind to even begin to think about this shit. But Gabby didn’t seem to understand that since she kept pushing him to talk about it. But he couldn’t do it. He couldn’t fucking look her in the eye and tell her he wanted out. Because he didn’t. “I don’t want out.” he growled, trying to escape her stare. “But I don’t want to love you either.” Ian confessed. “So, what’s it gonna be, babes?”

"you can't even be bothered to fucking look at me, you’re right – you can’t love me." she mumbled, his words seemed to stab her heart like a knife while she tried her best to ignore them. “well, forget it. i’m just going home.” she finally whispered before she moved away from him, dropping her cigarette to the floor before turning around to face him for the last time. “what’s it going to be?  you’re going back to your tent and fuck your bird like you’re supposed to do..”  she mumbled, shrugging her shoulders. “and i’m going home – and i’m going to .. make sure i never see you again.” she confessed, twirling a strand of hair around her finger. “because this is tearing me apart. i wanted to give it all up for you – but you’re right.. it’s not fucking worth it.” 

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text to – ryker

ryker: no i know. i kind of feel that too.

ryker: you do, you honestly do

ryker: yeah, the little baby won the big bad idiot ;)

ryker: yeah, please get out of there. you're all mine

ryker: yeah okay, i'm cool with that. i'd never complain about that

gabby: hm i'm so glad you feel it too baby

gabby: fuck yes i love the big bad idiot he's the best

gabby: ugh i'm trying to get out but he's literally blocking my way out by standing in front of the door

gabby: he says he's scared to let me go because he knows for a fact that you're going to 'hurt' me

gabby: oh and now he's threatening to call my sister and tell her everything wow

gabby: he wants to have 'goodbye sex'

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text to – ryker

ryker: don't apologize. it happened to me too. it was a casual fuck and then we fell to shit and fell for each other.

ryker: i'm choosing you because your sister doesn't make me as happy, okay?

ryker: also because you're better in bed

gabby: it just kind of feels like it's supposed to be you and me you know?

gabby: i am so glad i make you happy that's all i want to do to be honest

gabby: ha see the little sister wins

gabby: i should really get out of my ex's house before he makes another move you're so right he totally wants to get with me

gabby: meet me somewhere? let's book a hotelroom and hide for the night? so we could fuck in peace please???

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sms — zelda

sophia: would you rather watch it or live it? ;)

sophia: i just want to forget everything that isn't you and your mouth and those fingers

zelda: i'd rather live it but damn it would be a nice thing to watch when we're not together and i feel some type of way

zelda: fuck babe i really want you so bad

zelda: i can't wait help damn

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text to – ryker

ryker: i mean i'm not going to say no...

ryker: because it's hard

ryker: i didn't want to have to, but it seems like i have to. so i choose you. i'm choosing you, gabby.

ryker: i'm not lying

gabby: i know it's hard ryker it fucking is

gabby: i'm sorry i fell in love with you i didn't mean to i thought we were just a casual fuck but whenever you touch me i feel complete

gabby: you make me feel so fucking alive ryker you have no idea

gabby: i can't stop myself from falling and i'm falling fast

gabby: why are you choosing me? am i better in bed???? (;

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sms — zelda

sophia: this is why you should never doubt me, babe

sophia: if that's what you want, of course that's what you're going to get

sophia: give some innocent security guard something to jerk off to tonight ;)

zelda: damn i'm going to ask that security guard for a copy

zelda: sure would love to watch that to be honest

zelda: hm what do you want me to do to you tonight baby?

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junkicwannabc:

you’re treating me like shit. he certainly hadn’t been expecting that either, because it hadn’t been his intention. then again, it never was and somehow he always ended up hurting people. it was a bad habit of his but also the hardest to quit. that and the drugs, and gabby. she was also a very difficult bad habit to get rid of. he watched intensely as her lips curved across the stolen stick in her mouth, and he could picture a few more places that mouth had been at. and he swore he was sick of being so weak for her. “we never should’ve, that’s true. but we did. because we’ve wanted to fuck since we first saw each other. and having to hold back on something you love so much is shit.” he said. and then she was crying and he didn’t know what to do. he had no idea what the right thing to do was, and he was so confused that he ended up walking away from her, standing next to the nearest wall and hiding his face against it as he faced away from her. “fuck. fuck. fuck. shit, gabby. i hate you.” he said, and anyone could’ve been able to tell he didn’t mean it. “you don’t love me, and i hate you. that’s how it’s supposed to be. i can fuck you if you want me to. but  can’t love you. there’s nothing here.” he said, pointing at his chest. “i can’t love you.”

