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here 4 fanfic 🙅🏾‍♀️ || eighteen ✮ idk how 2 use tags so i repost || black !

[irisesforyoureyes]

the sluttiest thing a man can do is be fictional

[kmrbii]

‧ ₊❝ WHAT HAPPENS BACKSTAGE, STAYS BACKSTAGE

masterlist of an anthology of drabbles/one-shots! summary on stage, you're unlimited void's lead singer, the hot-shot band selling out stadiums with your grungy vocals and ground-shaking instrumentals. you have fans from every corner of the country screaming your names and digging into your personal lives, praising your insane chemistry within the band. yet, there’s more to your dynamic than they realise. but what happens backstage, stays backstage. pairings guitarist!gojo x bassist!suguru x drummer!choso x singer!reader content/warnings contains smut, band au, doesn't follow a storyline but they're all in the same au

track 01 : ꒰ ★・drummer!choso punishes you for messing up during a performance ₊˚

track 02 : ꒰ ★・guitarist!gojo uses your moans in the newest single ₊˚

track 03 : ꒰ ★・bassist!suguru sees a fan being too handsy with you ₊˚

track 04 : ꒰ ★・getting high after a gig ₊˚

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[mysticcybergirl]

 18+| Megumi x reader! Megumi just being a real goood guy (>ᴗ•) !

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You met him during a study session for one of your classes. He was hunched over his notes, dressed head to toe in black. He didn’t ignore you, but he didn’t go out of his way either—just gave you a polite nod when your friend introduced you.

At first, you thought he was a bit antisocial. He mostly kept to himself, wearing that faint, almost lazy smirk whenever his friends cracked jokes. He observed more than he participated.

But you realized pretty quickly he was… sweet.

Not the overly sugary kind that gives you a toothache. Subtle sweet.

Like how he’d notice you approaching the classroom door and unlock it before you reached it, holding it open – but instead of stepping aside, he’d lift his arm just enough for you to duck under.

Or when you didn’t understand something, he’d drag his chair closer — of course, “just to get a better look” at the problem. Step by step, he’d explain it carefully.

When he finished, he’d lean down slightly, his face just in your peripheral vision, boxing you in without actually touching you.

“It’s a tricky one,” he’d murmur. “But you get it now?”

“Yeah. I do. Thanks.”

He’d nod once and slide his chair back—though never too far.

Sweet, right?

A nod in the hallway. Showing up with your favorite snacks during study sessions. Little things. Quiet things.

So you figured that was all it was.

Finals ended, and the study group went out for drinks to celebrate. The guys and your girlfriends got absolutely trashed. He didn’t. He just leaned back in his seat, a small smile on his face as he watched the chaos unfold.

And when they started pressuring you to drink more than you wanted, he didn’t raise his voice. Didn’t argue.

He just looked at them.

“Cut that shit out.”

That was enough.

Most of you lived on campus, so everyone walked back together, saying their goodbyes along the way.

In the end, it was just you and Megumi left — him lingering behind, mostly to clean up after everyone else.

Your apartment was a twenty-minute trek off campus. 

A quick glance at your phone confirmed it: 1AM. 

Yeah, no buses. It was a walk home. Well, it was, until he pulled up beside you.

 "You walking home?" 

"Yeah, my apartment's just a couple blocks away." 

"Let me walk you. It's too dark." 

Sweet. No ill intentions, straight to the point. Such a sweet guy. 

And such a sly motherfucker. 

Megumi was staring you down hard as you fumbled with your keys, the silence so thick you were sure he could hear your heart hammering against your ribs. 

Could anyone blame you? He insisted on waiting until you were fully inside, but he was too close, the solid heat of his rock-hard body a palpable presence at your back. 

The lock finally clicked, and you turned to face him. You didn't know why you said it, honestly. 

"Wanna come in?" 

His cold expression gave nothing away, until a lazy smirk spread across his face, his eyes blazing ever so slightly. 

"Yea." 

Now he had you pinned to your bed. 

You couldn't pinpoint exactly when the clothes came off – somewhere between the frantic makeout session against the front door and Megumi eating you out on your kitchen table. 

He was ruthless, his hips snapping into you, every muscle in his body flexing with the brutal rhythm. 

The head of his cock was hitting against your g-spot, over and over and over again.

But his hand was firm on the back of your head, a surprisingly gentle anchor making sure you didn't hit against the headboard while he fucked you senselessly.

You'd lost count of how many times he'd made you come, had no concept of how long you'd been at it. 

All you could focus on was his voice, a low mutter against your skin. 

"Fuck-k, you got no idea how badly I wanted this – how badly I wanted you." 

When it was finally over, he didn't leave. 

He just got up, went to your bathroom, and came back with a warm towel, cleaning you up with a tenderness that made your chest ache. 

He saw the blooming bruises on your hips, his expression darkening. 

"Shit – I'll get you some ointment for that tomorrow," he said, his voice gentle as he rubbed soothing circles on your back. 

When he slid back into bed, he tucked the covers around you, asking if you wanted his hoodie. Putting it on you anyway, even when you mumbled that you were alright. 

He pulled you real close, maneuvering you until you were laid out on his chest, and pressed a soft kiss onto your forehead before you both dozed off. 

Yeah. Megumi was a real sweeeet guy.

[gojosconsort]

can u do smth silly where reader sneezes when gojo is inside of her and ofc she clenches hard on him and he like nuts immediately

mdni. you sneeze satoru into an orgasm.

satoru’s got you on your back, legs hooked over his hips, buried so deep you can feel him in your stomach. he’s moving slow—too slow, teasing, hips rolling in that perfect rhythm that keeps you right on the edge without letting you tip over.

“satoru, please,” you whine, nails digging into his shoulders. “stop playing.”

“but you’re so cute when you beg, baby.” he gives one deep thrust, grinding against that spot that makes your toes curl. “like that?”

you open your mouth to answer—then your nose tickles. “ah—” you try to hold it back, but it’s no use. a loud big sneeze rips out of you.

and oh god, the clench. the second your body convulses, your pussy clamps down hard around him. satoru’s eyes go wide, mouth dropping open in a silent oh.

“f-fuck—” he chokes out. his hips stutter once, twice, and then he’s coming—hard, sudden, spilling into you with a broken groan. you feel every pulse, thick and hot, his cock twitching inside you as he rides it out, thighs shaking against yours.

he collapses forward, forehead pressed to your shoulder, panting like he just ran a marathon. “did you—did you just sneeze me into an orgasm?”

“i didn’t mean to! it just—happened!”

satoru lifts his head. “babe. don’t embarrass me like this. that’s the fastest i’ve ever come. ever.” he sounds almost offended. “god babe, i’m ruined. my reputation is in pieces.”

you giggle, clenching around him again on accident. he hisses, oversensitive. “stop—fuck—stop doing that.” his hands fly to your hips, fingers digging in hard, holding you completely still. “seriously, don’t move. i swear to god, if you clench one more time—”

you can’t help it. another accidental tiny pulse, and his whole body locks up, trying to suppress a moan. “you’re trying to kill me, or what? i’m gonna start wearing a condom just to survive the flu season.” but he’s grinning, pressing lazy kisses to your collarbone. “now come here—round two. i need to return the favor.”

[nanamiwidow]

me asf ngl

[nizhspo]

pairing: satoru gojo x f!reader

content: husband!gojo, rich businessman au, domestic fluff.

satoru gojo knows the kind of man he is.

ivy league-educated, legacy name, predator in a glass tower—he’s the man who built his empire before he turned thirty, who makes million-dollar decisions before lunch and ruins competitors’ quarters before dinner. 

his suits are tailored tighter than his calendar. he moves through boardrooms like a loaded weapon, eyes sharp, voice sharper. when he enters a room, people stand. when he leaves, they scramble to follow.

he negotiates like he’s never lost a thing in his life. and most days, he hasn’t.

but for all his precision, all his dominance and polish and power—he has a terrible, devastating soft spot.

you. his wife.

you, who spends his money like it’s water—no, like it’s air, like it flows infinite from some god-tapped spring just to fund your whims. 

you, who burn through accounts decorating your little storefront, the one he still doesn’t know what exactly sells. sometimes it’s coffee. sometimes it’s books. one time it was dried flower bouquets and embroidered tote bags. 

all he knows is it brings you joy—and costs him roughly thirty thousand a month.

you, who chair a different nonprofit every season, pouring money into whatever tugs at your heartstrings, which, frustratingly, beautifully, is everything. environmental justice, women’s shelters, a microloan foundation for undocumented artisans. he swears you said yes to all three in the same week. and he let you.

you throw charity galas he’s dragged to even after fourteen-hour days. you insist he put on a tux, smile for photos, talk to strangers, thank donors. you shine under chandeliers, laugh with senators and startup kids and socialites like you’ve never known exhaustion. and when you reach for his hand in the middle of the room, warm and sure and grounding—he remembers why he still does it. every time.

because he knows he wouldn’t be here without you.

you steadied him when the grind nearly drowned him. you reminded him what success was supposed to feel like, more than digits and margins, more than being the youngest name on the richest lists. you gave it color. you keep his name attached not just to capital, but to legacy. to humanity.

but more than that, you’re home.

when the suit comes off and he pads barefoot into the kitchen at midnight, it’s your handwriting on the sticky note stuck to his favorite mug. it’s your voice in his ear when he lies awake, unable to shake the day off. when his chest aches from posturing and shark-smiles, you’re the one curled against him in bed, soft and warm and real.

so now, he’s in his office, tie loosened, glasses pushed up into his hair as he stares at the latest report.

another thirty grand down. that’s three months in a row.

he pinches the bridge of his nose, elbow propped on the desk, the glare of the spreadsheet still etched behind his eyelids. liabilities disguised as hobbies, he mutters, half to himself, half to the universe—like maybe if he says it often enough, it’ll sting less.

and then your voice floats down the hallway, sweet and golden and utterly disarming, like honey poured over hot tea, or the breeze that follows a summer thunderstorm. always warm, always too much.

“satoru!” you call, excitement peaking into that note that makes his pulse jump a little. “come look at the new centerpieces i just ordered for this month’s display!”

he exhales sharply, pushes back from his desk with the practiced reluctance of a man who’s already lost the battle. he barely takes a step before his foot slams against the edge of that awful hand-carved wooden orb—some supposed “prosperity anchor” the interior designer swore would promote clarity and financial expansion.

you had loved it. called it charmingly grounded. insisted it stay.

he bites down on a curse so hard his jaw aches, stumbling with one socked foot clutched in the air, glaring at the thing like it personally embezzled funds from him. it has done nothing but test the limits of his pain tolerance and damage his fifth metatarsal. but for some reason—probably the way you smiled when you placed it there, he hasn’t been able to toss it.

limping slightly, he makes it to the living room, and there you are.

the space is a war zone of color and scent: a dozen mismatched vases clutter every flat surface, flowers spilling from them in wild, gorgeous chaos. roses, tulips, lavender, something blue and thorny he’s sure isn’t seasonal. your phone’s set up on a tripod, blinking red, recording another timelapse for your shop’s socials. 

he’s in the frame, probably, looking like a CEO held hostage in a flower bomb.

you’re barefoot, crouched on the rug, carefully fluffing a spray of baby’s breath, your eyes locked in concentration like you’re arranging state secrets. your hair’s a mess from fussing. there’s a smudge of pink across your cheek from some ribbon disaster. you’re glowing.

“don’t they look like something out of a magazine?” you ask, stepping back with your hands on your hips, head tilted critically. then you spot him watching you, and you grin. that full-beam, no-survivors smile that knocks him flat every time, and suddenly he doesn’t see thirty thousand dollars bleeding from the books. doesn’t see another invoice waiting in his inbox. doesn’t even feel his still-throbbing toe.

he sees you, lit by the soft afternoon light, chest rising with pride, joy written all over your face.

“they look perfect, sweetheart,” he murmurs, stepping into the wreckage of petals and invoices and kissing your temple. “your little shop’s gonna break the internet.”

you hum happily, already returning to your ribbons, muttering something about a color mismatch and “maybe we need more eucalyptus?” like it’s a national emergency.

he watches you for a moment longer. then slips his phone from his pocket, thumbs out a message to his accountant with practiced ease.

transfer another fifty into the business account. she’s running a sale this week.

he’s ruined in every way that matters. and he wouldn’t change a thing.

[indiewritesxoxo]

only ones who know

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stealing someone's heart is the hardest heist of all to pull off - what happens when yours is caught between the man trying to save you and one who swears you don't need to be saved?

synopsis: sneaking into penthouses to steal jewels in your spare time is fun - until a certain white-haired CEO catches you. but instead of sending you to the slammer, he strikes a proposal to suit both your interests. the only problem? it looks like your fiancè-to-be has a few secrets of his own up his sleeve, ones your former superhero fling is determined to dig up

paring: hero!Geto x thief!Reader x villain!Gojo

content: mdni, fluff and angst and smut, modern superhero AU!, fem-bodied reader (loosely inspired by black cat!), discussions of engagement + marriage, jealousy, protective Geto, possessive Gojo, hiding, intense discussions and secrets, injury/hurt, light nipple play/sucking, oral sex (f! receiving), fingering, accidental (?) voyeurism

gojo art by ash.eko on ig + geto art by @aransmind + dividers by @bronzewasp I did my best to proofread so sorry if I missed anything :p

The next Mrs. Gojo.

In an hour, you'd have to stand in front of a crowd of the most pretentious people in the city and show off the diamond on your finger. Announce to every tabloid and newspaper in the city you were the fiancée of Satoru Gojo. CEO. Prodigy. Scientist. Philanthropist. Millionaire. Or wait, was he a billionaire?

You didn't know. And it was kinda terrifying to think about the seemingly endless resources he had at his disposal watching him effortlessly make arrangements and phone calls all day for tonight.

All for the thief he wanted to turn into his wife.

"Do you think the cats will miss us?" You picked at a crystal on your dress, your pulse pounding in your ears at your weak attempt to distract yourself. Jamming your phone in your purse, catching one last glimpse of your new home screen - a photo of Satoru still asleep, head at an awkward angle and drooling a little, a white ball of fluff curled up on his chest with paws resting on his face, this morning's sun shining on them.

You guessed the other cat he brought home last night wouldn't care since you still hadn't seen her.

"Course," He easily quipped as you zipped up your purse. "You should leave that in the car."

"Yeah, you're right," You sighed, carefully slipping it under the seat. It was a matter of habit, something you'd done before Satoru started insisting on having his driver take you wherever you wanted to go.

"You look beautiful," He murmured, pressing a kiss to your shoulder as the car pulled up in front of the building. He was dressed up, the bowtie of his tux just slightly crooked. You reached over to fix it, nimble fingers trembling. A peek of blue and black peeked out beneath the white of his shirt, but he moved before you could get a better look. You went to touch his shirt again, brow furrowed and squinting, but he caught your hand, bringing it up to his lips for a second kiss before purring, "Always do."

