Dr. badass Is In

“Oh, you know. Like…soulmates.”

[narrativeappointedsoulmates]

Welcome!

This is a side blog, so if I follow you, it’ll be from bubblegumbisexual

My AO3 is also bubblegumbisexual

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

28, bisexual, agender, actually autistic, and a huge wincestie. Don’t like what you see, block! :)

My OG blog has been shadowbanned since the great exodus like what. 8 years ago now? I just kept using it, but now that I’m getting back into writing/recovering from burnout, I’d like to actually engage in the community a little more, hence the creation of this blog.

*also, I cannot comment on posts, I have to reblog them to reply thanks to being shadowbanned, I guess?*

[insomniac-arrest]

sometimes, I imagine what peek tumblr fandom would like for shows of the past . . .

Which pre-2010s show would you have wanted to live blog while it was coming out?

Buffy the Vampire Slayer

House MD

Gilmore Girls

Star Trek

Psych

Scrubs

Malcolm in the Middle

The L Word

The X-Files

Freaks and Geeks

Twin Peaks

Voting ended on4h

[ramonaandsunsetsam]

good luck, babe! - chappell roan

[jinkieswouldyoulookatthis]

worst part of my day is finding a post seemingly talking about sam and deans brotherly bond and then looking at the tags just to see it be wincest wincest shippers dni you are Not welcomed here………….

This rise in antis and their faux purity posturing has gotten beyond annoying. A lot of them seem to be very young, so maybe they just need to learn some manners, idk but idc.

Anti shippers, you are welcome to be here (just like everyone else), just keep the weird hate out of the main tags. You aren't going to shame us into going away. If you don't like what we're posting about, then you can block us. You can also filter the tags we use so that Tumblr doesn't show you our posts. And, if you really want us to disappear from your tumblr experience, install XKit Rewritten and opt to have filtered content completely hidden.

But regardless of whether you hate it or not, Wincest was born the moment the Pilot first aired and we're not going to go away. We are, however, happy to not interact with assholes, but you gotta put the legwork into making that happen. Simply slapping a DNI on your blog or your posts is not gonna do it. Block freely and often, and curate your own Tumblr experience and stop making your squicks everyone else's problem.

[brothersinablackcar]

Hear, hear, gawd.

[marsadler]

A reminder that darker fiction has a right to exist and explore themes that people are uncomfortable with. Yes, even if it's romanticized. Yes, even if you personally don't like it.

Authors have always written about things that they don't agree with morally, and I hope to god they always will, despite how shitty people treat them for doing that now.

[sexy-necromancing-bird]

Is the guy in the cuck chair supposed to stay quiet or is he allowed to clap and cheer

[foxgirlmindcrank]

he's supposed to take notes and make an intrigued hum when an interesting plot point occurs

[conspiracydeerist]

[blu3str1k3]

[thisarenotarealblog]

one is getting cucked by the bottom and the other is getting cucjed by the top. Subject matter experts discussing the sex like a sports panel

[morganoperandi]

One cuck always lies, the other always tells the truth. You have one question to determine who’s a top and who’s a bottom.

[whumpster-fire]

[mothy-bones]

So this is a bingo entry for my "aftermath" square of the @spn-summer-rapecation I know the challenge is technically over but I had this one already in the works and really wanted to finish it anyway!

[cappyrogers-deactivated20150425]

that au where jess lives and she realizes that she kind of maybe definitely has a thing for dean, but it’s not as big as the thing sam has for his brother so she doesn’t feel too bad about it.

and that summer night that they’re driving through the south and it’s fucking hot as hell and she’s laid out in the back, but she can’t sleep, feels tingly all over. and from this position she can’t really see dean’s face, but she sees every time sam stares at his brother, notices every too-long and heated look, because sam is hot and tired and his usual walls are weakened and crumbling down.

