[nata1101]

I was able to analyze that we may have encounters that trigger our emotions severely, even if it was something small. But we aren’t able to pin point most times why that is, or why it made us feel a certain way. Today, I was able understand why I was triggered... childhood traumas are real. #Ignore

[nata1101]

She was a dream, all around... mostly her personality is what killed me. One day she played but couldn’t handle the good or the real so she acted wrong and pushed what could of been great away.

[nata1101]

When I said family, I really meant it. It’s not that you don’t know how, it’s that you don’t even want to try. #Family

[nata1101]

Ignorant fucks! 🖕

[lovelyladiet]

Fuck It All 🖕🏾🖕🏾🖕🏾🖕🏾🖕🏾

Completely Exhausted with everything and Everybody!!!!!!

[nata1101]

When you realize you’re not meant to have a best friend cause the one you think is yours already has one.

[nata1101]

Pushover

Certain people only think about themselves and this whole time I knew this but never thought I'd learn the way it happened. I'm allowed to think and speak which ever way I want and shouldn't have to think wether I can ask or not! The more reason I should of thought to stay away from you. Bitch

[nata1101]

Laugh

"I wanna eat you, I wanna fuck and I wanna lick every inch of you. I want you to scream my name to the sky... Yeah"

[nata1101]

I went from having a high of being in a good place mentally and emotionally. To basically snapping into my fathers reality. According to Google he may be having Symptoms of dementia. I came home to change when he tells me he's having some kind of hallucinations, this is the second time I hear some of his story. The worst part is that he tells me he thinks he's going crazy... I'm feel so broken right now.

[nata1101]

The little things is what keeps me intact. I'm loosing my edge because the world as I've come to learn isn't simple. There are times where I ponder on what my future is like, if I even have a future. I just think about tomorrow and what I'll do next year but nothing ahead of that. I'm lost. I'm hurt more than what I've ever been before. I have anger issues but to everyone else it seems like things slide of my back... It does not, I think my body just cancels all the negative things out. Like I don't feel it. Or I'm just suppressing the pain. There really isn't anyone anymore, it's me.

[nata1101]

Figures

Once again, the story repeats itself. I fall for people emotionally and in the end, some may let me down gently and others will take advantage. I'm a little better but sometimes it hits me because I need to know why things happen. This time, after being there through the good and the bad, I'm pushed away... To that, I'll say fuck you for hurting me the way you are doing it right now. I would say something but id rather not because I know you won't do anything about it and I would also be setting myself up for failure.

[nata1101]

I'm so tired of everybody using me. People who should have the answers, people who should be there. People who expect you to do everything for them and put you down and make you feel guilty if you don't. Things like that make me lose hope. I don't want to be like that, I don't want to become like that... Nevertheless, be around that. I hate it and I hope I can get out of this hole and get away from everything some day soon!

[nata1101]

Sometimes we know the truth but you don't know how to get out of a situation. Because inside you tell yourself that maybe things will change and that's how a person ends up controlling you and your feelings! I hate Caring so much for the wrong people. I wish they can feel the pain I feel.

[nata1101]

When you think the pains gone... But really, the bandaid is just peeling off.

[nata1101]

I refuse to hangout with people who talk shit about you behind closed doors but everything set aside they still wanna be your friends... It's normal? Everyone does it? My ass! Go FUCK YOURSELF!

[nata1101]

I really hate my life right now, this instant where things hurt because I don't know any better. Where people use and torture me but I stand by it because I "love them and want to be an example of what not to do to people"

[historical-nonfiction]

In 1987 boy named Diamond made a call to the Minneapolis police saying that his father was physically attacking his mother. This photograph, of one boy’s bravery, was hailed as one of the most influential photographs in the world by Life Magazine.