Some more headcanons for Lighter~ will add to this periodically.
1. Lighter is a very physically active man with a lot of stamina, I imagine he enjoys it more when he can be a bit rough and not spend too much time focused on restraint- to not have to hold himself back.
BUT I do think he would be very careful/ gentle early into a relationship and test his limits slowly, he's definitely got that gentlemanly manner about him and would be a stickler for consent. He's the kind of guy I can see being really, really turned off being rough or trying something new if there's any signs he's hurt his partner, or any negative implication from it at all. It'd probably take him a while and a lot of convincing to consider trying it again. He's a big squish under the cool, tough guy facade.
I think he'd enjoy gentle sex or slow sex just as much anyway, his biggest turn on is his s/o and their enjoyment, plus sex thatâs the total opposite to the pace of his fast paced, dangerous life from time to time?? I think that would probably feel like a nice break for him. He's definitely the sort to switch things up in that regard.
2. He totally has a praise kink. Praise him, he wants to be praised. I feel like heâs awkward/shy with genuine, soft compliments on his appearance though.. Seems to be canon.
3. Lighter is such a people pleaser, so I think seeing his partner enjoying whatever he's doing would be a huge turn on for him. Same with noisy sex, I can see him liking it loud. I think if he was with a really quiet partner he'd worry he's not doing a good job or they're not enjoying it- probably lay awake at night worried about it for weeks or months into a relationship before eventually saying something..
4. Lighter has stated himself canonically the main reason he wears shades is due to fear of eye contact. I have a whole other headcanon of why that is- but I think this would heavily affect him in the bedroom. Unless his partner has spent time helping him get past that, eye contact would be avoided and he'd probably even try to wear shades during the deed. Anxiety and discomfort if eye contact happens would be a pretty big boner killer, so he's probably quick to avoid sexual encounters post underground fighting days, especially if that anxiety hasn't been discussed⊠he'd need a lot of patience and understanding in this regard. I think without sensing that patience from someone, there's zero chance of a relationship let alone sex.
5. Related to the above, I think his common positions to opt for are those like doggy, where eye contact is unlikely if not impossible. I don't think theyâre necessarily his favourite positions, though. Lighter strikes me as very devoted, the kind of man who wants to be close to his partner, so help him tackle his anxieties around eye contact and he'd probably enjoy the more intimate positions the most where he gets to feel close to them- I also think he'd enjoy seeing his s/o face when he gets them to climax, cocky little shit.
6. Lighter is a man willing to tease just in general, so there's no way this doesn't apply to the bedroom. He can also take what he dishes out, honestly I think he'd like being teased back and know his s/o is willing to match his energy. Draw something out like oral, verbal teasing etc-
7. Heâs a natural leader (Even if his past would have him heavily disagree) and I think this would apply in the bedroom. Lighterâs not a pushover, if he's comfortable with someone heâll take the lead, probably prefer being the one in charge most times since he's naturally not great at being submissive⊠But on the flipside, I think as someone who's always looking out for others rather than himself, and states multiple times he doesn't like making decisions anymore (yay trauma) he'd likely never ask for it BUT he'd appreciate his s/o taking initiative, probably even get excited if they showed some dominance (He wouldn't make it easy for them, but that's half the fun⊠Or if they catch him in the right mood he might just think âcool, I can sit back and let someone else make the decisionsâ and just let it happen.. Heâs a pretty chill person, I don't see it affecting his ego to let his s/o take the lead or try to be more dominant with him once in a while) heâd probably also take months into a relationship to âaskâ for something he wants specifically for 'himself.' He's a giver, not a taker- at times very much to his detriment.
8. He's a big softy and definitely a cuddler after sex (if itâs a relationship and not just some quick fling). I also headcanon he likes a lollipop after. It probably used to be smokes, but now he's quit? Cutely wrapped candy instead!
