aspiring rich auntie ✨

30 | Maryland

[ne-murda]

Just a girl who got broken up with last night and is hurting. I’m not okay. Heartbreak feels like death. I feel like I’m dying.

[ne-murda]

Love has never rewarded me.

Being a good woman has never rewarded me.

Being loyal has never rewarded me.

Being a ride or die has never rewarded me.

[ne-murda]

I’ve been out the way, fighting for my life… literally.

1️⃣0️⃣ pounds down 💪🏾

[ne-murda]

Day 2️⃣ of my period is pure hell. I’m suffering so bad right now 😩

[ne-murda]

Day 2️⃣5️⃣

6️⃣ pounds down

[ne-murda]

I’ve been out the way, fighting for my life and my health. Literally.

2 weeks of consistency

5️⃣ pounds down

[ne-murda]

I’m passing off some of my books to another happy home ❤️ Click the link below to check out my bookstore!

Fat Girl Reads's Bookstore | PangoBooks

Browse books from Fat Girl Reads's bookstore on PangoBooks. What it is? What it be? It’s your favorite fat girl who reads! Just an avid rea

[ne-murda]

They call me big mama… like a fat bitch ‼️

[ne-murda]

Keep these bitch niggas away from me 🤲🏾

[ne-murda]

My first epic fantasy. I’ve always shied away from fantasy like this bc it seemed intimidating with all the world building. I was always scared that I wouldn’t be able to understand it. However, I’m really enjoying this one!

[ne-murda]

Onto book 2!

[ne-murda]

My first epic fantasy. I’ve always shied away from fantasy like this bc it seemed intimidating with all the world building. I was always scared that I wouldn’t be able to understand it. However, I’m really enjoying this one!

[ne-murda]

Weigh in day!

Goal: 5 days a week, 30 minutes a day.

First week: accomplished ✅

Since then: I’ve been slacking 😞

This week: 3 days a week, one hour a day.

Starting weight: 326 (heaviest I’ve ever been)

First goal weight: 280

[ne-murda]

I often spend a lot of time feeling alone, like I have nobody. My birthday was a reminder of how loved I truly am 🥺❤️

Thank you so much for all of the birthday love. You made my 30th one to remember.

[ne-murda]

Happy birthday to me 🥳

Goodbye 20 something’s, hello 30 something’s!

Today, I’m 30 years old. Just saying that out loud feels crazy 😭😩🤣

If you so wish to make today special for me:

Cash App: $luhkneeshuh

Want to buy me something bookish? Wishlist link below 🫶🏾

Check out my list on Amazon

[ne-murda]

i’m so drained bro.

[ne-murda]

Snapchat camera on web?

[ne-murda]

This past weekend, I really learned how flexible I am. My man had my tip toes touching the top of the headboard. Them fat jokes never phase me bc baby, this weight don’t stop a thang 😌