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[needyourwifi]

i can’t let you go

[ff-t]

[sulfatto-deactivated20241018]

[needyourwifi]

ew

[sustancy]

[life-spire]

[museiums]

yukiko noritake

[missmaladaptive]

[needyourwifi]

Today a random stranger (imagine middle aged grab food rider on a electric bike bc that’s exactly who and what he was) looked me up and down at the traffic light, shook his head and said “what a waste”.

And I wish I could say it’s the first time that has happened but it wasn’t.

I had many things I wanted to retort his statement with. But I didn’t. Or didn’t want to. I’m not sure anymore.

But I just hope that even though it’s not something that bothers me very much, whoever I’m with will stand up for me. In any way they can. Not bc I need them to. But maybe just bc it’ll be nice that they do.

And I’m glad neng did. In her own little non-aggressive way haha.

It probably happened bc im a girl. And I’m a small girl. I wonder if it’ll be different if I was somebody else.

But ultimately, even though it doesn’t seem that way, im happy with how I look. Really. I don’t think I might have said that a couple years back. But I love my tattoos. And I love how they make me feel. I feel happier, more myself. And it’s ok if people don’t see that. Bc we don’t concern ourselves with the opinion of sheep.

[lsleofskye]

[everythingfox]

“My friend petted a neighborhood cat, now he drops by every day”

(via)

[museiums]

tatyana alanis

[bnmxfld]

[needyourwifi]

With people, you know.

Even if you don’t say it, they know you love them.

I’m afraid to lose people in my life but I think I’m afraid to lose Godwin the most. Because I don’t know how to make him understand in his own little way that he means the world to me.

I think all I want in the end, is for you to know how much I love you.

[needyourwifi]

i can’t let you go.

[needyourwifi]

i like to document these thoughts bc i want to remember you

and maybe in a few years i might not feel this way anymore, but i want to remember you in every way i can, at every point in time.

it doesn't hurt as bad anymore. and it has only been 10 days

it seems a lot longer than that.

i think i was preparing for this day a lot longer than everyone else

bc every time i left the country, it's always an uncertainty if i will see you again

granted you were still young back then, but i think i took so many pictures of you partly bc i was afraid i didn't have anything to remember you by when you left.

i was preparing for 10 years. and i started preparing even more when you got sick

you were truly my first love

and i just want to thank you for being so good. i hope you knew we loved you. i think that was my greatest fear. that you didnt know how much we loved you.

i rmb that last day we spent with you

every time someone came in i could see you trying to get up, or turn your head to take a look. but your body failed you.

thank you for hanging on for so long baby. i know it must have been really tough.

im sorry i wasnt right by your side when you passed. i was outside waiting for the vet to arrive, and you decided you didn’t want him to be the last stinky person you saw. but baby im glad you got to say goodbye. im glad you got all the last-day kisses. i love you so much.

i know your suffering is over. i miss you that's all

the thing about your passing is that.. i feel that there are no regrets. bc everyone loved you, and they werent afraid to show it. there was nothing left unsaid, no love left unexpressed. thank you for making it easy for us.

also, it touched me when someone said that you passed away one day after your sleepover at my place bc you met and handed your responsibilities over to snowy. it’s her turn to take care of us now. and on the day you passed, a flock of birds flew up to our window ledge, and that never happens. they must have been saying goodbye to you too. maybe they were telling you that you guys will resume your game of catch in heaven when they get there too.

no one can replace you my love. you'll always have a special place in my heart

[needyourwifi]

PAY ME MY SALAry BITcH

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