Your face flushed, glancing past his broad frame and out the tinted windows.

There was already a crowd outside, cordoned off by rope with security guards stationed every few feet. A few reporters were fighting to get to the front, showing off press badges and trying to plead with the guards to let them through. But it was mostly paparazzi, people with big cameras capturing each one of tonight's guests in high resolution.

But it wasn't just the usual power-hunger men with too much money or attention-seeking socialites. It seemed Satoru had invited some special attendees too. The police commissioner. A few government officials.

"Why are there so many people here?" You muttered, a new wave of discomfort making your skin crawl as they all turned to look where the sleek black vehicle you were in came to a stop. You wanted to know what was under his shirt, but you couldn't convince yourself to ask. It itched at you - but you had the sneaking suspicion scratching it wouldn't be worth it. You readjusted your own dress for the hundredth time since he helped you in the seat next to him. It was a little tight, but it was pretty, eye-catching. Something that screamed 'look at me.'

"Told them I had a few surprises in store tonight," Satoru hummed, grabbing your hand and squeezing it.

You didn't answer, mulling over the muddy worries. Trying to reassure yourself that you'd be fine - that Satoru would keep you safe. That the ring on your finger meant you'd always be safe.

"Plus," Satoru continued, a smirk that was charming and annoying all at the same time. Looking down at you with a wink before he purred, "I'm kinda a big deal."

It was easier to force a laugh now. To accept that you'd just have to get used to it.

You were marrying the city's most eligible bachelor after all.

"You're so cocky," You teased him, untangling your fingers from his to poke his arm. He grabbed one, and you tried not to wince. Your wrists were still a little pink from the handcuffs yesterday, but you'd tried to use concealer to cover up the worst of the spots.

"Why shouldn't I be?" He asked, tilting his head to the side like it was a genuine question.

"This is why people don't like you," You teased him, but he just grinned and leaned in closer, his nose brushing against the tip of yours.

"Do you like me?"

"I'm marrying you, aren't I?" You reminded him, rolling your eyes just for him to steal a kiss, pressing his lips against yours like they were his for the taking. He had already set a date - somehow managing to book a venue a month from now. You couldn't imagine how much he'd forked out for it. How much more he'd be paying the wedding planner he'd been on the phone with this afternoon. Or for the wedding dress he insisted on making an appointment for you to go find tomorrow.

That was a life lesson you learned a long time ago.

Everything had a price - and Gojo had paid yours.

"Let's go tell everyone you're mine, yeah?"

You had never been just an accessory. But Satoru made you look like one.

Suguru stared. Sulked.

Tried to ignore every sense that screamed at him this was wrong. That you shouldn't be there. Watching you in that dress, one that asshole had certainly chosen for you, given it was the same shade as his eyes, a million little sparkling crystals fixed to it, catching the light and everyone's attention too. You were faking a smile, makeup carefully applied, eyeshadow glittering and hair styled.

You wilted in the spotlight. You were used to living in the shadows.

Cameras flashed, guards keeping the crowd back as Satoru Gojo kept you close, showing you off like you were his trophy wife. Treating you more like a dress-up doll, always keeping you in his favorite color and attached to his arm.

He hated it.

It wasn't like Satoru was capable of being serious with you. What did you see in him? He was spoiled and selfish, someone that would throw you into the fire instead of carrying you out of it.

Work-place romance was one thing. But you, here? The girl who preferred to sprawl out on her bed, taking catnaps with stolen jewelry still scattered across every surface? Now publicly launching and flaunting a relationship in front of socialites you'd stolen from just so you could be splashed on the front page of magazines? Paraded around some stupid gala that would probably pocket the money it collected for whatever cause they were allegedly supporting? It was nothing like you - so it had to be all him.

He only happened to overhear Naobito discussing the benefit with Naoya when they were leaving a meeting yesterday - the older man grumbling about Gojo making some grand announcement during it - and came to the apparently correct conclusion that you'd be here with him too.

Satoru might like to think you two were the same. That maybe just because you were a thief, that you bent the laws, that you were like him. But you weren't. Had never been.

If it had been him, that first night, the one where he'd gotten shot and passed out bleeding in that alley, Satoru would've left him there and laughed if it meant making it out with his prize. But you brought him home. Stitched him up and gave it back.

You were stubborn, sure, but you weren't the kind of pushover that would just let a guy like him lead you around on a leash. So why were you?

Suguru had a few suspicions - but he didn't want to believe them.

Was Satoru the one who found out your other identity? Did he blackmail you into being with him? Sleeping with him? He was definitely fucking slimy enough to pull a stunt like that. You said you were taking care of it - but this was how, if it was him, he couldn't just watch you sell the rest of your life away for a man who probably got a sick kick in possessing you.

Was Suguru supposed to let you go? Spare himself the trouble and leave you to someone who would keep you on your knees and fuck your face in the office, knowing how humiliated you'd feel if someone walked in and just getting off on it?

But if it was just blackmail, he didn't get why you would actually defend him. Being skittish was one thing, but Suguru had seen you smile at Satoru, watched you lean your head against his shoulder or giggle at his stupid jokes like you genuinely found them funny.

The run-in with Naoya in the elevator had been bothering him too.

It wasn't a secret that the Zenin heir was a dickhead who didn't like you. But Suguru had never considered that it might be personal and not just his typical misogynistic chauvinist bullshit.

Mocking you with every word, never missing even a single opportunity to call you a whore or insinuate you were just having sex with Satoru for money, implying that you were more like his pet than a partner.

But it was obvious Naoya knew something Suguru didn't.

Which raised the question: How?

There was no way in hell you'd willingly tell that asshole anything.

Suguru wasn't sure what concerned him more - him mentioning our money or bringing up your dad. It was stupid. Childish and immature, actually, but the first thing he'd felt was jealousy. Insecure that even Naoya knew about a subject you never breathed a word about with him.

He wouldn't have used any of it against you.

All Suguru wanted was to help. To know how you were connected to the Zenins, to know what kind of relationship you really had with Satoru, piece together who was holding what over your head so he could get you out of whatever mess you were in.

Regret had started to fester in his stomach. Rethinking and reliving the nights where you were still his - and even some where you hadn't been. He said it at the start - it didn't matter why you stole stuff. At first, it was just because he thought it wouldn't change anything. That theft was just wrong. Just a matter of laws and morals.

But he was wrong.

It did matter.

Because if he knew - if he understood you then, knew you now, would you be there on Satoru's arm? Shown off and smiling for cameras and a man that was incapable of caring for you without wrecking you too?

There was another bright series of flashing photos, the crowd underneath clamoring as they noticed something new, but before he could get a better look, something sharp came flying by, slicing a thin cut on his cheek seconds before Suguru jumped back.

"Man, maybe she should get a restraining order against you," A mocking voice called out from across the rooftop, and Suguru's head snapped back in that direction.

He'd known it was the same stranger from before though.

No one else had ever been able to sneak up on him.

Suguru moved fast - actually managing to land a punch this time, fist cracking against his face. But he didn't budge. Didn't move. His head barely even turned.

It was a blur of hands and hits, feeling fresh stings of cuts and bruises blooming as he tried to outmaneuver the brick wall of a man in front of him. He felt more like a mountain. Or maybe a monster.

Either way, no human should've been able to move like that. To knock him halfway across the roof with just one firm punch to the gut.

Suguru stumbled back, vaguely aware of the fact he was bleeding, that his suit had been torn and ripped, holding his side and sucking in a sharp breath.

Meanwhile, his opponent was stretching like it was just a warmup, his untouched suit clinging to his thick muscles as he pulled out a fucking gun from a holster around his thigh. What the fuck?

Suguru could outrun a lot. But a bullet? One, maybe, but a whole chamber was a different story.

He readjusted on the balls of his feet, already calculating the best way to make it from the roof to the ground, figuring out if there were open windows he could make it through in the neighboring buildings without risking any collateral damage in the crowd.

There was the sinking feeling in his chest that the man in front of him wouldn't care who else he hit or hurt in the process.

"Does she know you're following her?" Suguru carefully asked, squinting and studying for any details he missed before.

There was no way you did.

"Does it matter?" The man scoffed, rolling his shoulders back, completely relaxed even as the moonlight caught and reflected on the metal of his weapon.

"Why are you here?" He continued anyway, mentally measuring the distance from here to the edge of the roof. There was an open window two floors above the ballroom level in the building you were walking in. A plan that probably wouldn't work was already taking shape, one that involved slipping away and stealing you from Satoru, away from all these assholes. Taking you somewhere safe.

Even if he didn't know what that meant anymore.

His apartment wasn't safe. Yours was being watched. There was still the chance Satoru had something to do with it.

A motel then, maybe?

But there was only so long you could stay there - if you even went with him at all.

The man chuckled, and Suguru scowled, fighting the creep down his spine at the harsh sound.

"Wrong question."

"How'd you two meet?"

A pretty reporter had been the one who asked the question, but there were already three other journalists with their pens ready, cameras angled on your face as Satoru chuckled, squeezing your side and pulling you closer.

"Through work," He smiled easily, basking in the lights and the lingering stares. Casually glancing down at you, adoration glimmering in his eyes as one corner of his lips curled higher than the other. "But I guess you could say she stole my heart."

What a cheesy fucking sound bite.

But everyone cooed, knowing it'd make gold for whatever article they would spin about the Satoru Gojo swooning and sweeping you off your feet or how you managed to swipe a playboy like him and take him off the market.

He hadn't wasted any time tonight.

Dragging you over to the podium and tapping on the microphone, commandeering everyone's attention with a light chuckle before thanking everyone for coming and introducing you to the crowd.

Everything was a blur of bodies and conversations after that.

Two martinis later, you weren't sure how you ended up in this cluster of people, Satoru draped over you like an expensive shawl and stealing the last sip of your nearly-empty glass.

"Who made your dress?" Another one asked you, and you tried to smile as brightly as he did, nodding your head towards him.

"Satoru was the one who picked it out, so you'd have to ask him," You deferred it to your fiancé, who didn't hesitate to start talking about having it custom made for you, painting the image of a man devoted to catering to you.

Your heart stalled.

Not stopping exactly, just hesitating for a few beats.

Something felt weird. Like a tag on the back of your dress itching your skin or a bug bite you couldn't scratch. Irritating and equally intangible.

"Is it true the Zenins will be in attendance tonight?" Someone followed up, and a microphone was practically shoved in your face before you stepped back. Satoru held you there though, his grip on your hip unyielding.

"They'll be here," He affirmed, and you couldn't help but pick up on the smirk twitching up on his lips again. He was planning something. He always was. But this was one item he'd left of the itinerary.

There were a few more questions all at once, about his company, the rivalry between him and the Zenins, another question about when the wedding would be, but you were starting to feel suffocated.

How many times had you snuck into galas? Crept around corners or clung to the shadows to get what you wanted and go? Yet, you'd never been the main attraction of one, the real spectacle, before.

You hated it.

It was hard to imagine of a lifetime of it. But you guessed it was part of your sentence. Part of the package deal Satoru came with - a taste of the silver spoon.

You tugged on his sleeve, pulling him down to you could murmur in his ear, "Mind if I run to the bathroom?"

You didn't need to go. But you guessed it'd be the only place you could be alone for more than ten seconds without getting bombarded with questions and congratulations.

"Of course, baby," He purred, leaning down to leave another kiss on the top of your head. For you? Or for the cameras?

Sometimes, when it was just the two of you, when you were curled up against his chest or his fingers were tangled in your hair, you could almost forget that your relationship was more like a contract. He was affectionate and adoring and all of the things you wanted, but you weren't sure if that was who he was - or him just acting the bit.

But you guessed either way, you loved whichever part of himself he gave you.

Whatever he left out didn't matter. You couldn't let it.

All the lines had been blurred. Satoru was quick sand, and you'd been sucked in by his easy affection, his casual charm, already up to your neck and waiting to suffocate in him.

You thought a few stray reporters might follow you when you walked away, but none did. You weren't the star. Just a love interest.

The real story had always been Satoru Gojo.

People were grouped together, talking and chatting comfortably. Everyone knew everyone - except you. You glanced around just to spot Naoya walking in through the front, trailing behind Naobito. The latter was obviously pleased. Happy to have the good press this came with, probably ready to pull aside anyone he could to claim you were practically his daughter.

Naoya looked like he was one shot away from strangling someone.

Distracted, you accidentally bumped into someone.

"Careful," The guy snapped at you before you could even stammer out an apology, glancing up just to realize it was some hired security guard.

"Sorry," You mumbled, frowning as he kept walking. You scanned through the crowd again, the crease between your brows only getting bigger when you realized just how many there were here.

Stationed at most of the hallways and throughout the tables, eyes watching almost every square inch of the ballroom. Some were dressed up in suits, like they were trying to blend in, but their bulky frame was unmistakable, the stiff posture and positioning. Never talking to anyone or engaging in conversation. Just focused on their assigned section.

You tested your theory, walking up to one near one of the buffet tables.

He noticed you too soon. Eyes sharp as he not-so-discreetly zeroed in on you while you fixed a small smile on your face.

"Excuse me, do you know where the bathroom is?" You asked, tilting your head to the side as he visibly relaxed, tension easing as he pointed to a hallway that branched off.

"Down there," He brusquely answered, and as you thanked him, you spotted what you suspected.

The outline of a gun discreetly holstered. The kind they issued to cops, not just nightshift guards.

You wanted to believe it was because of tonight's attendees, just added security measures, but you knew better. Wished you knew less.

What the fuck kind of surprise was Satoru planning that required this?

You hurried towards the hall, keeping your head straight ahead as you tried to remind yourself not to think about it.

Satoru was the only security you had. The only one that could keep you - and everyone you cared about - safe.

So what if he had secrets? Or if he knew all of yours?

Wasn't that what marriage was? A real relationship?

Giving yourself to someone despite the risk they wouldn't do the same.

The light in the hall flickered off before you made it to the bathroom. A shadow moving across the wall fast. You reacted first, shielding yourself and shrinking back before the shadow suddenly said your name.

You blinked. Then blanched.

Eyes adjusting to the dark as you realized the one person who was absolutely not on the guest list was standing in front of you.

Had he even fucking realized yet he was crashing what had turned into your engagement party?

"Wha-" You started to hiss before he moved closer, and your voice died in your throat.

This was so much worse than just a sliver of his suit showing. His mask was torn, and he ripped the shreds of it that were still hanging on his face off, dark hair spilling out. His cheek was cut, bleeding, more dark stains on his suit that you were scared to ask about.

But there were more pressing problems.

You dragged him to the door without thinking, without checking, grabbing his wrist and yanking him into the thankfully empty women's restroom. Only sparing the time to flick the light on before pushing him through a stall and slamming the door shut behind you, fumbling to get the lock to click into place.

