Mellos_mylovely

I made this Tumblr account because Reddit sucks, sometimes. I do love Mello, but I don't really like the content on here regarding him.

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Introduction, because it's fun :)

Hello, you can call me Nattsu ナッツ (like nuts, not the guy from Fairytales). I use he/him pronouns and use masculine terms to define myself. If my sexual orientation really is interesting to some people, then I'd say that it doesn't matter, I love Mello and whatever his gender is, that's all :) I'm not a native english speaker, pardon my mistakes and pretend I'm all mighty ^ ^

I really adore Death Note, but I will not talk about it on this account ! Because I always hated the fandom, even since 2018 hahaha, if not worse... Not to talk about how people treat Mello. But I may post some of my favorite cosplays :) My other interest is well obviously The Kid At The Back, and my favorite characters are Sol and Hyugo :) This I'm very open minded to the fandom. I usually hate headcanons, and only stick to facts, but for some reasons, all the scenarios about Sol, and over-analizing everything like I have done for a while now is amusing to me, that's even why I initially created this account. And I might cosplay Sol in the future. Why not other characters too, like Khol from You Make This House A Home... I like cosplaying these type of characters because they look like me, tall dark hair and huge eyebags. Yeah I'm sure you all care about that information. I also sometimes feel a little nerdy blehhh :P and spend days only playing Friday Night Funkin and yapping about Pico, because Pico is babes.

As to talk a little about my dearest darling, Mello <3 I have been fascinated by him since I watched Death Note for the first time, in 2018. If you dig deep enough into the internet (which I hope nobody ever does tbh), you can easily find my old accounts all about doing rp as his best friend. Oh my, I was in denial hahaha. In 2023, an ex isolated me (I won't go in too much detail, because I'm so shyyy >///<). And it made me want to read Death Note again after years of thinking that watching it once was enough. All I wanted already was to see Mello, when I did I instantly felt lighter, and he became all that mattered to me. And sort of officially, I fell in love with him the 25th of October 2023. We fell in love in October, that's why. I broke up with my ex, laughter. And since then I never stopped posting and talking about my love for Mello online. For more details, ask me directly :)

I wouldn't say I'm closed minded to discussion but I'm not exactly friendly nor funny. When talking about things I like I quickly become a spam, a nerd or act like it's do or die. But know that I'd look hell and back for a tiny information !

I mean it, I might come off as rude or dry in comments or private messages. It's not my due. My humour is to be a troll or sarcastic, if I'm being neither I'm genuine about my words, so don't interpret my messages too far, don't interpret at all actually, not even my silences. Please don't call me autistic for this btw, it would be very ignorant from you, and annoying for me. Without being a baby about it, I'm tired of being labeled with something I don't have :)

I post a lot about Mello and Death Note on TikTok I post cosplays, drawings and mostly only about Mello on Instagram I post even more about Mello and Death Note on Reddit If only I interest you, my accounts are the same everywhere : About Mello : Mellos_mylovely About me : Nattsujubo If anyone wants my discord it'll be in private messages, because once again, I'm so shyyy >///<

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⚠️The Day 3 Update for the demo of You Make This House a Home is now open for the public.⚠️

[Find the new area of the house. Find what he's hiding.]

Little note from Julian;

I suggest playing from the beginning over again. There is a new soundtrack, as well as adjusted dialogue that I think will be beneficial for the experience. Please report any major bugs found in the bug catching channel of my Discord Server, and play with an open mind.

Have fun and thank you for your continuous support.

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More updates coming soon...

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Sol's mii and my son are together :0

It was very dramatic, my best friend tried to steal him from Sol !!! Aren't they so cutesy :)

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What could Sol possibly have ?

I would instantly correct you and say that no, he is not a psychopath, by fact it's not called antisocial and he also doesn't show the symptoms of it.