9. Lighter can definitely go a few rounds in a row, only 'break' needed would be the refractory period. If he can fight 100 men and still come out standing, he can go multiple rounds in the sack-
His s/o is best not to ask him to prove how many rounds he can go, not unless they're ready for the results of that challenge..
I just know this man is only confident when he's alone, but when he's with you? GOD, don't even think about it. All that confidence, thrown out the window.
Confidence? What's that?
If he ever got a social media, and all his posts be either the views of the outer ring or just his bike, or maybe just random things like cats, or bangboos.
But there are moments when he feel, feisty.
And when he does, THAT photo is going to be on his story, it'll last only for at least like 6 hours before he archived it LMAO.
IF,
If you ever caught him in that moments, he'll be absolutely embarrassed. He'll even go as far as ignoring you. But that only last for 2 minutes before he goes back to you again in chat.
It'll be different if it's face to face though.
Just you accidentally barging in, and having a staring session with him that's completely shirtless underneath his iconic jacket. Eyes going from his face, down to his abs, up to his face again.
"What a nice view I'm having here." You teased.
He who had been taking pics in the dark stares at you, his mind was still buffering when you barge in, and when you comment that, he immediately drop the lights and cover himself upâ
"Iâ, youâ, that'sâ not suppose to happen. I was just, you know, admiring myself. Uh, to the fullest." He explained, oh so terribly.
"ohh, suuuure, i love your self love here. Perhaps next time let me see how you love yourself?" You tilt your head while leaning against the door frame, smiling.
He stared, his mouth agape as he tried to find a response inside his already malfunctioning brain. And before he could process anything properly, his lips already answered on his behalfâ
"Sureâ" and when he realized he inhaled sharply and goes, "wait, noâ I mean, okay, i guess but, ..Nevermind. Just. Mercy on the teasing." He covered half of his face with his own hand and took a deep breath.
After maybe a minute? He stepped closer to you, ignoring the fact that his hand that was pulling the jacket slowly come to lose, and then he gently grabbed your hand, slowly leading them to his absâ
synopsis: the one word senior ye would use to describe you is âunpredictable.â at times, shiyuan is unpredictable, too.
contents: masturbation, sexual repression, ye shiyuan is sexually represssed, shame, loss of control, shameful masturbation, ye shiyuan loses his discipline, masturbating, sexual fantasy, power dynamics, ye shiyuan is your senior, implied power imbalance. 18+ MINORS DNI
notes: crossposted to AO3, please a-yuan lemme hit
the one word senior ye would use to describe you is âunpredictable.â
you were utterly reckless at times, just short of moronic. he wondered at timesâ do you even think about what youâre doing?
ever since you came to waifei peninsula, ever since you joined yunkui summit, youâve been a bit of a headache as his junior. but, no, you werenât stupid⊠and maybe you did know what you were doing.
shiyuan laid in his bed, the rickety wooden frame accommodating the curve of his spine, his body restless and shifting from side to side. he laid on his left side, grunted, rolled to the right, groaned. his mind kept bouncing back to you, much to his dismay. ye shiyuanâs brows furrowed, focusing on the closest thing to him, which happened to be his glasses resting on the nightstand.
a part of him wondered what you were doing, if you were up to the same stupid things you always did. you could be sneaking out, spending whatever money you had left at yum cha sin, you tapping away at the glass that covered the bangboo vending machine, your face smushed against the clear pane.
he huffed unconsciously, his muscles wound with tension that had nothing to do with his martial arts training. he shifted again, settling on his back, the thin sheet annoying him in a way he couldnât quite describe. his brown hair was splayed out on the pillow nestled under his neck and head, eyes focused on the ceiling above him.
no matter what: he just cannot sleep. no matter what he tries.
the more he moved around on his bed, trying to get comfortable, the less he was, and as he stared up at the ceiling, his thoughts only got worse and worse.
shiyuan rubbed a hand over his face, fingers dragging his fair skin downwards. he lolled his head to the right again, his gaze fixed on the intricate design of his nightstand. the handle was a bronze-gold color, adorned with delicate designs, the wood was a gorgeous maple, stained with a deep color that complimented its accents. he was desperately trying everything to ignore the beckoning heat in his core.
