alain

'without me, you're only you' eng/fr eighteen y/o

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you can call me alain or adam, either work. i'm a gay dude with a love for all things musically inclined and psychologically-thrilling. i am a native english speaker, but i am also relatively fluent in french. i am currently studying to become a neuroscientist, but i also have a deep interest in psychology and literature. i listed some of my major interests down below if anyone is so interested.

music: nine inch nails, kmfdm, tool, rocket from the crypt, fugazi, bad religion ... millions more

movies and tv shows: saw franchise, re-animator franchise, fight club, interview with the vampire (2022), house m.d.

et cetera: postal, physical media collection, post-modernist literature

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A built in leash of the sorts

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when i'm having hallucinations but its alright because its lowkey a fight club reference

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been listening to rosetta stoned by tool on loop since i woke up two or so hours ago. Anyhow how is everyone else's morning going.

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i get so high off that jonawagon

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no clue what happened but i have been developing WILD body hair and my illness is making my voice raspy and low. been down in it recently but i am experiencing the greatest amount of gender euphoria like ever. dear GOD do i love being a transvestite.

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ever since i was a little girl, i knew i wanted to be a reclusive mad scientist guy

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been sitting at my desk studying for two hours and triggered a pain flare up in my back.

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as a massive fight club fan, david fincher's best work is the music video for george michael's freedom '90

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still thinking about how i went to the record store earlier, and the dude checking me out looked at me and proceeded to go 'huh.. dude in a leather jacket and boots buys a pretty hate machine record... how unheard of...'

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being gay got you doing some bullshit like Watching jojos bizarre adventure

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make old men old-looking again. gregory house is not some moe anime dude; he is an opiate addicted, chronically ill fifty-year-old

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happy transsexual day of visibility to adam faulker-stanheight, marty mcfly, herbert west, and bill preston esq.

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just remembered when my social psych professor last semester was talking about marriage and relationships and went. 'well, one day, if you haven't already, you'll find someone of the opposite gender who you'll marry,' and then glared directly at me and went 'or... someone of the same gender! you can do that too!'

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i could be without a limb bleeding profusely on the floor begging for my mother's help and her top concern would still be showing me some instagram reel

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miscellaneous lab member goes out of her way to mention me being born female or something of the sort every time i talk to her. and then has the nerve to go 'well i'm not calling... [long pause] them a girl.. i'm just saying they weren't always a guy'. please just tell me to die in a ditch or something already; i can tell you want to..

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hello my name is Yearning Faggot