"What the hell-"

"You're not safe," Suguru breathed, still panting as he repeated his line from yesterday. You didn't want to hear it.

"You do realize the cops are fucking everywhere?" You hissed at him, covering your mouth as your eyes scanned back over him before you could stop yourself.

He was clearly exhausted, but most of his wounds looked pretty shallow. Nothing that needed stitches or wouldn't heal on its own.

"Someone's still following you," He frowned, serious and sharp, speaking low enough that his voice wouldn't carry through the thin walls.

"What?" You hadn't known what to make of it when he said someone was hanging around your place, but you couldn't really ignore it now.

Who the fuck could hurt Suguru?

"He was outside your place the other night, and was watching from across the street-"

"You know, it doesn't really help your case when you were there too," You frowned, swallowing hard as you tried to make sense of what he was saying.

What it might mean.

"I'm terrified you're going to get hurt," Suguru admitted, his voice all gravelly and raw.

His hand reached out, encircling your wrist and tugging you closer, and you couldn't convince yourself to move. Staring at him stunned, his dark eyes burning through you, searing into your eyes like he wanted you to know it was true.

"Suguru," You breathed his name. Forgetting about how you weren't supposed to say it like that anymore, forgetting that you were engaged and you shouldn't be this close, let alone letting him touch you.

Sucked into his gravitational pull as his fingers dug into your wrist, refusing to break the stare. Your wrist was still sore, still aching, but you refused to react, to open the can of worms it would come with if he knew about that too.

"I don't know if I can protect you," He shook his head a little, like he was apologizing to you.

"I never asked you to," You murmured, staring down at the floor with a shaky breath. Twisting your wrist free from him while you still had the strength to.

"I know," He exhaled. "Do you think that will stop me from trying?"

You almost laughed. Because no, you knew nothing would stop someone as stubborn as him once his mind was set.

The sad part was you were the same way. It was the foundation of your relationship, wasn't it? He refused to fail you. All because what? You stitched him up a couple times? Took care of his dick when he was lonely?

But you weren't his damsel. And he wasn't your hero.

"You should let me go." You had to force the words out. Tell yourself that you had to say them. That maybe if you sounded firm enough, he'd listen. "Go save some other girl, okay?"

You'd been a lost cause from the start.

"I don't care about saving someone else," He scoffed, and you could feel every organ seizing in your chest, squeezed and bleeding out at the blunt honesty in his words.

Suguru was a lot of things - but he didn't lie to you.

"You don't mean that," You said, even though you weren't sure anymore. What happened to the guy who'd bring up ethics in bed like it was aftercare? Stroking your hair and holding you to his chest while murmuring about moral obligations?

"I do," He reached out to touch your face, and you were still too surprised to stop him. Fingertips skimming over your cheek, some still covered in his suit, but not all of them. Skin against skin, electricity still lingering in the connection you couldn't quite sever.

"Satoru can-"

Suguru huffed before you can even finish.

"Have you considered he might've hired that guy to follow you?"

You hadn't.

A missing piece clicked together in your head. Toji laughing at you for not reading the letter. All the times Satoru left you to go see him. You thought it'd been about the Zenins. But what if it wasn't?

"He only wants to help me," You excused, not wanting to confess that you even suspected he could be right.

"That's bullshit," Suguru wryly said, picking up on the pieces you hadn't said. "You know who it is, don't you?"

"There's a guy who used to work for the Zenins," You reluctantly mumbled. "Satoru's been meeting with him lately."

"You didn't go with him?"

"He didn't ask me to," You shrugged, shuffling uncomfortably. You assumed there was a reason Satoru didn't want you there, that it was just one more thing it'd be easier not to know.

"Does it bother you that your boyfriend hired some creep without even telling you?" Suguru squinted, eyes narrowing as he held back a snarl.

"Fiancé," You mumbled under your breath, sheepishly holding up your left hand.

It felt like someone sucked all the oxygen out of the room, all the air in your lungs evaporating with it, lungs straining as you waited for the fallout.

You didn't know what else to say. How to break the string that tied you together before it sliced too deep.

"You're engaged?" Suguru sounded like he'd been sucker punched. His face was strained, struggling to contain whatever emotion was simmering its way up to the surface.

You couldn't speak. Vocal cords refusing to move, to even twitch as you nodded instead.

"You're making a mistake," Suguru warned, his voice shaking at the end, threatening to crack. It wasn't anger. It was fear.

"I'm marrying him." Your voice trembled though, betraying the fears and anxieties you'd been shoving down for weeks.

"No," He shook his head, about to grab your waist before you stepped back, put distance back between you. "I'm not just going to watch you marry him."

"I love him." You did. Even if you were scared. Even if you knew something was wrong. You were still choosing Satoru. "I'm safe with him."

"Until it stops benefiting him," Suguru scoffed again, and you flinched. You wanted to reject the idea.

But wasn't that why he had been interested in the first place? Because you benefited him? Marrying you would mean his investors and the board of directors would get off his back. You stole the papers he needed for his plan to dismantle the Zenins for him. Helped schedule his appointments and sucked his dick whenever he wanted.

What came next?

Once the dust settled and you belonged to him, what was waiting for you? Divorce papers? A lifetime of denial? Dreaming of the days where you weren't his?

"He loves me too," You weakly argued. Freedom was so close you could taste it. Your father would be released soon. The Zenins crumbled and cut completely out of your life. A future where you wouldn't have to wait for the collar to turn into a noose around your neck.

"He's not capable of that," Suguru said it like he knew him.

And impulsively, you couldn't stop yourself from defending him.

"Just because you didn't love me, doesn't mean that he doesn't," You huffed at him, crossing your arms as the tiny crystals in your dress pressed into your skin.

"I do love you," Suguru snapped, and you just stared back at him. Your head was swimming, stuck on the way his brows were pulled together, bottom lip pushed out and begging you to believe him. The cut on his face was still bleeding, and you didn't know how to bandage him or this or yourself when he was around.

"Then trust me," You could only manage a hushed whisper. "If that guy is who I think it is, I can tell Satoru to make him back off."

Suguru didn't believe you.

"You can't expect me to let you go through with this," He dryly said.

"You have to," You insisted, steeling your resolve and squaring your shoulders. "Do you think I don't care about keeping you safe?"

He frowned, mouth twitching as he tried to solve a problem that wasn't in his power anymore.

"What do you mean?" He bluntly asked.

You hesitated now, realizing what pieces he might be putting together that you accidentally revealed.

"Look, he promised he'd make sure the people I care about were taken care of, alright?" You skirted around it. Even though, people only really meant him and your dad.

"Did you tell him about us?" Suguru cut to the point.

"Just that we used to sleep together. He doesn't know that you're, well," You paused, gesturing to his half-shredded costume. Suguru's face went slack, jaw clenching even tighter than it had been. "I had to, you defended me yesterday, and I didn't want Naoya to retaliate against you."

His entire expression shifted.

"Angel," He said so softly, you knew you'd done something wrong.

Fucked up in an astronomical way you couldn't quite understand.

Watching him turn for a split second to rub his forehead, running his fingers through his hair as he leaned his head back against the wall of the stall with a sigh.

Some dark flicker of understanding flashed across his face.

"Did you make a deal with him?"

Satoru wasn't the fucking devil.

You were still fumbling for a reply, lips parting and tongue numb as you searched your brain for something to say that would somehow make this better.

Just for someone to knock on the door.

"You in here, sweetheart?"

Panic surged through you, glancing up in Suguru's eyes as you covered your mouth. Shit shit shit.

"Don't say anything," You whispered, hurrying to undo the lock while Suguru just stood there.

The door to the bathroom started to creak right as you slipped out, thanking fucking God it was one of those weirdly long ones that meant Satoru wouldn't be able to see his feet inside it.

You closed the stall behind you.

Satoru was smiling, casual and relaxed, clueless to the fact your former friend-with-benefits who doubled as the city's vigilante was hiding behind you.

You opened your mouth to murmur an apology for taking so long, but he just reached over and flipped the lock to the bathroom door behind him.

Fuck.

"Been lookin' everywhere for you, sweetheart."

Suguru wanted to punch him already. There was too much adrenaline still pumping through his body, senses on fire and attuned at too high of a sensitivity to every tiny noise, every little shift in the air.

"Sorry, it's just kind of a lot out there," You excused, and Suguru could hear the shuffling of feet, clothes rustling. Was he holding you? Pressing a kiss to your forehead? Wrapping an arm around you?

The water turned on, and he guessed you were just washing your hands, playing your part and trying to quell any of Satoru's suspicions.

"Stressed?" Satoru chuckled, and you laughed a little, barely concealing your nervousness.

"Just tired of talking to people," You hummed, and Suguru readjusted to catch a glimpse through the crack of the door right as the water shut off. Satoru was grabbing you from behind, his hands on your hips while you dried yours off. Kissing your neck like you'd been separated for hours instead of just a few minutes.

And yeah, if you were strangers, he might've bought the whole thing. Assumed he was just the clingy boyfriend fiancé that couldn't stand to be more than five feet from you.

But Suguru knew better.

And the thought of you walking down the aisle for him, wearing his ring for the rest of your life and legally-bound to that sociopath was fucking insane.

You had told him once you couldn't imagine yourself getting married. Both of you half-asleep, his cock still buried inside you, blankets tangled around you as his arm tightened around your waist. Eyes fluttering closed as you mumbled that maybe you just weren't the kind of girl someone would want to spend the rest of their life with.

He thought you were wrong back then.

Suguru wished he actually said it.

"My poor baby," Satoru purred into your skin, so saccharinely sweet it made him sick.

"It's fine," You dismissed it, turning around in his grip to get on the tip of your toes to leave a small kiss back on the corner of his lips. "I'll suck it up."

You were trying to distract him, to get him back towards the door. But Satoru didn't budge.

"On the counter," Satoru muttered.

Suguru waited for you to roll your eyes, to insist on going back out to the party. But you hesitated, wrapping your wrists around his neck, your fingers toying with the soft strands of his undercut. He couldn't tell if it was even part of your plan to get him out or if it was just second nature to you now.

"Toru," You softly murmured, and it made his chest fucking hurt even more than his face did.

The sincerity in your voice. The trust in your tone.

He picked you up by your ass, and you squeaked, surprised as he planted you on the counter instead.

"Just relax," He hummed. You bit your lip, and Suguru could see you trying to come up with an excuse, a distraction, but you didn't say anything. You were making eye contact with Satoru, like you could read what he wanted in just his stare.

"We shouldn't," You started to sigh, tilting your head to the side, but Satoru kissed you anyway. Interrupting before you could give him a reason.

"It's my party," He muttered against your lips between kisses.

"What if someone needs to use the bathroom?" You tugged him back by his hair, pouting at him, lip gloss already rubbed off.

"Then they can find a different one," Satoru chuckled, his mouth already moving south to leave more kisses across your jaw and down your throat.

Your eyes flickered over to the crack in the stall door while Satoru was distracted, apologetic as you mouthed a sorry.

Suguru wanted to look away.

But he couldn't.

Not when Satoru was pulling your tits free from your dress, squeezing and groping one while he wrapped his lips around your other nipple. Not when you were tilting your head back with a shaky gasp, sucking in rough breaths.

Stuck there struggling to breathe himself while Satoru got to be the one sucking on your breasts and you squirmed in his hold. Your thighs wrapped around his waist, his name on your tongue as he kneaded into your soft flesh.

Worshipping.

How long had it been since it was Suguru between your thighs, his hands on your body and his mouth tasting your skin?

Bitter and brutal jealousy was coloring his vision, curling his fist just to release it with trembling fingers as Satoru hitched your dress higher. Taking his time to roll all that fabric up carefully, guiding your hands to hold it above your hips to give him access to the pretty white panties you were wearing underneath it.

Suguru wanted to scream. To shout as Satoru shoved them down and stuffed the lace in his pocket, getting a full view of your pretty cunt, all soaked and slick. To stop him from shoving two fingers inside you and stretching you out around them.

Who were you wet for?

Him? Or Suguru?

"Tell me you want me," Satoru calmly said, stalling his fingers right as you were about to moan.

"I want you, Toru," You whined, a little too high-pitched, how you sounded when you couldn't really control yourself.

Restraint slipping as he pushed his fingers in deeper, your face scrunching up as you tried to hold back a whimper and couldn't.

Suguru really couldn't breathe now.

"You need me," Satoru murmured, and you just fucking nodded.

His other hand slipped further south, prying your thighs even further apart as he got down to trace a circle over your clit with his tongue instead. You shifted on the counter, spine going straight while he sucked and licked and lapped at you like you were a dessert for him to devour.

Suguru hated every second of it.

Watching another man get to have you, watch you give yourself to Satoru, of all people.

"Forget about everything else, okay?" Satoru whispered, and your shoulders almost slumped, eyes going a little glassy at his purr, his lips pressed against your skin. "It's just us here, alright?"

"Yeah," You breathlessly agreed. Suguru's stomach dropped. Sinking through every story and probably cracking the concrete watching you numbly nod along. You hadn't gone limp, but there was a weird look in your stare, not quite vacant but pretty fucking close. "Just us."

It didn't even sound like you.

You weren't looking at Suguru anymore.

Just relaxing your head back, gasping Satoru's name like it was the only thing you knew how to say, squirming against his grip and making soft sounds Suguru hadn't realized how much he missed hearing.

But they weren't for him.

What the fuck had Satoru done?

Suguru scanned, trying to find any clues, any hints, but Satoru's left hand was firmly planted on your thigh, his tongue back to tasting you while his fingers thrusted in-and-out.

He felt like he should know. That he was missing what was right in front of him.

All the times it'd been him inside you, all the nights he'd spent fucking you, spreading your thighs and bending you over, you'd never gotten that look in your eyes before. And he wasn't stupid enough to think it was just love.

But he still hadn't figured it out even when you were close to climaxing, thighs trembling and pretty little cries of leaving your lips when you called out a name Suguru was getting really fucking sick of hearing.

"T-toru," You whined, wiggling against his hands, eyes fluttering closed as you came hard for him, face flushed and your makeup still holding despite the tears pricking at your lashes.

"That's my girl," He praised you between thrusts, pulling his fingers out right as you finished, popping them between your lips while they were still parted. "See how good you taste?"

Discomfort stirred in Suguru's stomach watching you suck Satoru's fingers clean through hazy, half-lidded eyes. Making a soft mm sound as he slid them back out with a filthy pop!

"Feeling better?" He asked, helping you off the counter next and onto shaky legs. You nodded, your face slowly shifting as you scrunched your nose up and glanced at your reflection in the mirror. Touching up your makeup like that was the most important matter as you leaned over the spot where Satoru had just been eating you out.

"Yeah," You mumbled, a little distantly as you came back down.