shiyuan never feels like thisâ he has more discipline than that. even if he canât bring himself to sleep at night, never do those feelings, those thoughts, fester. his hand slid down to his lips, covering his mouth entirely as he winced. tonight, this was entirely un-ignorable.
sweat began to bead at his forehead, close to his hairline, slowly rolling down to his furrowed brow. he could feel a noxious dread mixing with years of pent-up lust brewing deep in his chest and his lower stomach. ye shiyuan knew better than to let it get to him, why are you getting to him? is this another one of your little tricks?
his hand trembled down, shamefully, towards the waistband of his pants. he flinched as his palm rested on his clothed erection, warm and stiff to the touch. shiyuan swore to himself that he knew better than to touch himself, that it was a lapse in his judgment, he shouldnât be doing something so shameful, but as his palmed his cock some more, his resolve wavered. nobody had to know.
his breaths came in slow, deliberately measured puffs, careful not to bring attention to himself somehow, his hyper vigilance like second nature. he looked around his room once, twice, eyes darting from left to right to left, though he knew he was alone, before snaking his hand into his pants and boxers.
shaking like a wet dog, shiyuan finally grabbed his bare cock, shivering at the feverish, explicit touch. his willpower slowly left him, evaporating into his bed like the sweat dampening his sheets and clothes. he shouldnât be thinking about his junior in such a way, especially not someone so level-headed like him. not once has his thinking been so foggy, so⊠lewd.
he arched into his own touch, thumbing his cock, smearing his precum over his shaft, stifling a soft noise in the dead of night. he wanted to crawl out of his own skin knowing what heâs doing, the shame eating him from the inside all the way out, but it feels so, so good. with each wave of shame, a deeper, fuller wave of pleasure coursed through his body. he began to stroke himself in a consistent rhythm, his thinking in tandem with his hand. his thoughts continuously circled back to you, touching himself to the way he remembered your smile, your soft laugh, the one or two times he accidentally looked at your boobs. maybe he shouldnât have appreciated them the way he did those off-handed times. it was slightly perverse, but itâs pretty normal for guys to kinda do that⊠right?
he bit back a few more soft noises, feeling the heat building within his well-built muscles. with every flex of his muscles, with every stroke and touch of his own hand, he lost himself in the deep pleasure. he couldnât quite remember the last time he let himself do this. fuck the shame, fuck the wrongness of all this. it felt so good to let loose for once, to shed himself of the shackling restraint he always bares.
his eyes screwed shut, gritting his teeth as his hand worked faster on his shaft, his non-dominant flying to his mouth to cover a desperate squeak. he was so close, his thoughts fuzzy and disconnected from all reason, from his own body. fuck, he was about to cum, yet, he couldnât bring himself to care anymore about the recklessness of it all. he didnât care about his shame, from what he should and shouldnât be doing. youâve got amazing tits.
with a strangled, muffled groan, ye shiyuan threw his head back as far as he could, his bare chest rising and falling, skin slick with sweat. he stroked faster, feeling the cum spill out onto his body. his climax was wholly overwhelming, draining his balls onto his own chest, his mind finally silent for once, vision hazy, his body and brain completely disconnected.
shiyuan supposed at times he could be unpredictable, too. he never thought he had it in him to throw away all his discipline, especially for someone like you, his own junior. he couldnât predict cumming on his own chest, huffing and gasping for air like heâd been starved, just âcause of youâŠ
to hell with it, though. maybe thatâs why you do the shit you do, because itâs fun. because it feels good. he canât blame you much, if so. shiyuan wonât admit it aloud but he loves the lewd, hot feeling of shooting ropes and the way his body gets all tense when heâs about to cum.
a newfound part of ye shiyuan wants nothing more, now, than to burn away the rest of his disciplineâ as shameful and condemnable it is.
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