mari ♡

And it's not your fault I ruin everything. It is not your fault I can't be what you need.

[nameless-mari]

Hoje faço 11 anos de Tumblr! 🥳

[nameless-mari]

É... Realmente o problema é só comigo e eu n consigo desapegar dessa merda de situação...

[h0ezi3r]

The worst part about Liam Payne dying is that people are posting about “the switch up is crazy”

Like no. He was an abuser and made horrible decisions, but nobody wanted him to die. He was getting hate for an INCREDIBLY valid reason, but we all recognized that he needed mental and physical help. He needed to go to rehab. He needed to get away from drugs and alcohol and improve upon himself away from the public. No one wanted him to die.

We’re not mourning the life of an abuser, we are mourning the part of him that we adored and looked up to for a massive part of our childhood/ teenage years. He was a huge part of how I was introduced to my love of music. And yes, he did horrible things and made horrible decisions and over the last few years has been anything but admirable, but none of us wanted this.

Maya didn’t want this. And everyone saying that it’s her fault can actually go burn in hell. She likely already blames herself enough. She likely already wishes she hadn’t spoken up about it out of the guilt that she likely feels. You guys commenting all over the socials about how this is her fault and “are you happy now?” Are actually horrible people.

A 7 year old boy just lost his father. A woman just lost her long term boyfriend. Two parents just lost their son. Several young children just lost their uncle. Show some fucking respect. Joking about it and hating on people who had nothing to do with what happened is not doing anything but twist the knife for the people who this has ACTUALLY effected.

[usignedupforthis]

stuck on the different pictures louis, zayn, and harry chose for their posts…

louis’ is celebrating their bond, their friendship, the love they held for one another that got them through so many tough times. it’s saying they will never get to stand on a stage together again but let’s celebrate the good times, let’s remember the love.

zayn’s is highlighting that they were just kids at the start, they were boys thrown together into an insane, unimaginable situation and they needed each other. they found solace and comfort in each other and no one else can understand what they went through growing up together but they clung on to each other.

and harry’s… god. harry’s is just liam. liam on stage looking out on thousands of fans doing his favourite thing in the world. and that’s how harry wanted to honour him, making other people happy.

[quinnfebrey]

child stars dying young directly or indirectly as a result of fame-related trauma is just so especially sad. for me it’s the tragedy of how kids don’t really know what they’re signing up for when they ask to be famous, especially back in 2008. liam’s mistakes, addiction, and bad decisions, are all so inarguably tied into his career and the carelessness of the entertainment industry. the 31 year old man that just died is the same 16yo boy that was given drugs and alcohol to keep him quiet while he was being overworked and exploited. corey haim, river phoenix, judy garland, and so many more. you can think what you want about liam and have your own opinions, but don’t lose sight of the larger picture that he was a victim of.

[discooccasionally]

I feel so fucking lucky to have been shaped into the person I am today by One Direction. 2024 me does not exist as I am today, without them. How lucky am I to have be changed by them. I’m here today on this tumblr, with all of you- friends, mutuals, strangers- because of them. One Direction will always be woven into the fabric of my memories, experiences and dreams. That is a truth that cannot change. I am so so lucky to have loved them and be loved by so many of you because of them. Wow.

[nameless-mari]

Realmente, fingiu que não viu... E eu não posso ficar mais magoada com isso... Mas ainda assim dói tanto

[nameless-mari]

"Eu tento tanto.

Eu quero tanto.

Eu quis tanto.

Talvez um pedaço de mim ainda queira que a gente dê certo. Mas tudo se torna tão complicado quando o orgulho abre a boca e parece que vai nos engolir. A língua trava, a fala não sai, o coração sucumbe de agonia. Talvez um pedaço de mim ainda acredite que isso vai passar e que a gente vai ficar bem. Mas não vai. Nada volta a ser o que já foi um dia, todo dia agora é só mais um, ou seria um a menos? Perguntas sem respostas e agora uma história que acabou quando nem teve tempo de começar. Coitado desse tal de tempo, colocamos a culpa nele quando no fundo sabemos que os culpados somos nós. Nós deixamos de sermos nós e nos deixamos. E agora, quem será o responsável por fechar esse buraco que só cresce, não estanca, não cicatriza? O tempo. Sempre falamos que ele cuida de tudo. Só mais uma desculpa porque na verdade nós mesmos paramos de cuidar. E talvez um pedaço de mim ainda tente lutar por isso, mesmo sabendo que a guerra está vencida, mesmo sabendo que ninguém venceu. Perdemos para nós mesmos, tudo se perdeu. E disseram tanto que a esperança seria a ultima a morrer, mas essa, coitada, há muito tempo já morreu." - texto by Bianca Rayane

[nameless-mari]

N sei pq ainda me surpreendo com isso, não é a primeira vez e não vai ser a última, infelizmente

[nameless-mari]

Mais uma semana então... Ótimo

[nameless-mari]

Thanks for bringing back all my insecurities

[nameless-mari]

Em Maio fiz 8 anos de Tumblr! 🥳

[nameless-mari]

Hoje faço 8 anos de Tumblr! 🥳

[nameless-mari]

Completamente ignorada, muito bom saber disso.

Preciso urgentemente parar de ser trouxa

[nameless-mari]

Mais uma foto da sessão: selfies aleatórias que salvei ✌🏻🤓 https://www.instagram.com/p/ChiN4BEOaKvO2CK79yCBeJXCYFUECk5Ukkk4pg0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[nameless-mari]

Eu tô me achando muito bonita nessa foto, para ela não virar post aqui no Instagram, e tenho dito. ✌🏻 https://www.instagram.com/p/ChKzpqIuqBsllXGLS9VLcsVsJOq9Y48OhRaCgg0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[nameless-mari]

Mais uma foto da série: posealeatóriaecaradenojo.jpg https://www.instagram.com/p/CgaRqaKORCmjTDGFaqptb0fU1TJwPlyQA-x_s40/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=