"I've got a present for you back there," He happily hummed, hands working fast to fix your dress and squeeze your tits back inside them.

"What is it?" You looked more like yourself now, blinking a few times, brow furrowed before you glanced back at Satoru.

"A surprise."

You did roll your eyes now, scoffing a little at him.

"Can't you just tell me?" You pouted, twisting your engagement ring around correctly as you took a couple steps towards the bathroom door.

You still hadn't looked back at Suguru.

And he was starting to wonder if you somehow forgot about him. If you believed you really were alone with Satoru.

"You'll find out soon," Satoru clicked his tongue, leaning down to squeeze you again and leave a few scattered kisses across your face. Your lip gloss was stuck to him now, a few faint splotches of glitter lingering to his skin.

You smiled, a genuine one that twitched up on your lips as you reached up to wipe one away. Your obscenely large diamond catching the bathroom lights and glittering, and then he noticed something that made his stomach churn even more.

Your nails were clipped short.

It felt like you'd been declawed.

He made a noise, something low and strangled, entirely involuntary. You didn't even notice, already turning back towards the door again to go.

But Satoru did.

Blue eyes met his. Intense and intelligent, the type of searing stare you felt before you saw. Drifting over what was left of his suit, the blood and the bruises before slowly sliding back up to his face, a small smirk curling up at the silent seething Suguru had barely been holding back.

And then he winked.

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this chapter was going to be way longer but I had to split it up lol so those of you waiting to see Satoru's suit will have to wait till next chapter sorry :(

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[nanaminslut]

+18. minors do not interact

pt 2 here

you and husband!nanami were already three children deep yet you had just begun to realize how sexy he was in dad mode. his face was serious, disheveled, calmly strutting around with the sleeves of his white dress shirt rolled up, forearms on display, and tired low eyes that signified he hadn’t been caffeinated yet.

this newfound realization came suddenly, watching the way he juggled your children around at the breakfast table. you sat back in your chair and sipped on your coffee, admiring how his free hand poured milk into two bowls with your baby girl slung over his shoulder, patting her tiny back softly. then in a swift motion he sat her into her high chair, locking her in tightly. were you ovulating? is your period near? what about watching a man care for his children could be attractive to you? it’s the bare minimum… right?

you didn’t even notice how deeply you were staring until your six year old chirped up from behind her cereal bowl. “i think mommy really likes daddy.”

your eyes bulged and kento’s head turned calmly towards you, giving you that same smug smirk that landed you with three kids in the first place. “why’s that sweetheart?” he asked, ruffling her matching coily, blonde hair.

“because mommy keeps staring at daddy.” your eyes darted her way, glaring at her taunting expression. to think you held her for nine months and she’s out here ratting you out. kento just quirked his brow, gaze growing heavy and shameless in front of your children.

“oh… yeah?” he pestered. “well mommy, do you really like daddy?”

“i- what? eat your damn food and stay out of grown folks business.” you stammered around, picking up spoonfuls of cereal and stuffing your daughters face with them so she wouldn’t make any more observations about you.

after breakfast your babies had their lunch boxes in hand, backpacks on, and foreheads kissed. they were long gone on the school bus just as your nanny clocked in for her shift.

kento decided he could spare a few minutes before he left out for work, just to see how much you really liked daddy.

[starlust]

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“fuck, you’re perfect”

your slick velvet walls gave a gentle squeeze to the long, heavy cock fucking into you in response. the near-thick haze of smoke kept you just as floaty as the perfect strokes suguru was giving you. deep, quick precise strokes right in the back of his 2013 nissan altima. “shit, sug’ you’re so—ahahmmmm,” you attempted to speak, but a moan and his mouth cut you off. his soft lips melted into yours in a hot, passionate exchange. his kiss stealing almost all of the air available from your lungs. your heart raced, mouth parting as his sudden motion to kiss you slotted him deeper.

he takes the open window to incorporate tongue, licking into your mouth and sucking your tongue into his. it felt like he wanted to devour you in the only way he knew how, to have you and him be more of one than you are currently. altered-mind dancing back to when you smoked with him before and he said he needed a snack to curb the munchies. some code words that landed him on the floor between your parted legs, ruining every experience and expectation as his mouth claimed everything you could give.

the feeling of his cock dragging slower in your walls brought you back to the present moment. no longer a fuck and more of a grind that had him in constant contact with that rough bumpy spot inside you. his lips parted from yours, face hovering over your. purple irises, blown pupils, surrounded by a glossy bloodshot sclera, staring down at you. just the sight of him alone pulling a moan from you.

“ ‘wanna—fuck— tell you something princess,” he started. a hand coming to grasp at your jaw to keep you looking at him as if you would start looking somewhere else, another planting on your stomach to allow a thumb to rub circles over your clit. the action making your lips part. “i’m your plug baby, had to be, ‘toru told me you were looking to buy and i just couldn’t let someone else be that for you,” he admitted. your heart swelled. “couldn’t let them get here, like i am baby, need you close,” he stated.

ironic, because that’s what you were. close. eyes fluttering shut and whimpered pants quickly fleeing your mouth. pussy sounding impossibly wetter, chest rising and falling faster as your end approached rapidly. “ohhh, fuckfuck so good, so good, gonna cum” you moaned helplessly, legs caging him at the waist, hands grabbing hold to his muscular arms. “then cum, baby—fuck wet up my seats,”he said maintaining the pace, holding it steady as you came undone. and he came shortly after, filling you endlessly with white, hot ropes of cum. withdrawing quickly after that to crack a window. “let’s get you some fresh air, i’m not done.”

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[nanamiwidow]

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sienna

satoru angst (i've been listening to sienna on repeat for a straight week.)

you’d never been his type. 

you knew that, everyone knew that, satoru himself knew that, and yet he’d gotten with you anyway.  you were soft where he was bold, he was loud when you stayed quiet. you were what he needed to find the line between responsibility, and he was what you needed to let loose. your relationship was perfect in that sense, and that might’ve been the reason you wholeheartedly believed he was the one.  “it’s good you’re back in the city,” you’re walking alongside ieiri, five years later, mind heavy with thoughts and memories. “you belong here, y’know. the countryside isn’t good for you.” “it isn’t the countryside, ieiri,” you say, smiling, adjusting the scarf around your neck. “it’s just quieter than here. like a little community.” “see, that’s exactly why it isn’t good for you. how can you survive seeing the same faces everyday?” “you get used to it.” “i wouldn’t be able to.”

she twirls her hair around her finger, glancing back in front of her at the snowy ground. “we missed you, though,” she says after a few seconds. “me, iori, even sukuna, but he refuses to admit it.” “do all of you still hang out?” “nah,” she snorts. “they’re all too busy. we’re in our late twenties—some of us are married, for god’s sake. we don’t have the energy for getting high and drunk every night anymore.” “what a shame,” you say, nudging her. “see? there’s no point in living in the city if you’re not partying everyday.” “i could still party,” she frowns. “me and you were insatiable, remember? but then you left me alone and i had no one to keep up the energy with.” “awh, poor you.” “yes, poor me. how could you leave me stuck with them?!” the topic of your old friend group was a sensitive one. 

you could feel how ieiri chose her words, careful not to let anything slip about satoru or what he was up to now. unfortunately for her, your thoughts consisted of him and him only. “and what about satoru?” she tenses, “gojo satoru?” “yeah,” you tuck your hands into your pockets. “haven’t heard anything in a while.” “after you left, he kinda…left too.” “the city?” “no, he’s still here,” she’s quick to say. “but he distanced himself. suguru was the only one who kept in touch, but even that was strained.” “so you’ve got no clue what he’s up to?” ieiri goes quiet.  “he…” she winces, and you tense. “he got married last year.”  the words are a straight punch to your gut. 

“married?” “i don’t know to who, it all happened so quickly,” she sighs. “by that point we’d practically lost contact with him, and he hadn’t even told suguru he’d found someone. it just happened.” “when we get married, i’m making sure only suguru’s allowed to be there.” you were curled up beside him when he’d said the words that night at the beach. cold wind had brushed passed, and you’d moved even closer, his arm sliding around your waist.  “and why’s that?” you’d said, incredulously. “you can’t just invite one person.” “of course not!” he’d frowned. “we’ll invite our parents, maybe yaga or something cause he taught us in high school. but sukuna, toji, and ieiri? i don’t trust whatever speeches they’ll make at the ceremony.” “so you’ll make an exception for choso and iori?” “only if choso gives up smoking, ‘cause if he shows up high i’m kicking him out.” “then that just leaves iori.” “i’m pretty sure she hates me, but go ahead if you want.” you’d glanced up at him. “you seem to have our entire future picked out.” “of course i do,” he’d smiled, head cocking. “we’ll get married a year or so after graduating college, then we’ll have a daughter a year after that.” “a daughter?” “called sienna.” “sienna,” you’d repeated, the name already familiar on your tongue. “and you’re sure?” “why wouldn’t i be? she’ll have your eyes, your temper, your pretty smile,” his arm tightened around you. “she’ll look just like you.” “and what if it’s a boy?” “we’re having a girl.” “you can’t just decide that, toru,” you’d laughed, and he’d pouted in response. “but sienna sounds nice anyway.” “i’ll name my son sienna then.” “he’ll hate you for the rest of his life.” “worth it if you like the name,” he’d kissed you on the top of your head, because you’d just reapplied your lip gloss and he knew you’d get mad if you had to reapply it. “i love you.” you’d hummed, pure content in your tone as you’d answered, “i love you too.” “don’t spend your time here thinking about him,” ieiri was saying, her arms now crossed. “it’s a waste. we should meet up with everyone before you go—i’ll even get choso to get up and go. it’ll be like college, except with the looming threat of an unpaid bill shadowing us.” you let out a small laugh, and you don’t try to hide that you aren’t fully listening. she stops by a subway station, giving you a squeeze on the shoulder. “seriously, though. enjoy your time back here,” she smiles, and you tentatively smile back. “text me when you’re home.” “i will.” “love you,” she waves, turning to head into the station. “and i’ll see about those plans!” you’re left standing there, remnants of the conversation still in the air. your head swims with thoughts, majority about him and the rest trying to distract yourself.

gojo satoru, the man you’d convinced yourself you’d get married to, was now married to someone that wasn’t you.  you wondered if he’d kept his word about only inviting suguru. you wondered if his wife was like you, or if she was the complete opposite. you wondered if he’d finally found someone that was just as loud as him, just as bold. you wondered how long it took for him to move on from you. your legs move on their own, walking on instinct through streets that look so familiar yet foreign. you pass corners where you and him would meet up, you pass closed down stores that you’d always visit, until you finally snap back into reality on the very road you and him met. “mommy!” a tug on your shirt makes you stop, and you look down.  “i’m—” you see the eyes first. the brilliant, stunning blue eyes that stare back at you. then you see the rest of it. the hair, the face shape, all of the small features that somehow remind you so much of him. “i’m not your mom,” you say, forcing out a smile. “i’m sorry.” “oh,” the little girl frowns, and there’s a sharp pain in your chest at how familiar it looks. “well you look like my mommy. she’s pretty. you’re pretty too.” “thank you,” you say, unable to form any other sentence. “i’m sure she is.” “sienna! you can’t just run off like th—” everything in the world comes to a stop. your thoughts cease, your body freezes, save for your heartbeat that seems to race in a matter of milliseconds from a mere voice.  “y/n?” the girl blinks, “daddy! i didn’t run away, i swear! i thought she was mommy.” slowly, ever so slowly, you drag your gaze up. and there he is. satoru, with the same tousled white hair, the same eyes, the same face. he looks as good as ever, sunglasses pushed to the top of his head despite the cold weather, those blue eyes you thought about more often that you’d like to admit staring into yours.  he looks the same, except he wasn’t yours now, and you weren’t his. “what are you—” “doesn’t she look like mommy?” the girl continues on, oblivious to her father’s stunned look. “and why’d we have to come here again?! we always walk around the same way, and you always slow down around here.” she keeps on ranting, but you tune it out. satoru’s fingers curl at his sides, and he takes the smallest step forward.  “i thought you left.” “i did,” you say, trying to ignore the ringing in your ears. “i’m not staying.” "you’re not?” his eyes are widen a fraction. “so you’re just leaving again?” you don’t answer, the words stopping in your throat.  “is this your daughter?” you say instead, crouching to look at her. “what’s your name?” “sienna,” she smiles, sticking out her hand. “daddy says he named me way before i was born.”

your heart shatters into pieces.  “did he?” you take her hand, shaking it softly. “it’s a nice name, isn’t it? i’m y/n.” “daddy had a friend called y/n!” she looks back at satoru excitedly. “there’s pictures! and he talks—” “sienna,” satoru cuts her off, stiffly. “c’mere. your mom’s waiting for us.” “oh,” she straightens, letting go of your hand. “nice to meet you, y/n. do you live here? maybe i’ll see you again!” “sure,” you say, standing up and watching as she runs back to satoru. “maybe i will.”

just as you force yourself away—away from that voice, that name that you knew would haunt you until the day you died, he stops you.  “y/n,” satoru’s carrying her now, and the stark similarity between them mixed with someone else makes your chest ache. “it’s good to see you again.” you bite the inside of your cheek, but force out a smile.  “she looks just like you,” you say, and the small smile on his face falters. “your wife must be beautiful.” he opens his mouth, something like regret flashing across his face.  “yeah,” is all he answers. “i’ll see you around, y/n.” “mommy!” his daughter calls, and just before you turn, you see a woman standing there, a bag in one hand and drinks in the other.  she has your hair, your figure, and even from a distance, you know that she looks like you. you should be satisfied at that—at the confirmation you’d been replaced with another version of you, but you’re not.  all you care about is that it isn’t you.  it isn’t you standing there on the other end, rings on one of your fingers, satoru looking back with your own daughter clutched against him. it isn’t you that would go home with him and raise a kid with the name you’d both promised on.  instead, it’s her, and you were the one walking away from it all. 

you can hear his daughter squeal, another woman’s laugh floating up to your ears. satoru stays silent, and you know if you turn, if you glance back just for a second, he’ll be there.  he’d always be there, and that was what hurt the most.

© luvr4ngel : all rights reserved  — this song has my heart it hurts so good </3 kinda have the urge to make another ver of this in his pov

[nanamiwidow]

just love twisting the knife i see..

[i want his pov too]

[sweethearticism]

˖ ࣪૮₍ 𝓟 𝐈𝐂𝐊 𝐀 𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 ˖ ࣪ა 𓂃 ⭒ defected!suguru x f. reader x satoru ::

⤿ ꒰ suguru fucks you after you've been with satoru, but gets an unsuspecting call :: smut :: jealous sex :: ac. @/tekla135 ꒱

“Suguuu.”

