Asymmetrical

[mykissingstyle]

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[nandrosiesca]

Me and the love of my life has come to an end yesterday.

[nandrosiesca]

Maybe we were always meant to opposite paths.

[nandrosiesca]

Simula nung nalaman nilang buntis yung pinsan ko, nagbago na lahat. Pati ako nadamay. Si tita di niya na ako pinapansin. My favorite tita na nagmamahal sakin, di na ako pinapansin. 😭😭😭

[nandrosiesca]

You're the only person who can make my heart feel such pain physically and emotionally.

[nandrosiesca]

I fell in love with my sister

In the span of a week, I fell in love with her. Not the way a boy loves a girl nor the way a kid loves his candy.

I fell in love with her jokes and laugh, she’s the funniest. I fell in love the way she plays with her computer, it’s amusing to see someone so great. I fell in love with the way her mind works, her wisdom is amazingly broader than any 10/11 year old kid. I fell in love with her talent, she is an artist at heart and mind. I fell in love with the way she knows what she wants, she is very particular. I fell in love with who she is.

I will always be here for her no matter what.

[nandrosiesca]

Bago mo ipagmayabang lahat ng nangyayari sa relasyon niyo, siguraduhin mo munang alam niyang boypren mo lahat ng kailangan niyang malaman. Wala kasi yan sa masasabi mong relationship goals or whatever kung wala namang total honesty sa relasyon. Advice ko lang yan sayo, miss.

[nandrosiesca]

Dahilan ng pagaaway namin kahapon [Valentine's day] 😂😂😂

[nandrosiesca]

Can I just tell all of you that I just wanna cry right now. I can’t tweet it because it’s way too public and everybody knows me there so here I am. I feel so alone. Even the ones who I think are there really aren’t. I feel so weak. I can’t imagine the day when all of this will all be forgotten. I’m trying too hard to be okay. I hope it all works out in the end.

[tobeagenius]

“And kid, love will be the simplest yet most complicated thing you will ever experience.”

Part of the brain on valentines day series- see more on @tobeagenius

[nandrosiesca]

February 5, 2016

Worst day of my life My phone cracked then an hour later i left my wallet(2atm plus 800plus cash) in the restroom and after 30 mins I realized I left it and went back but it was gone. Feb 6, 2016 : I checked my bpi accoutn which I wasn't able to freeze and everything was gone. How can I lift myself up. I lost 17k in my account, it's all gone. That was my hardword for years and it was all gone. All I can do is cry all over again.

[nandrosiesca]

My parents fought. I just wanna die.

[nandrosiesca]

People see you as a childish irresponsible person who don't take everything seriously. People see you as reckless and very straightforward. People see you as outgoing and "boastful" maybe. They see too much confidence in you. But they don't see what I see. I see beauty in all of you. You are not irresponsible, you are motivated in doing everything for your family. You are not reckless, you are caring to everybody else including me. You are not boastful, you're just open. You don't see much beauty in yourself, unlike what other people think about you. But to me, you are beautiful. I see goodness radiating from you. I am so blessed on having you. Thank you for the friendship and love. I love you, Bubu.

[percussionhearts]

I was always a fast learner, but never for the things that really “mattered” to people. At the age of 7, I could play “Twinkle Twinkle Little Star” on the piano. But at the age of 8, I could play Beethoven. I was swarming with happiness because of it. I thought I was the best. My mother never smiled once. When I was 10, I started doodling terrible cartoons in every notebook I owned. But at the age of 11, I started sketching portraits of people. I showed everyone, hoping that maybe someone, for once, would pat me on the back and tell me they were proud of me. No one ever did. When I turned 12, I started writing song lyrics, instead of paying attention in class. But I hid them all in the deepest, dustiest corners of my room. My sister found one in a crumpled paper and asked me why I never showed anyone. I told her I wasn’t the best, that it could’ve been better. I told her it wasn’t something to be proud of, anyway. At the age of 14, I depended on falling in love to keep me sane, like changing myself for the girl with the cute smile who made my palms sweat was okay because I thought she was worth it. On my 15th birthday, I realised I was worth it, too. When I was 16, I took the SATs. My father hugged me for the first time. My mother told me she loved me. My family weren’t strangers anymore. Because learning to look at the bigger picture, to think outside the box, to be creative, to be curious of the world and the things I’d actually use in my life, or to learn how to love myself were never things anyone applauded me for. It was always, “But what about your grades?” “How are you gonna build a future with that?” or “Okay, but I think your studying is more important.” At the age of 17, I learned to stop needing anyone’s approval. I followed my own logic and concepts and I thought, “fuck everyone else. I’m the best that I can possibly be.“  I was always a fast learner. But because of this world I live in, it took me years to fall in love with my own mind.

4/? from the lessons i’ve learned - n.h.s [percussionhearts] (via percussionhearts)

[lovebrwn]

[bunnypets]

Orange Cake Recipe & Orange Frosting

[nandrosiesca]

Love for others isn't always forever. Love for yourself should never end.