naked old soul.

vivere est militare ✨

[nakedoldsoul]

whenever i see

motion pictures of you

all i visualize are our

could've beens

and our

should've beens

[nakedoldsoul]

if you still

need me

use me

[nakedoldsoul]

you found me when i wasn't looking for love

but where are you now when i am looking for you?

[nakedoldsoul]

can healing be just linear?

[nakedoldsoul]

you work for the sky

but you drown me

in oceans

of sadness

[nakedoldsoul]

realizations at 12:59

[nakedoldsoul]

It's my 2 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

[nakedoldsoul]

what if running away saves me?

[nakedoldsoul]

𝟶𝟷•𝟶𝟾•𝟸𝟶𝟸𝟹

[nakedoldsoul]

and when the missing hurts so bad

i light up a cigar

its smoke

the scent

so warm

it burns

[nakedoldsoul]

serendipitous

we were in the same room

with hundreds of eyes

you met mine

i met yours

bodies dancing

drinks offered

total strangers

that kiss

you silently

and passionately

asked for

when you dropped me off

was the beginning of all magic

your name;

serendipity

[nakedoldsoul]

fixed a heart he didn't break

healed a soul he didn't shatter

[nakedoldsoul]

i plead

please be with me

while i fix myself up

for the second time around

[nakedoldsoul]

and then suddenly

at 1:04am

on a tuesday

they all broke me

[nakedoldsoul]

𝐇𝐔𝐌𝐀𝐍 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐌

𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚒 𝚖𝚎𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞

𝚒 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚎𝚡𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎

𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚑𝚘𝚖𝚎

𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝚍𝚛𝚘𝚠𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚠𝚊𝚟𝚎𝚜

𝚕𝚊 𝚞𝚗𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚜𝚎𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞

𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝚋𝚊𝚐𝚞𝚒𝚘 𝚏𝚊𝚒𝚕𝚎𝚍

𝚝𝚘 𝚠𝚊𝚛𝚖 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢𝚍𝚊𝚢𝚜

𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚒 𝚖𝚎𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞

𝚑𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚟𝚊𝚜𝚝 𝚜𝚔𝚒𝚎𝚜

𝚑𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚙𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚒𝚜𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚜

𝚑𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚎 𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜 𝚜𝚎𝚊 𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚟𝚎𝚕 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚎

𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚒 𝚖𝚎𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞

𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎 𝚍𝚒𝚍 𝚒 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠

𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚎𝚡𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚑𝚘𝚖𝚎

𝚒𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞

𝚒𝚗 𝚒𝚝𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏

𝚒𝚗 𝚑𝚞𝚖𝚊𝚗 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚖

[nakedoldsoul]

what if your blessings came from teardrops?

[nakedoldsoul]

and in all honesty

you weren't honest