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ˏˋ°•*⁀➷selfship, writing, and random shit side blog

[nectarbloodburgeon]

Fuck my stupid yume life

ׂ╰┈➤ about me!

➸ you can call me cole or nectar

➸ 26

➸ genderfluid, they/them, he/him

ׂ╰┈➤ about this blog!

➸ this WAS primarily a self shipping and writing side blog, but now it's practically just my random ass side blog. I can't follow back, but you can dm and ask for my main if you like!

➸ multi self shipper, so I will mention multiple f/o's

➸ doubles are ok!

➸ not a strictly NSFW blog, but it will come up, so it is 18+

➸ multi fandom

➸ pfp isn't always an f/o

➸ not every post will be about self shipping

ׂ╰┈➤ byf!

➸ I use strong language frequently

➸ dead dove enjoyer

➸ weird queer freak

➸ I rarely tag spoilers for most things

ׂ╰┈➤ dni!

➸ no minors, no exceptions! If you're below 18, DO NOT INTERACT! YOU WILL BE BLOCKED!

➸ if you argue about ship wars, canon couples, and generally try to dictate how people interact with fandom or self shipping, I'm just going to block you

➸ puritans fuck off

➸ if you're MAGA, a zionist, anti-lbgtq+, a TERF, a pedo, a zoophile, alt-right or any kind of fascist or bigot, FUCK OFF!!!

➸ NO AI!!

Enjoy your stay <3

[nectarbloodburgeon]

Another reason you all should play Sovereign Tower is that...

Spoilers below the cut

...We have desperate werewolf boyfriend

[nectarbloodburgeon]

You guys should play Sovereign Tower, we got Jester that wants to fuck you sort of and honks at you

[agent-cupcake]

Devil’s Bouquet

Pairing: Emet-Selch (Final Fantasy XIV) x f!reader

Synopsis: After spending your entire life sheltered from all evils in your mother’s palace, you find yourself in a very unfortunate situation where the only option is to make a deal with one of the dangerously powerful Unseen. 

Warnings: explicit smut, semi-consensual kidnap/imprisonment, dubcon/noncon

Tags: alternate universe-fae/gods, minor violence, unhealthy dynamics, slow burn, angst, cunnilingus, blow jobs, mental manipulation

Notes: This has been kind of a coping fic for me bc I have not been doing great since, like, April. That might make it less appealing to some people, I’m not necessarily breaking new ground. It was originally the sequel to Vae Victis but then I decided I wanted to write my ultimate faerie contracted kidnap story and be Emet-Selch’s pet princess. The only song I’ve listened to in the past month is 嘘塗  so that’s the tone. 

Word Count: 41k

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[nectarbloodburgeon]

Astarion has dialogue with Lae'zel in act 3 where he sounds like he's so hard he might pass out and you're telling me he doesn't seem very pansexual to you?

Okay

[nectarbloodburgeon]

If you're curious about the dialogue, I put it here

[nectarbloodburgeon]

I saw people wanted the source for the dialogue on this post, so I used a mod to jump forward on my durge playthrough to bring you this content

[nectarbloodburgeon]

Astarion has dialogue with Lae'zel in act 3 where he sounds like he's so hard he might pass out and you're telling me he doesn't seem very pansexual to you?

Okay

[nectarbloodburgeon]

Astarion be like "I love when you fling shit and lick toes and rip ass in public"

[nectarbloodburgeon]

Stephen Rooney's favorite pairing for Astarion is Karlach, by the way

[nectarbloodburgeon]

I do want to make sure ppl realize I am NOT saying this is canon or invalidating other ships. I just think it's important to note when some try to claim Astarion isn't pan

[nectarbloodburgeon]

Stephen Rooney's favorite pairing for Astarion is Karlach, by the way

[nectarbloodburgeon]

I am going to be so very upfront: I do not give a shit about BG4 or the HBO continuation of BG3. I do not care about a cash grab that is only being created to generate revenue for a company that cares nothing for either the creative minds who worked tirelessly and passionately to create the work they are profiting from, or the fans who have poured countless hours and love into these worlds.

