nathan

I just want my mind to be a clear glass, a clear glass with nothing in my head.

[natborlos]

intro post

I'm Nathan, I'm from Southeast Asia.

I like the names; Nat, Nath and Nainai.

Male.

🍵🌊🌊

I have no dni and I most likely follow back. Unless you're an anti, non-tc, a bot, or irl (with exceptions).

I may post vents or things simply too personal. Sometimes I'll post my edits and art.

My socials if you'd like to talk to me, please do! I would like to make new friends.

discord: natborlos

Ask me for my tiktok or any other socials that I might have.

𓏏𓏏 better luck next time

[natborlos]

May 9th is my favorite date.

[natborlos]

I' am calm now

[natborlos]

what happened yesterday i dont even remember all i remember was that i was angry

[natborlos]

I hate this!!! I hate my mind!!! All it does is make me feel shit I don't like!!!! I will only calm down if my brain finally stops working and when my heart stops beating, I hate this I hate it!!!!!!!!!

[goodfolk2]

[natborlos]

Wait was I actually spiraling and going crazy and mad

[natborlos]

I don't want to go to school and see everyones stupid faces and hear everyones stupid blabbering and deal with everyones stupid shit and be in this stupid class

[natborlos]

Nevermind i feel fine hello guys i wont kill myself im actually quite alive and well im very content with how my life is going

[natborlos]

Ok

[natborlos]

..Listen here you stupid piece of shit, you know who you are and how youve made my life hell! When I kill myself itll be yours and many others fault! If you know me in real life don't try to help me. Don't be concerned or worried, none of your actions would make a difference if I kill myself or not!

[natborlos]

Everyone is pushing me to commit suicide!

[natborlos]

I feel GREAT

[natborlos]

For the past few days I've been feeling like all the dokis from ddlc

[natborlos]

WAIT.. what if I just dgaf.. I never thought about that.. if i dgaf none of u will ever see me vent posting ever again

[natborlos]

I was gonna cry myself to sleep again but my irls showed up thanks for distracting me I guess

[natborlos]

I hope everyone but me in this family dies a horrific death