1-800-FAT-SLUT

https://taplink.cc/gutslut 30-something, nonbinary (they/them) superfat, stoner switch, feedist weirdo 21+ ONLY mostly art and fat stuff

[pnglove]

PRINCESS’S CAKE!

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[idreamofporcini]

Hello! Where or how can I pay you to watch you eat a double/triple/quadruple cheeseburger in that small tshirt and underwear?

i have links listed on my pinned post but if you want something specific and custom we can discuss further :)

[idreamofporcini]

tumblr is funny (see: outrageous) bc they’ll deactivate your blog for porno but this does nothing for anything that’s ever been reblogged from your porno tumblr. so i keep seeing porno from blogs that no longer exist but their porno lives on forever. i think that’s sort of poetic and beautiful but also i’m turned on.

[idreamofporcini]

i wish i had a feeder who sent me food over the course of the day. “hey cutie, you have another delivery 😘” no asking, no thinking, no decision making, no ulterior motive. they choose exactly what i’ll be having for breakfast, lunch and dinner (and snacks and dessert and everything in between) and i just sit back and eat and get bigger and fatter and rounder and softer and cuter for them 🥰

[pnglove]

[biblicallyaccuratemoth]

This is part of an ongoing series about Dysphoria!

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I wrote and thumbnailed all the parts of this series thus far (save the very first regarding pregnancy) after one of the most difficult conversations of my life. A loved one who I had expected to support me told me that my trans identity was the source of a lot of pain, and that they were taking time and space to decide if they wanted me to be a part of their life. They said they'd be thinking of starting a family soon, and they didn't know if they wanted me involved in it.

It was hard. It's hard not knowing. And it's hard reaching out for love and being met with closed arms.

I've been so glad that people seem to really like the Dysphoria Demon as a character. In the end, there was always a 'redemption' of sorts planned for it. Because the Dysphoria Demon is a lot of things. It's intrusive thoughts, a negative self-criticism, internalized misogyny, and transmisogyny. It's transphobia and anxiety wrapped up in one.

But I don't think of it as a villain. Or even a monster. It just is. It's a piece of a person who doesn't understand that it's causing pain. It's behaving in the way that it was taught to behave, and with a lot of gentle time and self compassion, it can change. It's never too late.

I'm fortunate now that I don't experience a lot of dysphoria. And I'm fortunate that I've managed, with the help of a few therapists, a lot of reading, and a lot of work, to successfully overwrite a lot of those negative thoughts. It took time. Years, in fact. But those patterns can be overwritten. Not perfectly, there will always be bad days. But the goal isn't to make it all go away. It's to lessen it. It's that a bad day today is better than a bad day a year ago, and the severity of those feelings is more manageable. This is the basis of CBT (Cognitive Behavioral Therapy, you perverts). And the Dysphoria Demon has always been me trying to share what I've learned about self-love with others.

Being Trans is beautiful. Don't let your mind turn it against you. You are worthy of love.

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[thegameofart]

Body of a Lady (Corps de dame), Jean Dubuffet, 1950, MoMA: Drawings and Prints

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🔮⋆⁺₊⋆ ☾⋆⁺₊⋆🔮 take a sip 🔮⋆⁺₊⋆ ☾⋆⁺₊⋆🔮

[idreamofporcini]

What would you prefer to be addressed as? Any issue if female pronounces (girl, Miss, etc.) were used?

my pronouns are they/them. i don’t like feminine pronouns or descriptors from people i don’t know, please address and refer to me as gender-neutrally as possible! 🍄‍🟫

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[idreamofporcini]

😰😰😰