I thought about OCD, or anything that could give him intrusive ideas. He is convinced that we are meant for each others by fate. It doesn't seem like simple obsession to me, he sounds completely out of it 😶 I acts sweet and pretty closed to others, even us sometimes : when you decide to kiss his bandaged wrists he says "I'm not a little kid you know ?" even tho he likes it. He has no reason to hide his feelings for us. And going to the point of killing Crowe. In my opinion, he also didn't wanted us to know that Crowe died, not because you'd hate him but to not hurt you.

He sounds like he is trying to save us, not just like someone obsessed.

I'll speak about my life a little bit. I have been obsessed on by different people almost every year since 2021, online, in real life, different kind of obsessions too : bdp idealization, psychotic obsession, adoration, even an actual yandere (I know it sounds so edgy but it's true). None of these people ever acted like my savior, actually the opposite. The yandere did wanted to kill my "bf" (I made one up in hope he'd leave me alone), but not to protect me from him, only to have me.

He has a special way that he wants to act in front of us, a need to control. He wants things to go his way in an obsessive way. Crowe isn't just holding him back, he is forbidding him from reaching his "fate" with you.

And Hyugo obviously help him. But he also seems worried both for you and Sol. He knows what's going on but he doesn't stop Sol, he only calm him down, like something has to be controlled about him.

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I wanna talk about killing stalking and I got no friends, so take my spam <3

This is all copy pasted and translated from a conversation with a friend (yes I lied in my title, cancel me) so I'll range each paragraphs per numbers. So then it's easier to read, and know where you at.

1/4 It's pretty awful but I understand why everyone loves Sangwoo. When he acts normal he is really funny and confident, that makes him attractive I think. Not attractive in a romantic way, so the right word is charismatic (I'm a lil fool blehhh).

2/4 Also what is funny with Sangwoo is that everyone in the comments (I read Killing Stalking online) says "this guy has a double personality". He doesn't, he is testing Bum, he treats him like an experiment, it reminds me of the way borderlines test their favorite person to see if they will stay or not. "Sangwoo uses Yoon Bum" he does use him to fufill his need for affection or whatever is going on in his head. At no points Sangwoo hides his emotions to Bum, when he is scared, crying, angry, happy he shows it to Bum, and more than just showing... But to others he only shows fake. He treats Bum like a trustworthy person, like a mother... What a surprising conclusion wow (Imma flip).

3/4 (TW : mention of SA) I think people have way too much pity for Bum. He is a grown ahh man that is not less than a killer, a sexual harrasser (when he yelled out loud in front of a whole classroom that a girl was 🍇 only because she hasn't answered his letter and got mad), and of course a stalker. He can't stop falling, getting hurt, whining, crying every two seconds, he also always needs to pee in the least convenient moments. Can't he be serious a moment... He is the reason I think Sangwoo is a more likable character. 4/4 I wonder how Sangwoo would manipulate someone carefree. I believe he wouldn't be interested in someone like that in the first place. But let's imagine that he had to, if the person doesn't care about : sex, money, his own problems, his family, himself. What then, what can you threaten when you start with nothing ? Yoon Bum is easy to manipulate, with emotional pain, because physical works but only when he is experiencing it. Even if he did manipulate with torture, what if the guys still doesn't care (I might be pushing your imagination too far but I'm having fun with funny scenarios).

I care to precise that I do not think of this manga as dark romance, heck no. And I hate all characters (except the cop Ig). I only read this because the characters are interesting and I'm myself pretty mental. Just don't cancel me I promise I'm a sweet guy ^ ^ That's useless to mention but it's not the first time I read it, I just randomly decided to care again two days ago.

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I won't give any context to what I initially was watching, because it's funnier this way

I immediately thought of her. No, it's not talking about actual human skin... Yeah anyway...

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I took this test and answered it like I was Sol

I mean, he is a good husband in the way that he'll definitely be your first and last, at all costs... 💙 Isn't my Sunny charming ! ^ ^ Sol わかわいいですねね ?!!! (Imagine Hyugo saying this)

link to the test :)

Look at this simp, this green simp. He's lucky it's canon that he smells like mint or something <3 (I'm sarcastic, I don't think he'd stink tbh)...