“Don't 'sugu' me,” he sneers, hand yanking on your jaw to curve your back into that sinful arch. The perfect leverage for his pounding thrusts that reverberated the swell of your ass. “You heard me. Answer it.”

His thrusts falter. An agonising drag against your nerve bundles. Just enough, but not quite there. A cruel limbo that shook your hand in the pillow and had you scrambling for the phone on its last ring.

You swipe a wet finger, bite your damp lip and grind your soaking heat back into Suguru's humping.

“Hey.” Satoru's voice smoothed. The twinge of tiredness melts when he hears your quiet greeting. He bites a chuckle.

“Tired? Did I wear you out?”

His tease bleeds with concern. You hear the rustling of paper and can only assume he's cooped up in his office again.

“You working?” You breathe, ignoring his question.

“Just some lesson planning,” he paused. “You okay? You're out of breath.”

Okay? You were the farthest thing from okay. Suguru made sure of it with those nasty, wet clicks from his feral humps. Violets glare at the phone screen like they could pierce through and stab the man who so easily holds your heart. Even though you left. Even though you're with him now. Him. Suguru. Not Satoru.

“Y-Yeah—” you crack as your shoulder flares from the sting of sharp teeth. His intensifying rhythm pricks tears at your eyes. You won't last long.

“Yeah, I'm— I'm good- just— Sugu!”

Your whine breaks, pitched and needy as his thrusts turn into punishing pounds smooching your cervix and creaming your poor, quivering cunt. Slap! Your ass burns under his touch. Your clit follows with his hot pinch and rub that sends your eyes back.

From over the line papers crinkle loudly. You bite down on your lip. Half in embarrassment, mostly in excitement. The buzz of limitless tickles your nerves even across a call.

“Sorry, Satoru,” Suguru's voice is infuriatingly smooth for a man whose fucking you out on his cock and driving you into the messy sheets like a drooling, dumb slut. “Princess was a little, hm, dissatisfied this morning. Needed to tend to her. You get it, right?”

“Oh.” Satoru drawls, deadpanned. “Dissatisfied. Yeah, no man, I get it.”

Suguru grins. His cock twitches in that tight spot that leaves you whimpering and clawing at the sheets. His pride pours into his pace that blinds your eyes and pitches your cries at his cruel crescendo of wet slaps and bruising hips.

And then just like that. Like a pebble tossed at a glass house. It shatters all at once.

“How's my cum feeling? Pretty girl kept begging for it.”

You gasp in breathlessness, in shock, your eyes dart to the phone and you can already see that smug smirk on his handsome face.

You clench. And Suguru feels it. Damnit.

“Fuck you,” is all he manages to grunt, shoving your teary face into the pillows as his rage spills into his pounds. Jagged, ragged, haphazard, as if he could fuck out the evidence that Satoru had been there too. Stretching you out. Making you cum—

“Not gonna make her squirt like that, you know,” Satoru smiles.

“Shut up!” Suguru barks.

“What? Thought you were trying to satisfy her?"

“You're such a fucking— fuck, bastard,”

Suguru's hips slam forward, humping on your soft ass as if it could comfort him in any way as you squeezed an orgasm out through sobs. You desperately squirm back on him, babbling his name, and it reminds him—

“She chose me,” he rasps. He wants it to cut, wants it to burn, but it trembles.

A chair creaks. Satoru's leaning.

“Did she?”

He grinned.

“That's why she's always running back for this dick huh? She surree must love it there.”

Despite the angry rams of Suguru's cockhead knocking the air out of you. . . You smile into the pillow. Giggle even.

Because at the end of the day? They're yours. Both of them. And they're obsessed with you.

© 𝒔𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒊𝒄𝒊𝒔𝒎. no plagiarism or ai training authorised. divider: @/uzmacchiato. a little something for @indiewritesxoxo who asked for some more on my other fic in this same universe <3

[satoruined]

18+ just your luck to end up in a broom closet with none other than suguru geto in a game of seven minutes in heaven, to be doing absolutely nothing (or so you think)

silence stretches on and minutes tick by. of course, you get the prettiest boy and waste the whole seven minutes staring at a vague outline in the dark. typical.

"wanna bet i can make you cum before time's up?"

"actually, i don't think you can." because you've never seen him with a girlfriend. he's practically joined by the hip with that gojo. surely he wouldn't know how to—

oh how wrong you were.

darkness having stripped away sight, sharpens other sense: the sound of your shaky breaths. the faint rustling as his hand slip under your skirt, fingertips rubbing against your already-wet panties before shoving it aside.

your hand flies up to cover your mouth when two long fingers sink inside you, the sudden intrusion pulling a muffled whimper from your throat as he curls his fingers against your front wall. he chuckles, so pleased with himself, as if your warm cunt is as familiar to him as the planes of your face. it doesn't take much effort on his behalf to have you gushing around his fingers, him revelling in the small noises of gratification and the slight quivering of your body. the timer must be almost up, but you're so far gone you don't care, the climax tearing through you so hard that you see stars.

just as he's extricated his wicked, beautiful fingers from your cunt, the door creaks open and bright light floods in. suguru slowly steps out first, his impressive stature blocking you from view long enough for you to pull up your panties discreetly. his hand stays tucked behind his back, two fingers still wet.

[marshallpen]

faking an orgasm with dick grayson because you just wanted his cock was the stupidest thing you could have ever done. but you had a good reason! at least that's what you tell yourself…

you were laid out on the bed, fully naked, legs spread open for his eyes to see. dick was between your thighs, sitting down on the edge of the mattress, two thick fingers opening you up, going in and out of your pussy.

"mmm..not- not fair…" you let out a whine, looking between your wet leashes at his fully clothed body. you can see the outline of his cock in his jeans, a bulge sitting so tight in his underwear it's ready to burst open. fuck, you think you might be drooling at the mere sight of his huge covered dick. just thinking about how full you could be right now…

"hm? what' s not fair, baby?" he asks you between pumps, and he knows you can't form full sentences right now. but he pushes you trough. he wants to hear your words, hear you say it, talk to him, even if it s just mumbles. "clothes…too many clothes" you manage to utter some words, but you know he got it the first time. he was just teasing, taunting.

"we'll handle that in a bit, don't worry" he assures you, but really, why is he staying so covered when you're right there, spread out for him, an open hole he can ram his dick in as many times as he wants into. you need his cock, not his fingers.

he always does this. dick makes sure you're all ready for him, almost every time you fuck. goes and pumps his one, two, shit, even three whole fingers deep in your core, makes sure you're all wet and slippery. maybe he goes down between your thighs and laps at your folds, circle his tongue on your clit and makes your vision go blank. you need to have at least an orgasm before he starts fucking you properly.

but now…shit, it's enough. you just want him to take his fat cock out and pound you into the mattress already.

you groan in frustration, taking your gaze away from his jeans, where you swear you could see a wet patch forming. if you could just reach…maybe palm him, rub him hard with your hand, something, anything to make him pull that aching cock out.

"fuck, look at you. you're dripping around my fingers, baby" he stares down at your throbbing pussy, at your juices coating his hand, and he can't help himself, really. he stops dead in his tracks, brings his fingers to his mouth and starts licking and sucking, groaning around them.

you take this opportunity and reach out for his crotch, but he stops you. just in time, as your fingers were about to graze his clothed cock, dick catches your wrist and stares right into your half opened eyes. his fingers make pop sound when they're out of his mouth "no."

that's it. just a word. firm and assertive, almost angry. he's not even blinking, and it makes your spine shiver, and you gasp a whine. his grip gets tighter as he grasps your other wrist and bring both of your hands above your head "need you to come first. yeah, you think you could do that for me, pretty girl?" you just whimper in response, shutting your eyes. fuck this, you could come around his cock too.

"but…please…just want to…" you throw your head back against the pillows as you plead for him.

"please what? hm? you want my cock, baby? c'mon, tell me" his other hand slides down between your legs again, circling your clit. you can't do anything but moan. "words, baby. tell me what you want" you could hear the demanding tone in his voice, slightly annoyed. your eyes are still closed, but you can feel his gaze drilling holes on your body. dick groans deeply, right from the back of his throat. his thumb pushes down your clit as two of his fingers go back to curling in your insides. fuck, it feels so fucking good, you can only moan in desperation.

but it could feel so much better. you know it. instead of his fingers pumping into you, you need his fucking cock. need to feel full. "p-plea-please…fuck…dick, please…"

"please what?"

"cock…want- mmm shit! your cock…" you manage to let out a mumbled plea, hoping it's enough for dick to finally, finally, give you what you need.

"not until you come for me, yeah baby? c'mon, give it to me" it's like he didn't even hear your request. instead of giving you what you asked for, he speeds up his fingers and keeps playing with your clit. and fuck, you might just come with an arched back and low moan. but you wanna do it on his cock. you need to.

so you do the first thing that comes up in your head. you fake it.

"im- ugh im coming nghhh" you try to make it as realistic as you can, really. you frown your eyebrows and shut your eyes, hoping that fake clench in your core could might just fool him. you even lift your hips a bit, taking it all home with a high pitched whine. and that might've done. if dick didn't know you so well.

his hand stops. right there in your cunt, his fingers still. he stands there, motionless, looking right in your eyes, for a few seconds. he's speechless. in fucking shock, really. he couldn't believe it.

then he laughs. it starts with a chuckle, a startled one, his eyebrows raising up. then it turns into a full cackle. he \'s still looking at you while he shakes his head in disbelief, and you couldn't be more fucked. you know it. you regret it immediately. your heart drops in your stomach. slowly, fear, panic, is taking over your body.

you fucked up.

"unbelievable" he almost whispers it to himself, with a huge smirk on his face. he looks down at your opened thighs as he starts slowly scissoring his fingers in you. you let out a small gasp at his sudden action, and that makes him look back up at you "you really fucking thought…jesus" it's almost like he can't even say it. really, faking an orgasm with dick, the man who knows your body better than yourself, knows every twitch and spasm. and sound. and you tried to fool him.

"and for what? to get my fucking cock in you? just to get fucked? you couldn't fucking wait anymore?" his smirk dropped. he's mad. shit

his fingers start working quickly, faster than before. your soaked cunt makes wet and loud noises, splashing around when he bullies his fingers in at a fast space. and he's hitting every spot. he's got you spasming on the bed, so properly fucked you can't even moan anymore. it's just rapid short breaths. "you're gonna fucking get, baby, don't worry. i'm gonna fuck you so hard you'll regret begging for it" his other hand, the one griping your wrists, finds your mouth, and he chokes you with two thick fingers. you start gagging around him. "you're in big fucking trouble"

and you almost see his smirk back on, if your vision wasn't so blurry from coming so hard around his fingers you wet the bed.

[swearimnevergivingup]

all the times suguru says i love you, and the one time you say it back (18+)

the first time you think you hear it, you brush it off as an accident. the words come out stifled, half-buried in a broken moan, suguru’s breath shuddering as he releases inside you. his voice is rough, the words dissolving into flushed skin as he mumbles a string of praises into the crook of your neck.

it simply doesn’t make sense — you’re just friends who fuck when the stress gets too heavy, who know better than to blur the line of comfort and commitment. he doesn’t love you, not in the same way you do. so by the time he draws out of you, you’ve successfully convinced yourself it must have been a slip of your overstimulated brain, a desperate grasp at something you can’t have.

the second time, you don’t hear suguru say it, but you swear you feel it. his touch is achingly tender, eyes soft as he holds your gaze. you’re trembling under him, watery-eyed, split open on his cock. he doesn’t say it — but he keeps whispering things, things like you’re safe, i got you, you’re okay, and his thumb swipes across your cheek to brush away stray tears.

he moves against you in a slow drag of hips, leaving kisses across your skin like flowers pressed flat into the pages of a book, something to be remembered; something to be cherished long after. your fingers curl weakly at his sheets, baring your neck when his mouth finds it, and all you can remember thinking is isn’t this how people make love?

the third time, there’s simply no mistaking it. suguru’s above you, hair damp with sweat and face flushed from exertion. two weeks of suddenly ignoring his messages and calls hadn’t stopped him from showing up at your door tonight, and you let him in thinking it’ll be the last time you take off your clothes for someone that doesn’t love you back.

but then his hand cradles your cheek, his thrusts slowing, the words spilling out from the recesses of his chest with such unflinching sincerity that it leaves no room for doubt to bloom. i love you. he presses his forehead to yours and you feel the heat of his touch spreading across your body, the ragged breaths he takes as he locks eyes with you. i love you. please don’t hide from me.

your eyes widen, a whimper of his name falling past your lips, flushed and needy as your arms loop around his neck. he holds you tighter, and finally, finally, you say it back.

i love you too.

[slvttyplum]

‧₊˚ ☾. ⋅ kinktober ‘25 : rawr lets get slvtty 

✮ 3/4 times a week

🕸️ week: 1

oct. 1. cockwarming: nanami

oct. 3. strip poker & threesome: utahime & shoko

oct. 6. cumdump & degradation: toji

oct. 8. request: ♱

🕸️ week: 2

oct. 10. bondage & oral fixation: uzui tengen 

oct. 12. orgasm denial & marking: geto

oct. 14. size kink & praise: choso

oct. 15. request: ♱

🕸️ week: 3

oct. 17. public & overstimulation: geto

oct 19. mutual masturbation, oil, & spit: shoko

oct. 21. sleepy sex & body worship: gojo

🕸️ week: 4

oct. 23. collar & facefucking: suguru/gojo

oct. 25. tw: bullying, impact play & degradation: toji

oct. 27. masks, praise/degradation, gangbang: 🦇

oct. 29. dacryphilia, praise, impact play: choso

oct. 31. corruption, begging, degradation: gojo 

[nanamiwidow]

THE WAY I GET MY FAVORITE BOYFRIEND ON MY BIRTHDAY IM KICKING MY FEET

[blissbitz]

too fast

clark kent x reader

tags / tw - 18+, MDNI, pining, college fic, tutor!clark kent, fluff, protective clark kent, reader is a lil sensitive, clark is very reassuring, meet cute, slow burn (kind of), eventual smut, body worship, no piv (sorry), oral sex (f!receiving), car sex, plot w/porn,

brief mentions of misogyny and harassment

word count: 9.5k

Summary: In which you have a meltdown in the library, and mild-mannered Clark Kent notice and offers to give you an impromptu study session. Charmed, in a moment of bravery (or sleep deprivation), you ask him out. What starts as a lunch turns into a trip to the museum, and before either of you realize it, it’s a full-day affair. You get to know each other a little too fast, a little too well—and maybe that’s not such a bad thing.

notes - hii, in the honor of this incoming semester i been working on this college fic. i tried to proofread but i do apologize for any errors. also thank y’all for the love on my last post, like wow i wasn’t expecting that. hopefully ya’ll fw this one too, anyways enjoy <3

College made you realize what your strong points were. Writing a fifteen page essay with APA citation, easy. Conducting a presentation in front of a lecture hall, a piece of cake. Managing to not black out from several rounds of beer pong, daunting but doable.

