vile blood

Hello. I'm Russian. I'm using a translator

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I ate a huge plate of pasta with mushrooms and chicken. We bought a huge bag of chanterelles, and now I’m making every dish with them. It’s delicious.

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«Kiss me and hurt me and kill me and touch mе

And lick me and love me and need me and want me now»

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Want to smoke.

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We went out for a smoke three times in an hour.

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I'm fucking sick of heartburn.

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It’s strange—masturbating while recalling his words, which seem surreal in hindsight. As if he couldn't possibly have said them. In the end, I slide my fingers inside, feeling arousal and a tingling in my lower belly, along with an ache somewhere in my chest.

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«I hate myself because today I’m going to masturbate to you.»

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We were at an art gallery. Seriously, I really love seeing how much Van Gogh's work influenced art.

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Supermarket pasta. Seriously, it’s so delicious. Not every café serves pasta that good. It costs about 3 dollars.

I ate a pasta dish at a restaurant that cost almost 15 dollars. It wasn't much better than this one.

Seriously, I’ve found a real gem.

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I bought myself a rose quartz choker today. They say it brings love. Well, I’ll be waiting for my love.

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I'm angry, I can't see a thing, and I'm hungry

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I am isolating myself from society.

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Listen to the song: GONE.Fludd-Парк мечты навязчивого состояния.

It's incredible!!! The instrumental reminds me of the Omori soundtrack. But, as far as I know, the song's melody was inspired by the opening theme of the anime «Paranoia Agent»

[nastyvinsent]

«Когда я ловлю твой взгляд — я как будто распят

Мы как будто родня, это новый разряд

Когда я ловлю твой взгляд — ты как будто моя

Смотришь так на меня, будто жаждешь огня»

Song:Yung Trappa-Взгляд

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My brother got stabbed. In broad daylight, right outside a store—fucking hell. Some people hassled him over his appearance—his tattoos and piercings—and a fight broke out that ended with him getting stabbed in the back. And I just stood there watching it all. I thought it was just a regular scuffle; he gets into fights a lot. But now here we are, sitting on the store steps waiting for the ambulance. Thanks to the adrenaline, he apparently feels neither pain nor ill effects; he’s smoking, laughing, and saying he feels fine. I blame myself so much for not doing anything.

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He’s so sweet, even though he’s a bit of a piece of shit ((((

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«Но мне сил не хватает задушить в себе тревогу

Алкоголь и наркота не приносят больше толку

Я звоню своей малышке — абонент недоступен

В тот момент, обезумев, зашвырнул мобильный в угол»