It's the second time we get in each other ... we were going crazy when this happen cause the first time, we were not like this and then now, everything seems so different and easy .... till you started to ignore me !!!! Even, I was here waiting, trying without any doubt that it will work; in vain !!! You sold me dreams while talking to me and now I'm in a fucking nightmare cause deep down I feel something strong for you .... but you don't give a shit about me cause you're the kind who got a queue in front of your door ....
I gave up cause I was tired of always trying, trying and keep on trying while you were only ignoring me, avoiding me, and making me cry !!! I hate the fact that everything always goes back to the same place; NOWHERE !!! I'm here writing my bleeding heart out while you, somewhere with some other girls !!!
I was depressesed before but when I met you again, things change for me !!! But all good things don't last forever, now I'm here again, depressed, alone, crying, bleeding from inside, suiciding myself in my head while you don't give a fuck about me !!!
It's not your fault, cause I was the one who wanted to help you, who wanted to erase that part of you that you can't stand anymore. All I ever wanted was to help you !!! But no, you didn't let me help cause all you was doing was ignoring me and avoiding the care I was giving you !!!
I'm so fed up with myself, fed up with the fact that I can never be happy, fed up that I can never be appreciated or loved for who I am !!!