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I think it's cute and fun

Omg I did a face reveal, I'm shaking...

I did it only with Hyugo and Sol because they are my favorite characters, Deryl and Brittney are cool too but not enough for me to care :0 I don't ship myself with any, it's just cute and funny (title mentioned). The blank sheets are linked to the pic :) Well Idk how that works so good luck.

I'm surprised Sol's horny is so low, and Hyugo's jealousy so high. Did I miss something ?

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Sol and Hyugo in Tomodachi Life

Aren't they so cute ? I wanted to give Hyugo the quirk to stand with his hands on his hips but I gave him a book about fighting instead (I know I suck, throw the tomatoes)... Also Hyugo isn't barefoot, it's just that they don't have pure white in that game for some reason ;-; Last also, I'm colorblind, don't cancel me if the colors aren't accurate ;(

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I just imagined what day 3 could be, or simply the Halloween party.

This is a complete headcanon, obviously ^ ^ I was thinking that depending your route of course the party would be different, but by FAR !

Crowe 💜 You would go to the party all together with the whole friend group, but you and Crowe have matching costumes ! There should be an event that makes you and Crowe having to isolate and the best idea I can come up with as I'm writing is one of these lame bully spilling something on your costume and Crowe coming with you to wash it; or second option, you go change and Crowe gives you his costume so you can still have one, while he wouldn't mind being basic. In the NSWF version, I imagine really well you and Crowe probably trying to be freaky when changing costumes. In the SFW version, he probably couldn't stop looking at you while you change, or would be flustered trying to help you wash the stain off your costume. edit : If things go bad with Crowe (cuz of low points), you isolate yourself to cry. And depending on where you hide either Sol or GEO comes and talk to you. Geo because he is canonically the closest to Crowe, and I believe he would tell you about how Crowe really loves you but is going through a hard time recently with his family blah blah blah. If it's Sol, he'll definitely comfort you, hug you and maybeee confess ? I'm not sure he'd go that far but he could also make Crowe "pay" for making you cry. But it's funnier to think he'd keep Crowe alive to hear and watch you being upset at him, and Crowe being sad.

Sol 💚 You Sol and Hyugo (even if I think Hyugo couldn't make it, sadly). So, you Sol and Hyugo that was supposed to come but doesn't make it, Sol would completely wear a costume of a character you'd find attractive, like Jason from Friday 13th (wdym he's not attractive ? Well nobody's perfect). That can also give him a reason to have a mask in case something with Crowe happens... If Hyugo makes it, I could see him bringing alcohol !!! :0 Which means you'd get drunk, probably in a more isolated part of school. And then Sol would most probably take advantage of that. Without Hyugo bringing alcohol, maybe you would get tired after staying late there and Sol would take you home, and do the same as when you drank that delicious and refreshing orange juice ! edit : Or what if, because of the alcohol and Sol being drunk (even if I think that he wouldn't let himself be drunk in order to protect you or control himself) he spilled all the truth about his feelings for you ? Or if Hyugo was drunk he'd reveal himself how Sol feels about you, which could lead to you two having a serious private talk (so you're only you and him together). And if you decide to drink (because that probably be your own choice), you'd be the one confessing to Sol, or saying the truth about your feelings with Crowe if your points with Sol are too low. I'm used to being a party pooper, so I hope I'm not accidentally spoiling anything ? Because to me it's a really cool headcanon I just hatched. (I wanted to make a joke about mouthfeeding but it's gross, just imagine it and laugh).

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Sol would literally worship the ground you walk on it's in his name

Ik it refers the sun leave me alone. O sol e a lua are freaky bruddy yk ?

My bad, I exposed your obscure secret Sunbun :P

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I already kinda posted about this, but I want to extend on it.

Hear me out, I noticed something about how you lose and gain points with both. It's not random.

When you lose points with Crowe, it's a LOT of points and they go to Sol; because to Sol, low points with Crowe = less in common with Crowe, and easier to have you for himself. When you lose points with Crowe, you can even reach 10 with Sol, even if you ignore him the whole time and only take Crowe's route, I played that way and I know. I posted about this gameplay if interested, but it really is a rushed post hahaha.

