Neilamai

A psychonaut. I express my world in a form of poetry and other art.

[did-you-know]

NASA created retro travel posters for different locations in our solar system in hopes of inspiring young people to imagine a future where common space travel is a possibility. 

Source

[colormebowie-deactivated2017091]

these are really important to me

[neural-entropy]

behind this 100% where do I buy prints

[therealuniverse]

These are free for download and print! The files are 20x30 inches. I plan on emailing this one to my local print shop.

[katsudonski]

Originally posted by thatjoeyfella

[akiyty]

i have these on my wall, and i guarantee, they are SPECTACULAR (and yep, CC-licensed, so you’re good to print them locally)

[gargoame]

We have these framed in our aerospace senior design lounge!

[astrofyre]

IVE BEEN LOOKING FOR SPACE THEMED PRINTS THIS IS AMAZING

[dduane]

So gorgeous.

[scrawnyflannelman]

Neat!

[regularbread]

I really fucking love NASA for this.

[scotianostra]

More shots from the Tweed Valley.

[isitcon]

46 and 2 of you

I want to go far and crash like a wild sea storm under your sleeping form To float close to your silence And the 46 and 2 of you Meet you on the other side of RIX and the yellow hue blinking clicks I want to feel what it’s like to pass right through The clear reflection of a trillion facet projection Awaken to the sound of now and meet me halfway there

[neilamai]

Es zvēru

Es zvēru, ka neļaušu savām saknēm ieaugt Matīsa ielas bruģī

ka varēšu norušināties un iekāpt Tallinkas kuģī

Es zvēru, ka neatstāšu ziedus katru gadu uz tiem kapiem

un spēšu atvērt acis amerikāņu sapņiem

Es solu, ka mana āda kādreiz izžūs no Daugavas upes

un es varēšu taisni stāvēt pie Niagāras mutes

Es saku, ka aizmirsīšu mūsu zemes smaržu un tā vietā Īru mākoņus skaršu

Es solu, ka nepīšu ozola vainagus un neklaušīšos mūsu dziesmas

ja kādreiz skūpstot Mildu mani nepārņems liesmas

[neilamai]

This May

I’m sober this May

but do you remember how we soared, you say

yeah, I’m still sore to this day

and it’s heavier after every other song.

In the night my pupils are moons and laying here-

my body blooms, rotting to the memories and your goddamn tunes.

How

How did I freeze here, thinking of your arms and the veins

stretching like branches under your skin and my brains

I’m consumed by your light and darkness

I’ve dropped my clarity 

you will just throw another dart, that’s my guess.

Yes I still want to be here

I’ve been telling you this all year

your soul is so blinding

I recognise mine in yours

the frequency’s not lying

you don’t know how vast you really are

and so bright, even the sun uses you as a guide

[neilamai]

Social construction

Forever hungry open jaw

 lays beneath the teeth of law

It’s colorless and oh so cold

When it whispers you hear thousand shrieking voices 

It also made it to the ark

 I saw it blink when they spoke

 and one more time before a poke 

I think I heard it snap awoken from a nap

it never moved with that shackle

but now it rose and it has a hackle

[neilamai]

Tram trip

I can't hear you in the tram

 My headphones are loud, slam, bam, fam

 Oh damn the front cam

 that coat looks like a manifested sham

 I was thinking something significant

 Maybe about quitting eating ham 

I tried to pay attention, I'm serious, I am

 My thoughts run faster than pigs of Vietnam

 I've started to hear my name in empty malls

 And read the same thing thrice on different walls 

I think I ought to listen to myself man

 But this next song is totally my jam 

I wonder what to do, next one is my stop

 I have to go to work I think I will drop

 But I must stay it's pretty safe

 For my happiness depends on this cash safe 

 I was thinking something significant 

Ah yes my dream, that could be something magnificent

[neilamai]

Good for you

My chore is pure and calm

But you love to torch it down each dawn

I’m not going to reach for your alms

Don’t be scared

I just look like I can hurt

But I’m not faking it

My palms are shaking

This is my creation in making 

I’m not your God

But I am a God

And I paint my world just like I want it

with your cinders and childlike

Tracing your neck 

In hindsight you will see I’m good for you

[neilamai]

I want to become a fear eater

If it comes from me I will consume it

 And the bravery will take my shivering skin and wear it

The cold chills would stop when I walk home after seeing your back

And my hands would not hover over the keyboards, of phones and computers, like yellowed snow

So I would stop listening to the music that’s yours

And find myself, under the misshapen breaths I take 

When I keep thinking of the sound of your voice

I’m scared to dust

That I lost myself and instead of me, all I see is the fear in you

[neilamai]

[neilamai]

Wings of sulfur

I have seen how the wings weigh down

a spine of an angel and the angel’s kin.

How some build theirs of sulfur dust

and of the blackened coal and coin rust

But weep not the choice is just

Right to the soul, right down to earth’s crust

We are the courage of heros, we chose to build hell

for the love of all, for the sulfur smell.