I don't give a shit if they slap the Wizards of the Coast label on it. I do not give a shit about whether they put the word "official" on something. I do not abide it, I do not count it, I do not want it. WotC didn't respect what made BG 1 and 2 so beloved, and they will not with BG3 either. It is a label that sells, and that is all it will ever be to them. I adore BG3, but even it served to prove the point that WotC will completely misrepresent, flanderize, or outright derail a character simply to capitalize on nostalgia. If you only played BG3, you will not care how Sarevok was portrayed, but I dare you to ask someone who loves the first two games what they think of his and Viconias parts in BG3.

The weird "canon" being flung about is genuinely just the death of fun in a space that is literally existent just for a freedom of expression and agency for the players. Larian and its developers in every department created this game with love and dedication, with the sole intention being player freedom and fun. I care what Larian has to say about the game, not WotC, and Larian has been adamant that it is the PLAYER that should be the one taking the reigns.

So when they "canonize" the redeemed Dark Urge who romanced no one, Gale ascending to godhood, Wyll not escaping his pact with Mizora and anything else, that shit will be completely disregarded by me. Just like how they handled the original BG cast in 3.

The only parts that matter to me are my playthroughs or events leading up to the game. Everything else can fuck off.

[nectarbloodburgeon]

I love love lovvve when people put Astarion with their character who isn't traditionally beautiful. Doubly so when it's gnomes. Like yessssss really dig into the "learning to see and love someone for who they are" aspect of his story. Make HIM do it. Of course his ass will find it easier to love a drow or tiefling who looks like they came off the runway; he's shallow (at least initially) and vain. But seeing someone love him for more than his body? Him learning to move passed his bigoted views and truly seeing someone else for who they are? I know some people say they think Astarions romance should have been race locked, but I completely disagree. Part of his story is all about seeing someone for more than a sex object and not placing all of their value in how sexually sought after they are, and Astarion learning to love and want someone for more than their beauty is genuinely so appealing to me. Because, at least from my interpretation, he really does find the character he falls in love with beautiful, regardless of race. Not at first, in all cases, as you can see how he's... Less enthusiastic with the short races during his act 1 sex scene. But in every case, he is having sex with them to manipulate them, and the rest is either a plus or a minus. He chooses the player with high approval because he views them as powerful enough and competent enough to use them to his purposes - not because he's in love with them. The whole point is that he falls in love with them by accident, and I think that works great with characters who aren't traditionally beautiful.

[nectarbloodburgeon]

Being an Astarion fan as someone who liked him back in early access feels like such a humiliation ritual.

Around half of the fandom hates him because of his fans. The other half makes you understand why that half hates his fans. WotC has started to flanderize him. He will probably be slapped on merch and DnD books without any consideration of his actual character just to sell until most of us are actually dead. There is a non-zero chance he will appear in BG4 just to go "darling, sex sex blood sex darling chuckles queerly" because WotC thinks that's genuinely what people want to see.

God I miss liking this character before the game got WAY too big.

[luckieangel]

if you get horny out of the blue it’s because you and that fictional man are fucking in his universe btw

[nectarbloodburgeon]

I have not seen ONE single fic of Rufus and I am on a mission. That man is getting FUCKED

[nectarbloodburgeon]

I have begun work on a draft.... I hope everyone here likes dry humping and grown men crying

[nectarbloodburgeon]

Draft is nearly complete. I'll crank out an ending tomorrow and then do some editing and/revisions as needed. WOOO

[nectarbloodburgeon]

I have not seen ONE single fic of Rufus and I am on a mission. That man is getting FUCKED

[nectarbloodburgeon]

I have begun work on a draft.... I hope everyone here likes dry humping and grown men crying