However, the field of study that was calculus remained a fucking mystery to you.

You don't even know why the fuck you'd picked that class. Maybe because statistics, and algebra were already full and you were hellbent on completing your math requirement this semester. You took pre-calc in high school, so you thought the real thing couldn't be that bad.

Wrong.

You were now realizing that you would've been better off waiting until next enrollment period to meet that requirement, because calculus was giving you a run for your money.

Quite literally.

The score you earned on your recent calc exam had put fear in your heart. At the rate you were going, you’d inevitably have to kiss your full ride scholarship bye bye. That thought alone lit a fire in you, you weren't gonna allow that one course to tank your GPA, not without a fight at least.

You were determined to improve your grade. As a result, here you were in the library on a Friday evening with your head in a calculus book while everyone else on campus was out partying. Everyone else, beside you of course, and the one other dude in the library.

As you worked through the practice problems, your determination began to falter. You grew increasingly frustrated with each stroke of your mechanical pencil on the scratch sheet of paper. You got to the fourth equation before tears started to stream down your face. It had taken you nearly forty minutes and you weren’t even halfway through the practice quiz.

Utterly discouraged you held your head in your hands in attempt to stifle your sobs.

Things could be worse, at least the library was pretty much empty. At least no one is here to witness your meltdown, you thought to yourself.

Your thoughts were contradicted with reality seconds after they appeared.

"Hey uh, I don't mean to intrude or anything but… are you okay?” An seemingly well-intentioned deep voice called out to you in a hushed tone.

You brought your head out your hands and used your sleeves to wipe your face.

“I'm sorry, dude, I didn’t mean to interrupt your studying."

You were avoiding looking at the stranger wanting to shield yourself from any further embarrassment, " I was uh—getting ready to pack it up anyway.”

“Hey—I’m not really sure what’s got you so upset but if you need someone to talk to… or if it’s school related I can help or y’know at least try to. I'm a part-time tutor here on campus,” the stranger offered earnestly.

Your gaze lifted from your laptop to meet the stranger’s, and to your surprise you were met with kind eyes and an expression of genuine concern.

The stranger was tall, with black curls and a brawny stature. He’d wore a faded band tee, sweat pants, and a pair of black glasses, something about him disarmingly awkward.

He was cute, which kinda sucked even more in a moment like this.

You cleared your throat. “Are you familiar with calculus by any chance?” You inquired, defeated.

A smile graced his face, revealing his dimples.

“Yes, actually. I can help with calc, do you mind if I sit?” He inquired gesturing to the chair opposite of you.

“No. Please sit,” you urged.

"I’m Clark by the way," he introduced himself reaching out to shake your hand.

You met him half way taking his hand in yours, giving him a firm handshake, as you introduced yourself. You couldn't help but to make a mental note of the size difference.

For the next hour and thirty minutes, you and Clark got well acquainted as he gave you a much needed crash course in calculus. He walked you through the entirety of the practice quiz.

He didn't laugh at you when you got confused nor did he grow irritated, instead he was empathic and patient—enthusiastic even.

He was able to articulate the concepts in such a way that made it easy for you to grasp.

He was also firm, refusing to simply give you the answers but actually guiding your problem solving process. And thank god, he didn't because by the time the impromptu tutoring session came to an end you understood a hell of a lot more than before.

In your eyes the kid was a genius.

“You are a godsend,” you praised. Clark's face turned a light shade of pink.

“I wouldn’t go that far. You knew a good amount of the material already… you just needed a little extra clarification that’s all,” he asserted, giving you a small smile.

'A little clarification'— it was damn near two hours worth.

“That’s such a nice way of putting it,” you scoffed.

He rested his head on his hand, observing you. "You gotta give yourself more credit, you’re putting in the effort to improve. That’s half the battle,” he assured you.

That was nice of him to say.

“I really appreciate you, Clark. Thank you for taking time out of your day to help me. You really didn’t have to but… I'm glad you did,” you admitted.

“It’s not a problem, really," Clark spoke.

He bid you a farewell before getting out of his seat, "It was nice meeting you, good luck with your studies.”

As he began to walk away it dawned on you that you might never see him again—after all it was a huge campus.

Regret began to build as you watched him.

You were charmed, which was rare because a majority of the men on campus repulsed you.

But Clark was different— no ulterior motives, no suggestive comments—he spent nearly two hours of his time helping you out just because he wanted to.

He was pleasant to be around— easygoing and clever. Someone you could picture yourself hanging out with just because.

It would be a waste to just let him walk away.

So you called out to him, voice a little more urgent than intended, “Clark.”

He turned around mid-stride to face you.

Curiosity painted his handsome face. "Hey—everything okay?"

“Yeah," you quickly replied. You exhaled to calm your nerves. "I just… was wondering if you were free tomorrow?”

A smile tugged at his lips, “Another study session?”

You shifted your weight from one foot to the other, hands brushing at your sides. “No, I think I got it for the most part, at least for now. I just um…" You hesitated, suddenly growing coy.

"I was going to ask if you wanted to hangout with me?” You asked, fighting against your nerves.

Clark blinked, surprised. "Hang out?"

“I mean—maybe I could treat you to some lunch… as a thank you,” you continued sweetening your offer.

Clark laughed softly, almost sheepish. "You're not obligated to repay me. Honestly, I was happy to help."

“I know," you said voice quieter.

"But I was offering not because I felt obligated but because I want to. You seem cool like… you'd be good company." You paused. "But if your busy or don't wan—"

"I'm not," Clark interrupted abruptly. He rubbed at the nape of his neck, which made his bicep flex. "I mean I want to. I have nothing else to do tomorrow. A lunch date with you… would be nice. You seem nice."

The knot in your chest loosened, and was replaced with a warm feeling.

You smiled at Clark. Then you pulled out your phone, unlocked it, and held it out, “Type in your number."

His eyes darted to the screen and then back at you. A dimple broke through as he took your phone, typing in his number. "Bossy," he smirked, playfully.

"Only when it counts," you refuted, feeling the tension between you two melting into something lighter.

The following day, Clark agreed to meet up with you at a quaint student-ran sandwich shop on campus.

You arrived in a flowy blouse, a midi skirt with a slit, and hair out, soft coils framing your face.

You wanted to make a good impression or at least a better one than yesterday.

A tinge of excitement fluttered in your chest, you wanted to see him again.

Luckily you didn’t have to wait long, because once you opened up the door to the café you spotted Clark seated in a booth by a window. His gaze met yours not even a millisecond later.

There he was sunlight pouring over him, as if nature had just decided to give him his own spotlight.

Golden rays caught the edges of his curls, his skin glistened, almost like he was beaming. He was just as handsome as you remembered— maybe even more.

You slide into the seat across from him. As his cerulean eyes scanned over you, you felt your nerves simmering to the surface. You smiled brightly, suppressing them.

“Hey, I'm glad you made it. I hope you haven’t been waiting too long.”

Clark glanced at the menu then back at you. His lips lifted into that familiar easy-going smile. “Your on time I'm just annoyingly early,” he stated.

His eyes flickering over to you for a long second, “You look nice by the way, I like your outfit—and your hair.”

Heat rushed to your cheeks, making the corner of your lips tug into a smile.

“Your too sweet, this is how I usually look when I'm not fighting for my life in the library,” you joked.

He scoffed, amused. “You say that like you looked bad last night”.

“‘Bad’ might be a stretch," you laughed, "but that definitely wasn’t one of my finest moments.”

Clark leaned back in the booth, eyes on you. “I’m glad you let me help you. You picked up pretty quick, honestly. But if you ever need a review— or just somebody to chat with— you got my number now."

His tone was casual, but something in his expression lingered—like was offering something more than study sessions.

“I will keep that in mind,” you smiled.

Clark hesitated for a moment, you could see the clogs turning in his brain before he decided to speak. “Can I ask you something?”

“Of course,” you nodded.

He took a beat before speaking. “When I approached you last night, I assumed that you were crying because of academic stuff. Not that it’s not a valid reason to be frustrated … but was that really it? Or was it something else?"

Your smile faltered upon hearing the question. A tinge of embarrassment coursed through you when recalling what had brought you to tears.

"You can tell me if I'm prying— we can talk about something else," Clark backtracked sensing your change in mood.

"It's alright Clark," you flashed him a brief smile.

Here goes nothing.

"I'm the first in my family to ever set foot on a university campus, the only reason why I can even attend here in the first place is because I got a full ride,” you began quietly.

You massaged your temples, soothing the slight ache there.

“But yesterday, I found out I totally bombed my calculus test which completely tanked my grade in the class putting my scholarship at risk. I went to the library to study and… well— I guess I just got overwhelmed, ” you paused.

You glanced up at Clark who had an unreadable expression on his face. You laughed nervously, “I'm dramatic, I know."

He leaned forward, with his hands clasped on the table. “I don't think your dramatic, not in the slightest. In fact, I think that's as of a good reason as any—besides it's not a crime to cry or be overwhelmed," Clark comforted.

A grin began to form on your face, "You're not just saying that?"

Clark didn't back down, his expression more serious this time. "I know it's much easier said than done, but try not to be so hard on yourself," he advised voice softening at the edges.

"You are more than capable of achieving whatever it is you're aiming for. I mean, you did make it this far, right? I'm sure you'll manage to keep your scholarship.” He said, offering a gentle smile.

Suddenly you didn’t feel so embarrassed anymore.

His words didn’t magically fix anything but they did make you feel better. You nodded slowly, eyes flickering to the table for a moment before meeting his again.

Clark made you feel better— that was a pattern you were starting to notice.

“Thanks. I needed to hear that,” you smiled softly.

“Your more than welcome,” he replied.

You silently stared at each other, both taking in the conversation you both just had.

You broke eye contact, deciding to look over the menu, “I think I know what I want. Are you ready to order yet?”

“Sure,” he said stepping out of the booth, walking over to you. He grabbed your hand assisting you with getting out the booth. You definitely didn't need any assistance but Clark helped anyway. That small gesture made you swoon a little.

The café had a relaxed buzz to it— students chatting, espresso machines humming, and music softly playing from the speakers.

You stepped up to the screen to order, scanning the menu on the display one last time before settling on your usual—a chai latte and a club sandwich. Clark glanced over the options, then just decided on getting your same exact order.

"Copy cat," you teased.

Clark laughed off your comment. "I never really eat—when I come here, so I don't really know what to get… but I trust your judgment," Clark spoke, correcting himself.

"In that case, I hope my order doesn't disappoint," you chimed, reaching into your purse.

You fished out your phone, just barely making it to your wallet app to pay before you heard the soft beep of the reader. You looked up to see Clark already withdrawing his hand, his card tucked away in his wallet like it had never even happened.

You gasped, eyes wide.

He looked at you, entirely unfazed, a faint smirk tugging at the corners of his mouth. “What?”

“You were suppose to let me pay as a thank you,” you whined.

Clark wasn't moved in the slightest. “I told you last night I didn’t want you to repay me,” he shrugged casually.

What he did was such a small gesture, yet it carried a kind of quiet strength—effortless, precise, and just a little too fast to feel normal. You opened your mouth to protest again but stopped short.

Clark continued. “Besides I thought you wanted to get lunch solely because you enjoyed my company? What happened to that, huh?” he teased.

You hated not being right.

You sighed in defeat, with a pout on your face.

Nothing else to do but just meet his gaze. The way he looked at you was kind and steady, with something unspoken behind his eyes. It made it hard to argue.

He leaned in a little closer. “Your cute—even when annoyed,” he admitted.

You shook your head, biting back a smile, “You’re unbelievable”.

“Order for Clark,” one of the workers shouted placing the trays on the pickup counter.

He picked up the tray of food while you grabbed napkins. You walked back to the booth and immediately got to work on the food you ordered.

You and Clark had spent some of duration of lunch chatting about your upbringings, Bonding over your homesickness, exchanging details about the people, places and things you both missed from your hometowns.

You learned that he grew up on a farm in Kansas, and that he yearned to be back. Mainly because he missed his parents, which he referred to as 'ma' and 'pa.'

You found the way he talked about his parents incredibly endearing, most dudes you met thought they were just too cool to be vulnerable about stuff like that—not Clark, though. You could tell by the stories he shared that he held a lot of love and respect for his family.

The conversation took a natural shift from the past to the present and future. You'd discussed how college had been treating the both of you so far, how you both been adjusting to living in the dorms, and life in Metropolis in general.

You learned that he was a journalism major, which surprised the hell out of you.

You narrowed your eyes at him. "For a journalism major, you sure know a lot about calculus?"

"Back in high school, I took advance calculus," he explained, nonchalantly sipping on his latte.

You let out a sound of disbelief. "Oh yeah, no big deal. Just a math whiz at the tender age of eighteen. Just, y'know, light work," you mocked lightheartedly, taking a sip of your latte.

He laughed, "Gosh, I hope I don't come off that arrogant," pushing his glasses up his nose bridge.

"Not at all. I'm just giving you a hard time, Clark," you chuckled giving his hand that rested on the table a squeeze.

It was a casual gesture you didn't even contemplate touching him, it just happened. But for some reason as soon as your hand touched his, it felt like more than a casual gesture. That little bit of contact, sent a spark through you.

Clark's eyes leered to where your hands touched, which made you snatch your hand away.

Nice, really smooth, you internally face palmed.

"Sorry," you blurted out.

Clark smoothly reached for your hand, the one you pulled away, and interlocked it in his.

"For what?" He asked, looking at you with a mischievous glint in his eyes pretending like nothing ever happened.

Like holding each other's hand was the most normal thing in the world— like you both did it before hundreds of times.

You looked at your hand in his, and smiled. Then you looked back to him, at a loss for words.

Sensing you were speechless he changed the topic of discussion. "You seemed a little surprised when I mentioned I wanted to be a journalist."

“I am, actually,” you admitted, a little amused.

“Initially, I just didn't have pegged you as a journalist. You seem more like a um…. computer scientist.”

Clark scoffed, “Computer science, really?”

You nodded, “Absolutely, you give quiet genius vibe. I assumed you were in the library working on a app or something, before I disrupted you,” you deadpan jokingly.

He let out a warm chuckle.

You tilted your head thoughtfully, eyeing him like you were trying to piece something together.

“But by knowing you a little better, I actually think journalism suits you,” you asserted, your tone softening.

Clark raised a brow, “How so?”

You carefully gathered your words before saying them out loud.

“I mean the point of journalism is to be a watchdog, right? To question those in power, shed light on the truth, and amplify the voices of those who get overlooked …”

Clark nodded in agreement hanging on to every word.

“From what I gathered from knowing you in this very short amount of time is that you're selfless. You help people just for the hell of it, without expecting anything in return."

