Sometimes it's hard to communicate what you want. Especially for me and Especially in a kink setting. Maybe it's the inherent guilt I have as a women with sexual desires (in a society where purity is still such a big thing, even tho it's ridiculous). So I'm trying to write it down and make it make sense.
Now before I go on, I need everyone to know, that the behavior described here is only okay if it is pre-negotiated. It has aspects of CNC and even tho people like to forget, cnc has to be consensual. If these things would occure without consent then it is just predatory, toxic and illegal.
Also I want to make clear that just because I enjoy and want to be treated like that, does NOT mean that every woman does, so take your misogyny somewhere else!
In fact I wouldn't mind at all for a women to do these things to me🥰
What I'm looking for in a ideal relationship.
I want someone who is completely obsessed with me, stalks me, controls me. I want them to be possessive. I want them to always have me marked, maybe even carve their initials into me.
They always want to know where I am, what I'm doing, maybe they track my phone, maybe they even control my phone (something like kidslox?), control that I eat enough, have me check in, send proof that I ate and drank. They give me rules (and if i don't abide I get punished, bcs they're just for my own good). I don't have to think with them. They control everything, and they want to control everything.
They spoil me. With everything. They treat me like a little stupid princess, so loving and maybe a bit condescending. They love to buy me things. Because it's part of the 'Taking care of me' part.
They make choices (for me), especially those that I have such a hard time with, like what to wear or to eat. They make appointments for me because they know how anxious I get about calling anywhere.
They know every little thing about me, even things I've never told them (stalker).
I'm their little princess, and they only want what's best for me.
And they also know that I can be cruel and sadistic too (Birds if a feather and all that), so we have one (or several) subs as servants too. To service us (in an sfw as well as nsfw kinda way), to torture and do the things they would never do to me.
