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slipping away from me

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my mind is torn, I hate it but I long to feel what I felt before

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You were the better part of every bit of beating heart that I had..whatever I had..

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little voices in my head say "don't mind the little voices"

[mmlp2shady]

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guess I'll wait another lifetime

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how'd you go from being that somebody I believed, into being someone doubting me behind the scenes?

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they telling me to dive in water they won't dip their feet in.

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predictions I predicted often arrived, like they own the place and suffocate the areas that I thrive.

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if I don't trust myself, who can I trust? if I abuse myself daily, who can I love?

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I'm just a product of a hostile environment, who tatted over his battle scars.

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Stuck in my ways, you'd think it's a phase, stuck in my city, you'd think it's a maze.

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see the evil eye when I look over my shoulder, they say money don't stink but I couldn't stand the odor.

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staying low just counting my blessings, praying for the days I'll learn my lessons.

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better slept on than stepped on.

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still lost in these Strangelands, I ain't lost my face yet.

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I'm losing my mind trying to figure out how did I inherit so much pain.