"You're also observant and a good listener. I would think those would be good traits for a journalist to have," you continued.

“I could be totally off base,” you added quickly, trying not to overstep. You shrug, “but that’s the impression I get.”

Clark’s smile was softer now, less amused and more sincere.

He leaned back a little, “You’re not off base,” he said after a beat. “Not at all," he spoke softly caressing his thumb over the back of your hand.

The hum of the café filling the brief silence between you. You knew that this lunch date was coming to a natural conclusion, both of you had finished your sandwiches and lattes—but you weren’t ready to part with him yet.

“I have a proposition for you,” you spoke breaking the silence.

“I'm listening.”

You leaned forward, delicately removing your hand from Clark's so that you could clasp your hands together on the table, showing you meant business.

Tone measured but casual you continued, “You are completely free to decline this offer, no pressure, seriously, but like hear me out.”

Clark nodded clearly amused.

You glanced out the window toward the sidewalk, sunlight filtering through the trees outside. “So, we’re currently within walking distance of the bus stop, like, five minutes tops. I know for a fact that route 45 comes pretty regularly, every five minutes or so. It heads straight to the museum district.”

Clark tilted his head, intrigued now.

“There’s an exhibit I’ve been meaning to check out,” you continued and today’s the last day it’s going to be there. It’s free before five, and it’s already”—you checked your phone—“almost three. So if we leave soon, we’ll catch it.”

You paused briefly, watching his expression. “I'm gonna go either way. But… if you’re not busy, and you want to go… I'd really like the company.”

You kept your tone light, almost playful not wanting to scare him off. You weren’t quite ready to say goodbye to him yet and you’d hope he feel the same.

His lips tugged into a thoughtful smile while pretending to think on it . “A free art exhibit with a beautiful tour guide and efficient public transportation. I don’t think I'd forgive myself if I said no,” he answered.

He could see you light up with excitement the moment he accepted your request. His heart fluttered knowing that he brought you some sort of joy.

It was in that moment he realized he’d do anything to keep you happy.

“Alright, let’s go see some art then,” you beamed.

The warmth of the afternoon sun greeted you both.

You were both hand in hand, but you led the way. You walked a little bit in front of him, which he didn't mind it at all.

He was just happy to be there— taking in the view of your silhouette from behind. You strutting around, your hair soaking up the sunlight, the effortless sway of your hips in that midi-skirt, he had no complaints.

The walk to the bus stop was brief, the two of you talked in quiet spurts, the kind of conversation that didn’t need to fill every silence.

By the time the bus arrived, the air had grown crisper, thick with the lazy hum of a autumn afternoon. You both boarded, sat near the back, and shared the row. You pointed out things you saw out the window— graffiti and murals that caught your eye, a bookstore you’d meant to check out, and a bakery you wanted to try.

Clark listened with interest, occasionally asking questions or making dry, clever remarks to make you laugh. The ride to the museum district was short: it lasted maybe ten, fifteen minutes.

When you arrived, the district was alive with the chaotic energy of a weekend crowd.

Couples strolled hand-in-hand, much like what you and Clark were doing now. Families clustered anywhere with shade. Somewhere nearby, someone strummed an acoustic played beneath a bus stop awning.

The museum itself stood tall, its white columns gleaming in the afternoon sun.

When you stepped inside you were met with the glorious feeling of AC. The exhibit was tucked on the second floor. The both of you received free entry and stepped through the threshold into a dimmer space.

It was almost silent, except for the occasional creak of shoes on the polished floor and the low murmur of other guests.

It was a mixed-media exhibit that utilized a variety of mediums— paintings, short film reels, suspended installations, etc. Each piece seemed to demand attention and required reflection.

You noticed that Clark took his precious time looking at each piece of art, he never skipped a plaque wanting to absorb everything that it had to offer. You were the same way.

It was sort of healing going to a place like this with someone who had no intention of rushing you out, but instead is just as enthusiastic.

At some points you’d caught him admiring you from afar as if you were a part of the exhibit and vice versa.

You both had a habit of drifting apart within the exhibit to do some solo exploration but without fail, you’d find your way back to one another—standing side by side, quietly asking, “what did you think of this one?”

Sometimes you’d agree, sometimes not, but the rhythm of separating and reuniting became its own quiet ritual.

It wasn’t long before you two had viewed and commented on every piece within the exhibit.

The rest of the spectators had thinned out, you guys being two of the only people left.

You both lingered for a moment on a bench, shoulder and thighs touching, a charged silence between you two.

“Thank you… for inviting me,” Clark said turning towards you his voice soft and certain.

You gave him a small smile. "I'm glad I did. I wasn’t sure you’d say yes.”

“I don’t think I could say no to you,” he admitted, a faint smile tugging at the corner of his mouth.

Your heart skipped a beat and your face started to warm up.

Your eyes and hands honed in on the fabric of your skirt.

“I really like you, Clark,” you murmured, barely above a whisper, unsure if you could face him just yet.

Clark on the other hand couldn’t keep his eyes off you.

“You can't just say things like that and not look at me,” he said quietly leaning in.

“How else am I supposed to know you mean it?”

You briefly glance up at him hoping to see a teasing grin on his face but instead, his expression was vulnerable and wanting.

You could feel desire forming in the pit of your stomach.

Then, moving at a speed slower than molasses he reached out and tilted your chin up with two fingers so that your gaze was directed on him. The soft pressure of his touch made your breath hitch.

“Could you say it again?” He pleaded softly, voice low and raspy.

You swallowed, you were full of nerves.

“I really like you, Clark,” you said again, this time, clearer, steadier, locking eyes with him as the words left your lips.

His whole face softened, like he’d been holding his breath and finally let it go.

“I really like you too,” he said, smiling reverently.

A quiet beat passed. His fingers remained gently curled beneath your chin, and his eyes hadn’t moved from yours.

In that moment, with the late afternoon light spilling through the tall windows and the murmurs of the gallery fading around you, you were sure he’d lean in.

But he didn’t.

He just held you there in his gaze, like the moment itself was enough—for now. He removed his fingers from your chin and you both broke eye-contact.

You were all for a slow-burn and tension, but you so badly want him to just leaned in and kiss you.

Then you recall all of the whirlwind romances you've been in, the ones that moved too fast and ended too quickly.

You could be patient if it meant forging something long lasting, at least that’s what you told yourself to make you feel better.

“You ready to head out,” Clark inquired.

You nodded. “I think so,” you said still in a daze.

He stood up first, offering you his hand to help you get up. You two walked side by side through the corridors, passing the final stretch of exhibits with slower steps, like neither of you were quite ready to leave this bubble and return to the outside world.

As you stepped outside, the city buzzed around you—cars humming by, the faint sound of laughter down the street, and the sound of the acoustic guitar near the corner of the steps.

You two made it to the bus stop and stood there waiting for the next bus.

A breeze tugged at the hem of your skirt, and slightly moved your coils out of place.

Clark took the initiative to gently move a strand that was sticking up back to its original spot.

You mouthed a quiet “thank you,” before you heard buzzing in your purse.

You fished out your phone to see a call from your big sister back home.

“Gimme one sec, my sister's calling,” you said. You watched him nod before walking a few feet away and turning your back for some privacy.

You answered the phone a little panicked, “Hey is everything okay.”

“Yeah girl, everything is fine. I'm just bored to pieces right now,” she groaned.

This could've been a text.

“Okay well I'm busy,” you rolled your eyes.

You could hear her scoff, “You better be in them books or on a hot date blowing me off like this.”

You glanced back at Clark from where you were at, exchanging smiles, before turning back around.

“It’s kinda of the second option,” you admitted.

“Ugh you bitch, call me back when your done and share your location with me, encase he’s an axe-murderer or something.” she yapped.

You sighed.

“Okay whatever I'll do it, I gotta go bye,” you said quickly hanging up.

Not even a second after hanging up the phone you heard an unfamiliar voice called out, sharp and crude: “Damn, you look good as fuck.”

You barely reacted, no way that was directed at you. You focused on your phone continuing to share your location with your sister. There was no way in hell someone could be speaking to you like that—right?

Unfortunately, they were.

“I know you hear me talking to you, you don’t have to be a bitch and ignore me.”

Your head snapped up.

Standing a few feet in front of you was the saddest excuse of a man you ever laid eyes on. His leering grin twisted into a sneer when you didn’t respond.

Before you could so much as move your feet to walk away or form any type of response you felt Clark’s presence behind you.

He stepped in front of you and approached the man, calm but cold. You couldn’t even see his face but his body language was unmistakable.

He stood up straight, stiff as a board with his hands folded together in front of him trying his hardest to compose himself.

“Clark,” you said gently, brushing your hand against his back in an attempt to ground him.

“It’s okay, babe, let’s just go.” Your attempt was null and void he didn’t budge or even acknowledge you.

“Watch your fucking mouth,” Clark snapped, the fury in his tone was palpable. “She’s not interested”.

You were gagged— to say the least, having never seen this side of Clark before.

Granted it's hasn’t been long since you guys met, still though, you never even heard him swear, let alone seen him angry.

Everyone nearby seemed to freeze. People paused mid-step, glancing over to see what was happening. some kept walking uninterested, while others slowed, curious or concerned.

Though a small, shameful part of you found this version of Clark—protective, assertive to be wildly attractive, all you really wanted was for it to be over.

You heard the rumble of the bus engine was growing louder in the background.

The man sucked his teeth and scoffed as he backed off.

“You lucky I'm not in the mood today,” he muttered barely loud enough to catch. Then, more to himself, “the broad isn't even all that.”

The man turned to walk away, but Clark didn’t. If anything, he leaned forward slightly, like a dog straining against a leash, ready to beat that man to a pulp.

You saw his jaw tense and just knew he was about to follow.

“No,” you said quickly, reaching up to grab his shoulder. “He’s not worth it, Clark. please. Let’s just go, we’re gonna miss the bus.”

Clark hesitated, shoulders still tight, breathing heavy through his nose. then, finally, he turned to face you. his anger was still visible, simmering just beneath the surface, but he nodded once.

Without saying a word, he reached for your hand and interlaced your fingers with his. together, you walked to the approaching bus.

The bus doors hissed open, and Clark stepped on first, guiding you ahead of him with a gentle tug of your joined hands. He scanned the seats and ushered you toward the back.

You slid into the window seat while he took one beside you. His knee bounced restlessly, jaw clenched as he stared straight ahead. You both left the confrontation behind but not its weight.

You glanced at him, his profile sharp in the fading daylight. “Hey,” you said softly looking at him.

No answer.

“Clark,” you tried once again placing you hand on his knee to still it.

He didn’t even look at you.

Your heart sank. “So your ignoring me now, cool,” you said turning your head to the window and removing your hand from his.

Not even five seconds later he folded.

He swallowed harshly, before turning to you, calling out your namey.

“I’m sorry. I didn't mean to ignore you… I was frustrated and I just didn’t want to say the wrong thing,” he explained.

You still wouldn’t meet his gaze but he was determined.

You shared such a great day with each other before this. He couldn't—wouldn't let this day end like this.

"It wasn't right for me to ignore you back at the station either. You're not the source of my anger. Please, forgive me if I made it seem that way.” he brought your hand up to his lips, planting a kiss on your knuckle.

You wanted to stay mad but listening to him you knew he was genuine.

You turned to him, and were met with pleading eyes.

His eyes shift from you then off into space, ruminating on the whole ordeal.

He muttered, “I wish you’d let me handle him, though,” he quipped saying his thoughts out loud.

You rolled your eyes upon hearing that.

And to think he was doing so well before he said that, too.

“Thank you for 'defending my honor' or whatever," you said, using air quotes, half-sarcastic.

"But you should've just left with me when I asked you the first time. You can’t go around fighting every guy who says something dumb to me,” you snapped.

His brows furrowed, his expression torn between frustration and something softer. “Why can’t I though?"

His jaw started to tense again. "That guy was a tool. The way he spoke to you? It was disgusting. I can't just stand by and watch someone disrespect you like that… or anybody for that matter."

You crossed your arms together.

"I agree, Clark. That dude was fucking creep, but that whole confrontation gave me the worst anxiety. You had me so worried that you were going to do something reckless. " You expressed.

You pinched the bridge of your nose, “You're too smart to not consider the possibility he might've had a weapon. A gun? A knife? Then what, Clark?”

He leaned back in his seat, posture too relaxed for your liking. It was as if the danger wasn't registering in his head.

Your head tilted, eyes narrowing as you looked up at him incredulously. “Okay so you think you're invincible and nothing bad can happen to you.”

Clark let out a dry laugh, “I didn’t say that.”

You didn't back down. “Okay, let’s choose another scenario, I let you beat him to a pulp, he presses charges, you get a record and maybe even expelled. And for what? Me— a girl you just met less than a day ago?"

You shook your head slightly, "It's not worth it."

His eyes didn't waver from yours. "You're worth it," he asserted—voice low and sure.

Your heart skipped a beat, a charged silence emerged.

You turned to face the window with a scoff, in an attempt to shake off the rising heat in your chest.

"I can't with you—you're ridiculous," you muttered, shaking your head.

Clark's tone had softened. “You're right… I just hate that this even happened,” he continued.

“Me too,” you murmured.

He rubbed a hand over his face. "And now I feel like a total jerk—here I am sitting here sulking when you're the one who got disrespected."

You felt the tension melt a little bit as he reached over, resting a gentle hand on your knee. His voice was quieter more tentative, "How are you feeling about all this?”

“I’m okay,” you shrugged.

Clark was attentive. Watching your body language, he could tell you were holding back.

“You can be honest.”

You exhaled. "I am okay... I mean it doesn't feel good being ogled at or talked down to. Things like this happen way too often."

You glanced down at your skirt, "It’s not a problem that’s unique to me, it unfortunately comes with the territory of just existing as a woman in society. I'm just sort of numb to it now."

Clark looked at you with a pained expression, lips pressed into a hard line and eyes gloomy.

You reached up and idly toyed with a loose curl near his forehead, your touch anchoring him.

"I am glad you were there, though."

You rested your head on his shoulder before finishing your thought.

“This kind of thing usually occurs when I'm by myself, which is always terrifying. But today, I didn't feel scared — not with you there. I mean you had me nervous you were going to do something rash but for the most part I felt… protected. "

You could feel the tension in his shoulders melt away. "I'm glad you felt safe with me," he murmured.

"I'll take on that role anytime—protector, defender, whatever it is you need. And I will do a better job at listening to you."

You hummed contently.

A comfortable silence fell between the two of you.

Rain began to fall— soft at first. The delicate pattering of the rain blended in with the hushed conversations taking place on the bus.

You closed your eyes, taking in the white noise. The sounds lulled you to sleep, exhaustion taking over.

Clark noticed the slow movement of your chest rising and falling, how your body relaxed as sleep took over. He didn't say a word—just watched over you as the scenery passed by through the windows.

