HI IM SORRY I HAD TO DELETE MY BLOG

i had to delete my blog and remake it. yes this is the same narusisas just give me a hot minute to actually redo my blog

[narusisas]

i like to joke a lot saying 'i'm gonna shoot myself' as a replacement for kms jokes bc i've heard that the more you joke about killing yourself, the more real it feels, and saying i'm gonna shoot myself is unattainable enough for it to feel hyperbolic. it's important that i never buy a gun

[narusisas]

i just want to delete everything i want to deactivate my account and delete all the apps and never talk to anyone again and i'm not even the person that was hurt. but i feel like an awful person and i don't want to talk to anyone again

[narusisas]

i don't think i've felt the desire to hurt myself since i was maybe 14. i thought maybe it was bc i was more mentally stable but it was actually bc i just didn't do anything stupid for a while

[narusisas]

bad interaction on the internet! time to delete my blog!!

[narusisas]

bad interaction on the internet! time to delete my blog!!

[narusisas]

someone got mad at me on one of my sideblogs bc i didn’t read the tags and now it’s taking all my effort to not delete the sideblog