alain

'without me, you're only you' eng/fr eighteen y/o

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you can call me alain or adam, either work. i'm a gay dude with a love for all things musically inclined and psychologically-thrilling. i am a native english speaker, but i am learning both french and italian. i am currently studying to become a neuroscientist, but i also have a deep interest in psychology, literature, and left-wing politics. i listed some of my major interests down below if anyone is so interested.

music: nine inch nails, tool, mcclusky, richard hell, bad religion, steely dan ... millions more

movies and tv shows: fight club, re-animator franchise, house m.d., jojo's bizarre adventure

et cetera: postal (primarily '97), physical media collection, post-modernist literature

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american healthcare system so fucked that i'm doing my own research and bringing it to my doctor to get what i need

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my country has gone so far to shit (even more so than typical.. shocking!) in like seventy-two hours . listening to my faggy englishmen to take my mind off of it.

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needed top surgery like yesterday . this heat is beating my ass, and the lack of ability to go shirtless is beating my ass even further

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A built in leash of the sorts

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when i'm having hallucinations but its alright because its lowkey a fight club reference

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been listening to rosetta stoned by tool on loop since i woke up two or so hours ago. Anyhow how is everyone else's morning going.

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i get so high off that jonawagon

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no clue what happened but i have been developing WILD body hair and my illness is making my voice raspy and low. been down in it recently but i am experiencing the greatest amount of gender euphoria like ever. dear GOD do i love being a transvestite.

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ever since i was a little girl, i knew i wanted to be a reclusive mad scientist guy

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been sitting at my desk studying for two hours and triggered a pain flare up in my back.

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as a massive fight club fan, david fincher's best work is the music video for george michael's freedom '90

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still thinking about how i went to the record store earlier, and the dude checking me out looked at me and proceeded to go 'huh.. dude in a leather jacket and boots buys a pretty hate machine record... how unheard of...'

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being gay got you doing some bullshit like Watching jojos bizarre adventure

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make old men old-looking again. gregory house is not some moe anime dude; he is an opiate addicted, chronically ill fifty-year-old

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happy transsexual day of visibility to adam faulker-stanheight, marty mcfly, herbert west, and bill preston esq.

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just remembered when my social psych professor last semester was talking about marriage and relationships and went. 'well, one day, if you haven't already, you'll find someone of the opposite gender who you'll marry,' and then glared directly at me and went 'or... someone of the same gender! you can do that too!'