He avoided waking you up until the last possible moment, by then the rain had began pouring more urgently. Neither of you were dressed for the rain.

With a quiet sigh, he shrugged off his button-up, left in his white undershirt. He folded it carefully, with the intention of giving it to you.

Gently he prodded at your shoulder, “Wake up sleepy girl, this is our stop."

You stirred, eyes fluttering open in confusion for a beat—until your surroundings came back into focus.

The rain. The bus. Clark.

He was standing now, shirt in one hand, the other extended toward you. You blinked at him, then at the shirt, puzzled.

Wordlessly, you took his hand and let him guide you down the aisle.

You both thanked the driver and stepped off the bus, huddling under the narrow awning at the stop across from the café—the very place where the day had started.

The rain poured steadily now, soaking the pavement. You wrapped your arms around yourself instinctively.

Clark held out the shirt. “It’s for you—to shield yourself from the rain. It’s not much, but... better than nothing.”

“That’s sweet of you,” you said, hesitating. “But are you sure? I don’t want you to get sick.”

He shook his head, brushing off your concern. “I’ll be fine.”

His eyes flicked downward, noting your sandals—cute, but not ideal for weather like this. His brows pinched.

“You can’t walk in those,” he said flatly. “Your feet are gonna get soaked—probably end up covered in mud.”

You looked down. He was right.

“I’ll carry you,” he added, already stepping closer.

“What?”

He didn’t repeat himself—just slipped one arm beneath your knees and the other around your back. Before you could protest, you were lifted effortlessly off the ground.

You let out a breath of disbelief, clutching his broad shoulder for balance.

He draped his shirt over your head, shielding you from the rain, the fabric still warm from his body.

“Where did you park?” he asked, starting toward the lot.

You sighed, regretful. “I walked here, actually.”

He glanced down at you with a lopsided smile. “Guess I’m driving you to your dorm, then.”

You nodded, tucking your face closer to his chest, the rain thudding softly against his shirt as he carried you across the lot.

You heard the soft jingle of metal—Clark was fumbling in his pocket. A second later, the quiet chirp of an unlocking vehicle broke the silence, followed by the muted creak of a car door being opened.

Clark gently helped you into the passenger seat, cradling you as though you were something fragile.

You tugged his shirt off your head, the fabric soaked from the rain. As your vision cleared, you glanced around, taking in your surroundings. A pickup truck—of course. Sturdy, reliable, and unpretentious. Very Clark.

The interior was surprisingly spotless. No fast food wrappers crumpled in the on the floor, no empty coffee cups rolling under the seats. Not even a stray crumb on the dashboard. The faint scent of cedar and laundry detergent lingered in the air.

Only thing you spotted were a neat stack of textbooks and some worn paper-backs.

You couldn’t help but be impressed.

"It's tidy in here," you noted, your voice still a little groggy.

Clark chuckled softly as he closed your door with a quiet thunk and walked around to the driver’s side. As he slid into the seat beside you, you noticed the wet curls that stuck to his forehead, and his undershirt that was soaked—basically transparent.

Rainwater clung to his skin, but he seemed unfazed, showing no signs of discomfort.

"I try," he said, a shy smile playing on his lips. He brought the edge of his shirt to his glasses, wiping away some droplets from his frames, unintentionally revealing his chiseled stomach in the process.

You stared at him, just for a second too long. His shirt stuck to his chest, his muscles shifting slightly as he adjusted in his seat. He looked like a dream.

You had to force yourself to look somewhere else—anywhere else. So you choose the window, watching as the rain falls relentlessly.

"Geez, it's pouring out there," you muttered more to yourself than to him.

"Tell me about it," he mused, pushing a damp curl out of his face.

A shiver ran down your spine. You weren’t as drenched as Clark, but the chill still got to you. Your clothes were damp, your skin cool, your hands tucked under your arms.

“I have a blanket,” he offered, reaching into the back without hesitation.

He pulled forward a thick flannel throw. You accepted it with a quiet thanks, wrapping it around your shoulders. It smelled like him—woodsy and clean.

You looked over at him again. He was staring out the windshield, watching the rain slide down the glass. The only sound was the soft drumming of water on the roof, which acted as a backdrop to the growing tension in the car.

Then his eyes flicked to yours.

“What?” he asked, voice quiet but curious.

You shrugged, but your lips quirked. “You’re soaked.”

Clark raised a brow. “I’ve had worse.”

You laughed under your breath, pulling the blanket tighter. “I guess nothing gets to Clark Kent," you joked.

Clark’s smile faded—not in a bad way, he wore the same expression that he had earlier on that museum bench. Intense and wanting.

“Except you,” he said. “You get to me.”

The words hit you like a rush of warmth, melting through the chill. Your breath caught in your throat, in that moment, you couldn’t do anything but stare at him.

“Clark…”

He reached across the console, fingertips grazing your cheek, brushing a damp coil behind your ear. His touch lingered.

“I mean it,” he said, lower now. “You… undo me.”

His eyes dropped to your lips and then—back up to you. He leaned in and you followed suit, connecting your lips to his.

The kiss was inevitable. You both had been building up to it all day— the hand holding, the coy smiles, the mini confessions. It was only a matter of time.

The warmth of his lips sent a current through your body. Initially, the kiss was gentle and patient, merely testing the waters.

Then it deepened, fast. His hand slid to the back of your neck, pulling you closer as your mouths moved together with increasing urgency. Making you squirm in your seat.

The blanket slipped from your shoulders.

The console between you was frustrating, intrusive. Clark pulled back for just a second, breath heavy.

“Back seat?” he asked, already pushing his seatbelt off.

You didn’t answer—you were already climbing over, navigating between the front seats with a mix of restlessness and excitement.

He followed, quick, and suddenly you were in the back, half-collapsed against a pile of books and that same flannel blanket.

He pulled you into him, lips crashing into yours again.

One hand was tangled in his damp hair, while the other was gripping the edge of his shirt, pulling it up—off. He let it go without hesitation, tossing it somewhere out of sight.

He brought you on his lap effortlessly, his hand stroking the curls at the nape of your neck.

Both of you kissed like you were starved and desperate. Bodies moved together with the kind of hunger that only comes after too much waiting.

Rain drummed against the truck roof like a heartbeat.

He moved his lips off of yours, peppering kisses down your neck, making you tremble. His hands slid underneath your blouse, gripping your waist.

He removed his lips off of your neck to peer up at you. He wore a fond expression on his face, as he stroked the sides of your waist.

You grew shy under his gaze.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" You inquired, running your hands over his biceps.

"Cause you're mesmerizing, and I enjoy looking at you," he confessed, a dopey grin spreading across his face.

He leaned in closer, lips slightly brushing against your ear. "Especially, when you're like this," he cooed softly. His voice sent a shiver down your spine, and caused an ache in between your thighs.

"And what's that supposed to mean?" You inquired, a mischievous glint in your eyes.

You knew damn well what he meant but you enjoyed the tension of it all.

Clark was a gentleman so he wouldn't out right say that he liked seeing you turned on.

He wouldn't taunt you with the details.

That he could see it in the way your nipples poked through your blouse. That he could feel your warmth pulsating against his thigh. Or that he could smell the arousal pooling from your core.

Instead he pulled you closer, so that you sat directly on his bulge. Big and firm underneath you. His hands caressing your thighs.

"What I mean is that you're worked up because of me. And I take great pride and pleasure in witnessing it," he husked. His tone was laced with smugness.

The cockiness of that statement simultaneously made you chuckle and turned you on even more, "I'm glad you cleared that up."

He chuckled slightly at your comment before his lips found their way to the other side of your neck, nibbling on the delicate flesh there.

The sensation made you writhe in his lap, grinding into him. Clark moaned, moving his hands to the swell of your butt, gently giving it a squeeze. Which in turn made you moan.

It wasn't long before Clark found himself rutting up into you, matching your rhythm, in a desperate attempt to try to create more friction.

As good as it felt you needed more. And Clark could sense it.

He ceased his movements, cupping your face with both hands, directing your gaze on him.

"I wanna taste you, angel. Will you let me?" Clark asked, making your breath hitch.

How the fuck could I say no to that?

Not when he asked you so nicely, looking up at you with those glistening blue eyes like you were the prettiest thing he ever laid eyes on.

Speechless, you nodded.

A wicked smile spread across his face as he kneaded the supple flesh of your thighs.

He leaned back in the seat, "I want you to say it, sweetheart."

"Yes, Clark," you huffed.

"Yes, what," he smirked cockily.

You playfully hit his chest, "Don't make me say it," you spoke sheepishly.

Clark laughed, adjusting his glasses.

"Why not, baby? It's just us here… if it makes you feel better, you can whisper it," he reasoned, saying the last part real low.

He was driving you crazy. You never thought you'd be into something like this— the subtle power dynamic of it all. Though your body was telling you otherwise.

You peered down at him and spoke—quiet but confident, "I want you to taste me, Clark."

He threw his head back in bliss, before shifting you off his lap. He swiftly, cleared off the seat, placing his stack of books on the floor to allow the both of you more space.

He covered the leather seats with the flannel blanket, before guiding you on your back.

He scanned over your body, making a mental note of it.

Clark thought you looked ethereal—soft coils splayed all over the blanket, the curves of your body, the longing in your gaze.

He reached down littering your clavicle with kisses. Traveling down to the swell of your breast. His hands traveled underneath your blouse, his big hands feeling you up. Fondling the soft tissue, running his fingers over your firm nipples, tracing circles.

Then his eyes flickered to your navel, specifically the shiny stud that sat on top of it.

Now how did I miss this? He thought to himself.

His digits slowly traced the skin around the jewelry, making you squirm.

He toyed with it slightly, making his cock twitch in his denim jeans.

Clark shook it off, trying his best to focus on the task at hand.

He trailed kisses, from your navel to where your skirt began. Then he stroked the exposed skin from the slit in your skirt, before pulling up your skirt, exposing your underwear.

He delved in-between your legs and pushed your panties to the side, marveling at your anatomy. Lips agonizingly close to your mound, he whispered, "Such a pretty pussy, you got.

You didn't even have time to react. By the time you could even register the vulgarity of his words, his tongue was inside of you.

Probing at your slit, lapping up your wetness. You were already reeling, panting as he undid you.

Your breaths only got more frantic as he started focusing on your clit. Using his wet muscle to draw circles and deliver sloppy licks to your nub.

You couldn't handle it, shock waves coursed through you.

Clark could sense your thighs getting ready to close. Being proactive he gripped your trembling limbs, keeping them apart, careful not to grip too tight.

He looked up at you, glasses foggy. "Not done yet, sweetheart. Tug on my hair if you have to," he spoke briefly before diving back in.

You whined at the low drawl of his voice. You took his advice and carded your fingers through his soft curls.

He kept repeating the same movements—consistent but with increased pressure, it made your toes curl. The sight and the sounds of him drinking from you is really what did it though.

His eyes leered towards you every so often, studying you. Half the time your eyes were closed shut reveling in the pleasure. The other half, your eyes met each other gaze, making him grin slightly.

He made the most lewd noises. Moaning into your cunt, the vibrations reverberating all through your body. Smacking— like he was eating his first meal in weeks.

"Clark, you feel so good… I'm gonna cum," you moaned.

That was music to his ears.

"Cum on my tongue, give it to me, baby," he coaxed.

He went right back to work.

He could feel you convulsing on his tongue. He didn't stop his movements nor did he switch them up. He continued what he was doing, repeating it until he was sure you were seeing stars.

Your eyes rolled back, hips bucked up, and your hands pushed Clark's head further into you, as you rode the final waves of your orgasm.

Clark gave you a few final licks to your swollen cunt, happily cleaning up the aftermath of your climax.

Carefully he pulled your panties back to their original spot, and readjusted your skirt and blouse.

The rain started to lighten up.

He licked his lips, still a bit drunk off you.

He helped you up, "How was it for you?"

You didn't answer, you just enveloped him in a hug, clutching on to him for dear life—like he'd evaporate if you didn't.

"I really enjoyed myself Clark," you spoke in the crook of his neck, voice cracking a little. Hot tears spilled down your face, before you could stop them. The weight of many emotions— some sweet, some sharp— sat heavy in your chest.

Clark drew back from the hug instinctively, sensing something was off. His heart clinched at the sight of you in cheers.

"Hey—" his voice wavered, laced with panic. "Tell me what I did wrong, please."

You shook your head quickly, wiping your tears away. "No, no, it's not you, you were amazing, really. I couldn't have asked for a better experience today or a better person to do this with."

Relief flickered across his face, but worry was still etched in his brow. His hand settled on your knee grounding you.

"Then what's the matter?"

You let out a dry laugh, wiping your tears.

"You must think I'm such a crybaby. This is like the second time you had to console me in the last twenty-four hours… I'm sorry."

"You know I don't think that. Never apologize for your emotions, not to me, or to anybody." You nodded, letting his advice seep in.

"Talk to me," he pleaded, voice gentle.

You paused wanting to find the right words.

"I like you a lot, Clark."

His lips quipped into the faintest smile. "I do too—I mean I really like you too," he corrected himself, and you could practically feel the little internal cringe behind his eyes.

A laugh bubbled up in you despite the tension, but it quickly faded. “It’s just that… I’ve noticed this pattern in my dating life. Whenever I move too fast with someone, it usually falls apart."

"‘Too fast’ as in… intimacy?” he asked carefully, testing the word like it was fragile glass.

You nodded, your throat tightening.

“And I don’t want to jinx anything,” you admitted, voice barely above a whisper.

“I just—this is the fastest I’ve ever moved. We only met yesterday, and already it feels like we’ve been swept into something bigger than me, bigger than us. I-I'm scared".

He looked at you, gaze heavy. "Do you regret it, what we did just now? Anything about our entire day together?"

"No, not at all."

His shoulders loosened at your response, the tension in him softening.

He enveloped you in a hug, his chin resting on your bed of curls as you curled into his chest.

"I understand, we don't have to force anything—today felt natural. And I— I want to continue that… I want to be with you in whatever way you allow me. Whatever pace you wanna go at, I'll gladly follow your lead."

Your heart swelled at his words. You undid yourself from his embrace to look up at him, eyes searching his face for any signs of insincerity— you couldn't find any.

Your lips parted, thinking of a response, but he wasn't finished

He leaned forward slightly with a steady gaze, his voice filled with a quiet conviction.

"I don't do flings and I don't know who you dealt with in the past, or how they treated you—but I need you to know I have every intention of building on this. With you. I wouldn't be here with you right now if I didn't."

The weight of his words lingered in the space between you, warm and heavy, like a promise.

That reassurance meant more to you than he'd ever know.

thank you sm for reading, as always i would love to hear your thoughts. have a fabulous day/night. xoxo