so she asks dean to pull over, and he’s confused because they’re literally in the middle of nowhere, but she asks again, and he does it. and when she gets out, she opens the passenger door, tugs sam’s hand to get him out, and both boys don’t understand what’s happening, but they start to get it when jess goes to sit on the hood of the impala and drags sam face down to start kissing her. and sam is a little skittish, keeps pulling back and glancing through the window at his brother, but dean isn’t jumping out of the car to scream at them, and jess’ mouth is hot and good along his neck so he goes with it.

goes with it to the point where jess pulls down her shorts and sam is fucking her on the hood of the impala and they’re both pouring sweat. and jess’ back is scorching between the humid night and the hot metal under her, but she keeps arching up into sam, twists enough that she can look back through the window and lock eyes with dean and she can’t really tell, but she has a distinct feeling that he’s jerking off in the car while he watches them.

[freneticfangirl]

Do you pronounce her name as Dean-Ah or Dee-Anna? 👀

[zephyr0x0]

Supernatural but make it girls 🙏🙏🙏

[sambrosia]

death comes to me again, a girl - dorianne laux // free to be you & me 

[narrativeappointedsoulmates]

I just keep getting caught up on the idea of an AU where everything is essentially the same except instead of Mary burning on the ceiling, John burns on the ceiling. And Mary is drug back into the world of monsters and, similarly to John, chooses to totally isolate her boys to “keep them safe” with the added toxicity of being a “boy mom.”

Maybe she never stops breastfeeding Sam because it’s the only time she feels like he’s truly safe.

Maybe she projects her grief over the loss of John onto Dean, treating him the way she’d treat John and slowly molding her oldest son into his father.

Both boys refuse the let any men anywhere near their mom. Shes *their’s*. They can’t imagine caring about another girl/woman when they have their mom. She’s everything. She keeps them safe. She loves them.

Just think that would spiral really deliciously.

[mx-gt90]

the idea of ever describing sam and dean as "more than just brothers" is insane to me. what do you mean more than "just" brothers. each other's brother is practically all either of them are. it's practically how they self identify. dean is "sam's brother", and sam is "dean's brother". dean's sense of self is held up by sticks, glue and his deep foundational need to keep sammy safe. he's sam's big brother before he's anything else. and sam can try to pretend that he could have a life outside of being a winchester, outside of being dean's little brother, but time and time again he proves he's the same, if not worse. they need to be brothers more than they need to breathe. anything else is secondary, or directly tied up as a facet of their brotherhood.

[birdwinter]

weechesters and toothaches

since sam is speaking with his mouth open everything comes out as garbled nonsense but dean understands bcs yk Brothers

[inter-state80]

getting ridiculously emo over sam being able to sense dean’s presence as a ghost actually that was insane. you know your brother whether you can see him or not; whether you can touch him or not; whether you can hear him or not. you want him to be real so badly and he is shouting a foot away from you, begging to be able to reach you, and somehow you know

[inter-state80]

in the live action their fingers meet on the planchette, so ridiculously romantic it makes me ill, and in the anime dean’s first word to sam on the laptop is just SAMMY! like oh…

[nymphalidaze]

Thinking about Sam just fucking Dean like a madman for dozens of Tuesdays in a row and Dean dying every single time. Suffocates on Sam's cock. Internal rupture and bleeds to death. Sam drops him while holding him up and he hits his head. Sam accidentally chokes him to death with his hands then again with his bicep. Dean has an aneurysm. Dean has a stroke. Sam holds him face down and Dean suffocates in the pillows.

And when the timeloop is undone after the months he spends trying to get Dean back after his Wednesday death, he fucks him and nearly actually kills him for real because he gets too rough and chokes him out and afterwards he realises holy shit, he would have died for real, I nearly killed him. He'd gotten so used to Dean dying during sex that he'd lost his self-control. He feels like a monster. Dean is lying on the bed in subspace with no idea Sam is going through a crisis. Sam's gentle with him for weeks after and Dean gets bored and snaps at him to fuck him like he means it. It's the first time they ever implement a safeword and sign. Dean thinks it's some pussy bullshit but Sam insists.

And yes I'm turning this into a fic (eventually).

[crucifysam]

casually wearing the most lovesick expression u’ve ever seen