But when you lose points with Sol, you're still not that high with Crowe, because you're already friends.

My conclusion is a bit logical and boring, but to Sol, it's HIM or it WILL be him an other way (killing Crowe…). To Crowe, you're a friend, he loves you as both a crush and a best friend, he wants your happiness. Idk at all how to explain better. But the way you get points with them is very interesting and not random. Crowe simply doesn't need points with you, because he already "has" you (I sound like Sol hahaha). Sol is new, he needs the points, and he has to take them from Crowe. I'm sure everybody noticed how Crowe looks sad when low on points and peaceful when higher. While Sol looks angry when low. And when they're equal, or both at 0 (when you begin), Sol looks bored, Crowe looks peaceful.

What I mean is that, to me Crowe doesn't look that interested, sometimes even more hopeless than just losing interest you know ? To go even further; he acts kinda weird. He says he likes us so much. But it feels like he doesn't make any efforts to reach to us. And when we're alone he acts like his time is counted, even in peaceful moments, he is always too lost in thoughts. But this is an other theory.

(This is copy pasted from a conversation with a friend, pardon me if it feels rushed.)

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Is Sol a christian ?

Maybe it is obvious but I only realized now, as I'm playing again.

He seems to pray for the food, and I know he isn't thanking MC, because MC thanks too. Also his hands make it look like he's praying.

When you tell Crowe you believe in God(s), you lose points with him but gain points with Sol. Finally, a little obvious but he does wear a cross around his neck. Even if on his ears they are upside down, it can still be a sign that he's into religion. (edit : on his necklace is a key, and on some off arts his earring is upright).

Maybe, because from what I understood, he watched me and Crowe the night he asked the "Do you believe in Gods" question. If he heard me say that yes, I do believe in Gods; he becomes more interested in them ? To make MC happy ?

It can also be just because that if me and Crowe don't agree about religion, it gives us more things to not have in common, like Sol would most probably like.

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Am I the only one surprised that Sol still thinks of us so highly after leaving him being bullied in the library ? If the person I'd see as my soulmate, that is supposed to be my fate; ignored me in a moment where I needed help I'd feel nothing for them anymore... That's just me, but I think that even if Sol would go fighting (and killing) for us, he wouldn't just understand that oh yeah, "MC doesn't care about me as much as I do" and feel so peaceful about it. Why si he still so sweet afterwards ??? Sigh.

edit : After re-reading my own post, I thought longer about this. And now we're gonna talk about my love for Mello. You see I am devoted to him, I'd sacrifice my life for him. Basically what Sol thinks about MC is almost alike as what I feel for Mello. And I do understand now, Sol does act disappointed without making us feel guilty. Of course I'd feel a little abandoned by Mello in this situation. But at this moment of the story, Sol was still a stranger to us. I think Sol just felt sad, but understanding. After all, he wants to protect us more than he wants to be protected. He also knows very well that he can defend himself if he wanted.

I'll leave this post on my profile tho, in case someone asks themselves the same question :)

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Ya'll like my spamming ? Anyway, I never related to a character like I relate to Sol.

20/24 Sol💚 11/24 Hyugo💙 13/24 Crowe💜

(If you visit my account often, yes I added stuff)

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I like to make my gameplays more interesting by trying anything that goes through my head. So I decided to do Crowe's route, but to only chose the worst answers. This is where it lead me. When I did the same thing but with Sol, I was still at 4 with him, I don't remember for Crowe tho, I think he was still lower, hahaha :)

edit : the thing is that, I believe that to Sol, if you fail with Crowe it means (to him) that you don't like him, and that would be why it goes up to 10. But has your best friend, Crowe just naturally spends time with us, and so doesn't have to worry about "failing" or not with us. That's why it's still so high with Sol's route and SO low with Crowe's route :)

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Geo is so boring Idc what his glazer might say...