Naomi Blower

Hi i'm Naomi! I'm excited to start Disland Prep as a junior!

[naomi-blower]

Hey guys. I miss this. I really do. I wish it was still a thing.

[naomi-blower]

Hello Everyone!

I’m so sorry I haven’t been on lately and I’m especially sorry if I had any threads with you! My computer has been slowly dying and I thought it was going to get better but it kept getting worse so I’m so so sorry! I’m working on trying to get it fixed please bear with me!

[parkerhhare]

“ Really? “ Parker’s tone held a dry, removed curiosity, sparing a glance towards his own hands ( criss-crossed with the silvery lines of old scars on his fingers, the backs of his hands, his palms… ) as he moved to scoop some of the pieces into them. “ You should. “

[naomi-blower]

Naomi let out a tired sigh as she sorted through the broken pieces. “I know I should, but I don’t. There are probably a lot of things about myself I should care about but don’t.” Passing a shard back and forth between her fingers Naomi was transfixed by the small delicate structure of it. Seemingly fragile but the tiniest slip and- The cut was barely visible upon her pink fingertips until the scarlet drops began pooling at the surface. “See nothing.”

[parkerhhare]

“ No, no, you don’t need to… I mean, ‘ve got it, s’not a big deal. I just didn’t want to cause an accident over my mess… “

[naomi-blower]

She was already bent down picking up the tiny shards and not clueing into the fact that her presence probably wasn’t needed or wanted. “Really, its fine. I’d rather help and besides, I don’t mind if I cut my hands.”

[naomi-blower]

❤

I would kill for you. • I would make love to you. • I would fuck you. • I would protect you. • I would hurt you for a selfish cause. • I wish we had more in common. • I want nothing to do with you. • I want to see you cry. • I want a future with you. • I want to destroy your future. • I do not care what you do. • I am indifferent towards you. • I want children with you. • I love you ( platonically ) • I love you ( romantically ) • I love you life family. • You are my family. • I could fall in love with you. • I would lie for you. • I would fight by your side. • I will never let you go. • I would hold you while you cried. • I would hug you. • I want to kiss you. • I would stay by your bedside if you were ill. • I want to fall asleep with you in my arms. • I want to forget you. • I will never forget you. • I only want to make you proud. • I wish I could make you happy. • You deserve nothing. • I will never forgive you. • You confuse me.

[rickyffs-blog]

A soft chuckle escaped his lips. “ just a casual b-bad mood… besides now, i’ve been doing w-wonderful. ” (( that was a half lie. uncertainty about how to explain past incidents that plagued his mind )) “ how have you been, dear? i… missed seeing your smile. ” He took her hand and placed a soft kiss on her knuckle. ( nothing more than just a platonic kiss. one meant to be filled with comfort and friendship. ) 

[naomi-blower]

“T-That’s great to hear.” When he wasn’t looking, she stole a longer glance at him. She couldn’t pinpoint it but he seemed slightly...off. She didn’t want to press it. If he didn’t want to tell her just yet what it was then that was fine. When his lips brushed her knuckles scarlet crept onto her cheeks. Not from butterflies, but because she seemed to always forget that some people actually cared about her and it always took her by surprise anytime that care was expressed. “Oh, right, how I’m doing uhh...” Her dark eyebrows furrowed slightly as she tried to think up a proper response to his question. It shouldn’t have been this hard. Taking her bottom lip in between her teeth she couldn’t help but think why couldn’t she be completely honest with anyone? “...I’m fine I believe. The usual I guess. Nothing big. I missed you so much. You make me feel so normal its like a drug.”

[naomi-blower]

❤ (from lani c: )

I would kill for you. • I would make love to you. • I would fuck you. • I would protect you. • I would hurt you for a selfish cause. • I wish we had more in common. • I want nothing to do with you. • I want to see you cry. • I want a future with you. • I want to destroy your future. • I do not care what you do. • I am indifferent towards you. • I want children with you. • I love you ( platonically ) • I love you ( romantically ) • I love you life family. • You are my family. • I could fall in love with you. • I would lie for you. • I would fight by your side. • I will never let you go. • I would hold you while you cried. • I would hug you. • I want to kiss you. • I would stay by your bedside if you were ill. • I want to fall asleep with you in my arms. • I want to forget you. • I will never forget you. • I only want to make you proud. • I wish I could make you happy. • You deserve nothing. • I will never forgive you. • You confuse me.

