i <3 boy racers and racer boys (and boys who like cars in general), skater boys, metalheads, alcoholics, straight guys who want to call me a faggot, and shady druggy or junkie boys especially but i love all kinds of boys desperately.
dms and asks open.
whats good ^_^ not new to kink but new to interacting with others around kink. @jackassbrother is my other blog, this blog is more submissive/not dominant type stuff. i am not fem.
my favourite things are jeans, leather boots (especially combat or construction), fire suits/racing overalls, drugs and drug addicts, scents, voices, manipulation and corruption, cnc drugging/coercion, stalking/being stalked, physical fighting
some other interests of mine include: accents (im not american. you have an accent to me and it makes me hard probably), helmets (particularly motocross), cnc generally, degradation/humiliation, praise, light bondage, incest/fauxcest (particularly brocest), objectum/posic, autonecro, uniforms (military especially), hybristo, guns, medical play and nurses, needles, cutting/blood, pathetic guys (and being one), having decisions made for me, geeks, jocks, goths.. other things im sure
i can like pretty much anything you want me to like, though :^)
hard limits = detrans, misgend with cis people, findom, genital mutilation
it would be kind of awesome if some wolf guy convinced me to stop being so up myself and return to being obsessed with wolves to the point of wanting to be one again. for both pack bonding and nefarious sexual reasons of course
i need toxic friendships with perverts who want to push my boundaries and make me worse -_- i need friends who start little fights for no reason and who will draw their persona killing mine and post it. and in the off season we draw our ocs together and spam everyones dashes with asks to eachother parading our awesome friendship around for everyone to envy. awkwardly being flirted with by my really weird friends until they convince me to jerk off on a discord call with them. toxic friend who buys me nitro so im indebted to them….who commissions me to draw their persona fucking mine just to make me squirm >_<
friend who goads me into degrading and belittling them while they jerk off, who goads me into coercing them to hurt themself (begs me to send them a voice message telling them to cut themself until i finally do it). we have ocs based on ourselves that interact and get drawn together and written about, and they implant a bunch of problematic stuff into it, trying to get me in on all the terrible things they like. and eventually i do like those things, i do enjoy the feeling of holding so much power over someone. at the same time though, i know im not really the one in control here, im just playing like i am. if i ever stop being friends with them, try to block them and recover or just cut them out of my life and go back to normal, turn down their advances, they'll just post everything i did and said with their side of the conversation cropped out. they know my biggest fear is that kind of public ostracization and that's a weakness theyre gonna exploit to keep me where they want me :^)
argh can some evil guy goad me into hurting myself for him itd be really nice. evil trans guy … affirming our masculinity together by breaking ourselves and opening our skin and stuff. he says im a pussy if i dont put my cig out on my wrist so i do it and he grins and so do i. and when we get bored of littering our own bodies with wounds and bruises we can do it to each other!! yay
i dont need any encouragement when it comes to weed, really … as long as im not worried about running out or how much money im burning with each puff then i could take as many hits as you need me to. but drinking … i hate the taste of pretty much all alcohol, and it feels gross to have alcohol in my body, even if i quite like being drunk. so i definitely need encouragement there :^( someone should make sure i never get made fun of or emasculated for being a lightweight by training me to get better at drinking! night after night of getting so drunk i puke until i stop puking ^_^ want someone to teach me to take it and learn to love the sickness until whiskey might as well be water