gabriella tried her very best to stay as calm as possible – wiping away the tears from her cheeks before following him towards the wall. she watched him crumble in front of her and god, how she longed to just reach out and pull him into her warm embrace. “you’re fucking lying.” she mumbled, moving her hands into her messy hair to prevent herself from touching him. “look at me – “ she whispered before she slowly moved herself between him and the wall, placing both hands on his cheeks to make him look at her. “ tell me you want me out of your life – “ she sniffed, her blue orbs piercing into his much darker ones. “come on now, tell me you hate me again – but fucking look me in the eye.” she continued. “ and just.. just fucking come back to my tent with me? after that.. i promise i’ll be gone forever.”

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text to – ryker

ryker: i don't want you to be with him

ryker: fuck this is a mess

ryker: i do feel the same, gabby. fuck.

ryker: i need you too.

gabby: so this means you fucking love me too??

gabby: why the fuck didn't you tell me ry ????

gabby: i'm so fucking confused you told me you didn't want to have to make a choice and now you're telling me you feel the same?

gabby: please tell me you're not lying to me

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sms — zelda

sophia: :(

sophia: fuck yes you want something red and vampy and something that you won't mind having ripped off?

sophia: well we're gonna go to the vip movie theatre thingy. and we're going to get a bunch of wine. and we're going to make out and get each other off

zelda: holy shit sophi baby now we're talking

zelda: this is getting better and better if you ask me holy damn baby taking me to the vip lounge in our beautiful new lingerie?

zelda: hmmm let's make sure they catch us on camera

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junkicwannabc:

“fuck.” he mumbled, rolling his eyes as he felt gabby’s hand circling around his wrist and he allowed her to turn him around. he hadn’t been expecting the outburst, but honestly, he’d never been too good at reading girls, so he knew fuck all about how to face up to such a thing. the whole thing was all too stressful, and he was far too wrecked for this. “i’m not treating you like anything! fucking hell, woman.” he told her, throwing his arms up in frustration, mostly so she’d stop touching him because that had proved to be immensely distracting. “i don’t expect it to be fine. i expect her to break up with me so i don’t have to. and then i’m expecting to live life the way i’m supposed to. i never should’ve committed, it’s shit, we both know that gabs.” he said, his eyes finally settling on her beautiful blue ones. “we were never meant to commit. god knows why we did, but it’s shit. we were always meant to fuck about, you and me.” he admitted with a dismissive shrug. “you said it yourself, you don’t love me. you think you do because i make you cum more than he does. but that’s not love, babe. this is not love.” and he knew it was a lie the moment he realized how much it hurt him when he was motioning with a finger between the both of them as further explanation of his point.

gabby felt how the anger inside of her replaced itself with sadness. all she wanted to do at that moment was run away and never return – hide for a while and think about the horrible things she had done to the people who loved her the most. “you’re treating me like shit.” she mumbled, reaching out to take the cigarette from his hands and place it between her own lips – taking a deep drag, hoping the smoke curling inside of her lungs would somehow calm her down and prevent her from saying things she knew she’d regret later. “yeah she’ll probably break up with you after gathering her friends to beat the crap out of me.” gabby chuckled humorlessly – shaking her head in disbelief. “we are not meant to fuck about, you and i. we should have never fucking touched each other – and i fucking regret it, you know?” her blue orbs pierced into his while she tried her very best to stop the tears from falling down her cheeks. “you really think i’m that fucking shallow, ian? you really think i’m putting everything on the line here because you make me cum every once in a while? i’m talking about the times we secretly held hands in the van,  the quick kisses when no one is looking –  the way your gaze always meets mine.. whatever we do.  it’s not just about the fucking sex.. it’s about me wanting you and feeling complete shit because of it.”