[minacixusarchived-blog]

send me ❤ and I will bold all that applies to your muse

I would kill for you. • I would make love to you. • I would fuck you. • I would protect you. • I would hurt you for a selfish cause. • I wish we had more in common. • I want nothing to do with you. • I want to see you cry. • I want a future with you. • I want to destroy your future. • I do not care what you do. • I am indifferent towards you. • I want children with you. • I love you ( platonically ) • I love you ( romantically ) • I love you life family. • You are my family. • I could fall in love with you. • I would lie for you. • I would fight by your side. • I will never let you go. • I would hold you while you cried. • I would hug you. • I want to kiss you. • I would stay by your bedside if you were ill. • I want to fall asleep with you in my arms. • I want to forget you. • I will never forget you. • I only want to make you proud. • I wish I could make you happy. • You deserve nothing. • I will never forgive you. • You confuse me.

inspired by here.

[baileythevegetable]

listen, sweetie, you probably don’t want to be taking advice from me. [ was she stupid ?? he was the midas of fuck-ups, and really shouldn’t be giving people life advice. ]

[naomi-blower]

Why not? I-I just...I’d take advice from anyone. [ she knew she sounded desperate and possibly crazy. She had found the tiniest grain of sand type hope. Her naturally innocent and delusional tendencies clung to it for life.]

[baileythevegetable]

[ he pulls back, reminding himself to put his WALLS back up and not delve any deeper. ] it’s not worth it to explain to you.

[naomi-blower]

Why not? I want to know. I don’t want to hurt anymore! [her words came out rushed and frantic. She truly thought that this boy had the answers to all her problems. The gods only knew how much they weighed on her and she would have done anything to just be free of them.]

[baileythevegetable]

lonely—— you don’t even begin to understand what loneliness really is. i’ve been a l o n e practically for years and years.

[naomi-blower]

Well then tell me. What is true loneliness? What does it really mean to be alone?

[jonathanohhey]

Wow, so true.

[floencepugh]

“so take ur uneducated opinions, start a band, write music, graft for years n see how far it gets you two arseholes… all the best 👍🏽 xxjadexx”

[rickyffs-blog]

Upon hearing the voice, he instantly relaxed. It was only Naomi. It wasn’t an immediate danger to him and it wasn’t someone who would attempt to hurt him. It was only Naomi. He hasn’t seen her for some time due to their hectic lives, but she always sat in the back of his mind. (( was she doing okay? did she have a good day? is anyone causing her trouble? )) He uncleanched his fists and relaxed his stance, taking a deep breath before speaking. “ shh, naomi. it’s okay. just a bad mood, it’s not your fault. ” He reassured, a small smile on his face as he pushed his hands in his jean pockets. 

[naomi-blower]

The moment his voice hit her hears Naomi let out the breath that she was holding. It was just Ricky. Oh gods just Ricky was a wonderful thing right now for her. He had a magical ability to calm her down and bring her back to reality when her head got to stormy. Or at the very least, distract her for the time being. When she looked up and meet his smile she created one to match while thinking about how what a lovely thing it was to have a friend. “Gods Ricky I feel like I haven’t seen you in ages. What have you been up to? Are you doing alright? Is it a bad bad mood or like a casual bad mood? I’m sorry that doesn’t even make any sense and I know you don’t like being put on the spot.”

[baileythevegetable]

yeah, and it’s how everyone who has any inkling of common sense should live. 

[naomi-blower]

Oh but that sounds so lonely! Aren’t you lonely living like this?

[aloha-alani]

“ Oh, I love painting the sea !! Naomi, you’re a genius, ” Alani giggled, mentally hitting herself for not thinking of that before. She grabbed the blue paint can and began working, a beautiful mural in the making. “ Would you like to help ?? ”

[naomi-blower]

Naomi smiled to herself at Alani’s complement. She was already turning to leave but stopped immediately when she heard Alani’s request. “Oh of course I would love too!” Anything to do with friends was always worth while to Naomi and plus she had always secretly partook in her own artistic creations but was most usually to shy to reveal them.

[nevmelanthios]

Neither can I! Actually, can I let you in on a little secret? I’ve never had ice cream before.

[naomi-blower]

Oh really? From what I remember it was quite good. We can share just in case you don’t like it?