Because we are bonded.

Side blog from my main one, all about BDB. Fell in love with the Black Dagger Brotherhood so just thought I'd let thoughts and life out on here about myself and my hellran.

[brotherhoodconfessions]

I will never chase a man, but if he is a Brother, this chick will run!

[brotherhoodconfessions]

When in The King, Beth makes mention of looking like she had gone to Sephora and had her makeup done professionally after her needing; as a Sephora Pro artist, I squealed with joy.

[nallaxnallum]

July 31, 2014 (Tuesday)

So today was a good day. Nice hot sun, light of death haha. I have a long distance relationship with my hellran right now and boy does it hit the shitkicker. It feels like switched positions though, I have more of the hellran personality in me than shellan. It's killing me inside and out to be away from him. But we'll make it work soon. Soon we can truly be as one; mated, bonded for life.

Anywhoooo. Today was an amazing day with my hellran. We talked for a while and after, we got to lay down and talk to each other before I let him sleep. Even in the silence, just knowing that he's sleeping lights a smile on my face. Like those late night calls between Rhevenge and Ehlena. I could hear the sheets rustle on his side, his grumbly tone trying to stay awake haha. He slept to the sound of my voice, thoughts of me and our time together. Do I soooo not sound like a bonded male right now? Yeah. I practically do. Good thing shellan's wear the pants in the relationship.

It was a really good day with my hellran. There may be distance between us but I've never felt so alive to have him in my life. I've never felt so happy to call him mine.