× {Nalesstuff} ×

~☆just a little fella who is trying to learn how to draw~☆ (any feedback and advice would be appreciated♡)

[nalesstuff]

I have been reading a masterpiece called asterism by idas_library on ao3 and GOD DAMN IF IT ISNT A RIDE AND I AM LOVING EVERY SECOND OF IT!

So to show my appreciation for it I would dump some memes I made for the fic! Hope you like it!

@pendragonsgallery I really love your work and respect the effort you put in it thank you for this amazing fic 💜💙💛

Make sure to check out the fic!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/40548453/chapters/101587731

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To answer people's questions like "why do you want to major in foreign languages?" Cuz am a nosey bitch cassandra? Like, when I see two foreign person talking in a language that I don't know about RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME I get offended. Like no kidding I just straight up feel offended that I am not included in their conversation and wondering about what they were talking about is going to be end of me.

Is having such mindset is concerning? Yes. Will I try to stop it? Absolutely not. I will thrive thanks to my toxic traits guys trust.

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One thing I love about bsd offical arts is that whenever the characters are dressed up they seem to have a certain style.

Like, akutagawa's style is elegant and usually most covered one

Atsushi is the casual but also somehow formal? Like he seems like a collage student who looks casual but not so casual yk?

And chuuya has a style that I can only describe it as "strong and fancy" he is rich so his clothes are classy but he also has lived in streets so he knows how to be classy and imtimidating

Dazai's style is a bit tricky cuz I can't really give it a proper category. But maybe, just maybe thats the whole reason. He doesn't let his enemies to understand him even by his clothing and that just shows he is a light formal attire person who doesn't have a certain style and he is just "formal" and "is ready for anything"

Idk If yapped in a smart way or dumb way but it had to be said

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The whole "acedemic rivaly" trope feels super unrealistic for me cuz when I see someone who beats me in one subject I pride myself as "knowing it the best" I would have a UNHEALTHY amount of beef with them and at some point I will start hating them too probably-

When my friend scored hired than me in that subjet (they scored 1 point more) I never felt so close to death cuz I legit just thought about jumping out of a window cuz the way my pride and ego got hurt was somehow became PHYSICAL and hurt me in way I cant describe

[cbmagique]

Writing for yourself is great because you can read your own work months or years later and have a great time because it’s exactly what you wanted.

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Exactly why I wrote fanfictions

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Now it is time for a shitty memory of mine but why not make it sskk?

*on a sunny day, atsushi and dazai were talking to eachother normaly like they always do. These days tho the weretiger was a bit restless cuz of his crush akutagawa. Not knowing how to win his heart atsushi asks dazais help who shares the class with akutagawa*

*while atsushi was noting down something dazai suddenly exclaimed*

"Whoa!- atsushi I just realized something!"

"Hm? What is it?"

"The way you write looks so much like akutagawas!"

"R-really? I don't really know..."

"Hold one I have a idea!"

*Dazai suddenly took atsushi's notebook*

"HEY! I Need that!"

"I promise I will bring it back just wait for the next break!"

*yelled dazai as he hurried away from atsushi's classroom*

*atsushi sighins and just waits for his lesson to start*

(Next break)

*atsushi was walking around the school backyard and was just simply chilling untill he heard a certain brunette call his name and running towards him*

"What is it dazai?-"

"Akutagawa wrote something for you!"

"Wh- WHAT?!"

"Remember how I said both of you have similar writings? I took your notebook and went to his desk and also grabbed a notebook from there and started to comparing. Akutagawa saw and asked what I was doing and I told him why then I had a bright idea and asked him to write a romantic sentence for you-"

"YOU DID WHAT?!-"

"And he did! There is the note! Open it come on!"

*dazai passed the note to atsushi and atsushi took it with shaking hands*

*filled with excitement atsushi opened the note and read the note out loud for dazai to hear*

"The Rain which makes you live, would kill me"

*despite the bitter sentence atsushi was so happy for the fact that his crush would write something like this for him*

"Uhm.. atsushi, is my eyes deciving me or is there a erased sentence on the note also?"

*with that atsushi focused on the area dazai pointed and yes indeed there was a erased sentence there and despite being erased if one looked closesly they could read it"

"The Rain that fucks you-"

*the sentence was just that no more of it just that.*

"Bastard."

*said atsushi with fury in his heart left the note to dazai and went back to his class*

*his heart was filled with fury, but it was nothing compare to his disapointment"

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The platform looked too empty for my liking so I wrote some gibberish on it!

What do you think?

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Uhhh... I am gonna name her Axen ig- I hardly like most of my sketches but somehow this one grown on me so she gets a name! (And a lore ig)

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Tried to save a sketch and failed miserably (send help)

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Guess the animation meme I am referring to but the only hint is my school book cover

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Sooo... here comes the real reason I started to draw! So basically I am full time fanfic reader on ao3 and sskk is one of my favorite ships! While I was on ao3 I found this masterpiece!

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

This fanfic is about sskk BUT in a beauty and the beast setting! Atsushi is a painter and akutagawa is the damned Prince. Talking about the rest would be giving spoiler so I really recommend checking it out!

This fanfic is so well written and everything is just so *chef kiss* so I got inspired by it and decided some fanart must be done!... well the problem being that I have no art talent and exprience! So I decided that I should learn to how to draw and make a fanart!

Obviosly there still some work to be done... BUT this is only just the begginning! I will improve myself and practice a lot so I can trully make a fanart this fanfiction deserves!

And please if you guys have any tips and advices let me now!

Thank you fow your time ♡

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A girl who doesn't has any legs but can stand? Yk what hell yeah

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Loving, yearning, warning, begging...

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*A nice moment of my day but why not make it sskk?*

*atsushi on his way to the market saw a (emo) boy sitting on the crosswalk but doesn't pay much attention to it*

"Hey!"

"Oh- yes?"

"Can you give me that rock?"

"Um.. sure! İs it this one?"

"Yeah"

*When atsushi gives the rock to the boy, the boy process to pull out a flower behind his back*

"This is for you"

"Aww thank you!"

*They exchance smiles and goes back to their on lives*

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Holy shi I almost forgot about this it was molding in my galery-

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*me staring into the sunset and looking like I am about to make a life changing decision*

"Hmm... should I make my blog go bigger by posting shit ass drawings OR yapping about my dumbest thoughts?

*suddenly two stranger walks behind me *

"Soo...you like both man AND women?"

"Yeah! I like both!"

*Me having the biggest revolotion*

"THATS IT! ITS BOTH!"

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The fuck you mean I have to see my favorite character depressed because your ship is getting sailed? I will personally become the biggest hater of all time dont test me.