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Minor I like mike td a lot🕷️ Anti censorship but not profiction. Pfp drawn by me

[nekocupcakekitty]

hello!

When I first made this blog I didn't think I would be very active a couple posts and there but now that I know there's other people who have mike as their blorbo and psychoanalyse him daily...yeah!

Hi!!! I'm nekocupcakekitty! You can call me kitty or my old Tumblr name back in 2017 wormsfordinner I use they/them currently I'm still figuring out who I am...anyways!

This blog is mostly just me yapping about my interests! However there might be some triggering content which I will always tag with content warnings. With some art and there... These interests include total drama invincible laceygames fnaf the boys ddlc mlp and much MUCh more ..... currently my biggest hyperfixation right now is mike from total drama! It's actually the entire reason I went back too tumblr too see if a big mike lovers group exists! I don't really have a specific aesthetic for my account I just love colorful and pink girls!!!!

Speaking about mike from td.....i want you too know I am NOT a person with DID nor am I a professional on disorders like DID if you see me say anything ableist disrespectful or just plain wrong about DID please speak up and correct me. Especially if you are a person with DID or a professional on the disorder

Also i do not support absolutely any of the ableist depictions of DID that fresh TV made. Specifically about Mal. However there are some faults even in ROTI

PLEASEEEE SEND ME ART REQUESTS SILLY QUESTIONS ABOUT ME AND SHIT ABOUT MIKE PWEASEEEEEEE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💧💧💧😭😭😭😭😭💧😭😭💧😭💧😭💧😭💧😭

One final note even tho I am anti censorship and think terms like proship/antiship are silly and people should stop creating entire languages for terms like them I am deeply uncomfortable with people who fetishe topics like pedophilla/incest/rape/necrophilla (as well as people who support those kinds of people) interacting with or following me. (As well as radqueers but I don't even know if I should specify because they're just straight up pedophile endorsers.)

K bye

[nekocupcakekitty]

sorry I've been high for like 2 days here's some mike headcanons

The way mike reacts too the possibility of his DID being revealed definitely already shows proof that he's been shunned in the past for his alters his constant fear of being seen as a "freak* as well as his constant need for control make me think of some things.

The system was definitely chaotic one way or another while they were still in they're original parents house. Svetlana Vito and manitoba all inconvince him and they definitely got him bullied.

Mike really hates that in his life he's never been in control of "his" body his first kiss was with some weird blonde girl Vito snorted coke with Manitoba and Svetlana were definitely reckless and got him in trouble a bunch of times his hatred for his alters is not valid but you can kinda understand on why a traumatized socially unaware 16 year old would think of them as horrible.

he also hates being reminded of his trauma that he's broken. That he isn't a normal teenage boy that plays sports likes music and gives his girlfriend roses every Friday. Being normal is something that's made mike practically change everything about him from the way he talks too masking his autism.(Personal headcanon :P)

You can hate all stars for a lot of things. But one thing that I personally dislike is that Mike hesitated hitting that weird reset button because"he cares for his alters" when in reality ROTI mike would've hit that shit 2 milliseconds in because he thinks of DID as a curse. Trauma didn't give him cool superpowers like the hero's in his comics it gave him Indiana Jones in his head.

He doesn't think of some of his alters as "real" people Svetlana Manitoba and Vito are all TV show characters which is why he doesn't take any of them seriously it's why his relationship with Chester and Mal is way better.

when he eventually starts too actually listen too his therapist (most likely after my version of all stars) and he hears about how he's technically just as much off an alter as everyone else in the system it would give him very new perspectives of Vito Manitoba and svetlana. (Aka he doesn't have internalized ableism anymore yayyyy)

Even without his DID he's still a weird (but nice) guy. He'd probably be a "weird fucking nerd"typa character and still be socially unaware

I love mike just for him not just his alters. But DID is a big part of his character and I wanted too yap about how I interpret it.

K bye

[al-luviec]

back on business

[maalwaaree]

TW FOR IMPLIED PAST SA AND ABUSE

thisjust clicked for me. the only way mal can think of to sabotage cameron courtney and scott (at least i think that was his intention) is through physical actions. not just like a brush or anything, but a kiss. mal is using the fact that scott and cameron would be people courtney “toyed” with as a way to climb the ranks because thats what he knows. he knows how that feels and he, in return, uses it to get further in the game.

when cameron asks for another way, mal genuinely looks stumped. he can’t think of anything else because the most toxic and traitorous thing to him is physical affection, which is what he was talking about. mal is using his own past experiences in the game because it’s all he knows. he breaks things, hurts people and uses affection like this because these things were used against him.

all in all, this scene gives me an idea that any form of manipulation beyond what mal experienced he avoids, because he doesn’t actually know how to use it. pretending to be mike? his abuser pretending to love and care for him. breaking shit? abuser breaking things to intimidate. hurting people? self explanatory. he can’t think of a different solution because, like i said, kisses (at least to him) would be taboo.

when he mentions instant commrodery, he thinks of how he bonded with mike over his trauma and experiences. he thinks that trauma lile that should bring people together, and like i said kissing in his mind is taboo ergo (at least for him based on what likely happened to him) traumatic. this is why cameron seems more hesitant, and why mal is confused as to why cameron is hesitant. to cam, kissing is romantic. to mal, kissing is disgusting and awful. but it’s the only thing he can think of to use against anyone. he doesn’t do it himself because he would probably freak out or genuinely despise it.

this made me extremely sad when i realised it so i wanted to share 😕

[nekocupcakekitty]

I loved zombie stage. Mizisua was always codependent and unhealthy but they upped it too another level in this

The scenes where sua kisses mizi so that she gets infected gives me shivers istg

Wonder how ivantill and hyunluka will be....probably fucking insane

[chorus-cat]

zoey and mike as those breakdown stock photos

[deskadoesstuff21]

whenever I follow a really cool looking blog with the intent of wanting to be mutuals with them I worry I'll seem like a small child asking for attention from an adult they look up to and theyre gonna be like "WHO the fuck is this 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 s😭😭😭😭son I'm crine😭😭😭😭" and then they kill me

[nekocupcakekitty]

found my art first art work of mike from 2024 and....

OH MY GOD BRUHHHHH look at him. ,😭😭😭😭😭😭😭I mean there's still the same headcanons Ive sticked too (black nail polish and baggy jeans)but like....🤔🤔🤔🤔

Where's his autistic charm and swag piercings 😭😭😭😭😭(that I sometimes forget too even draw I'm sucha fucking loser)also what the fuck going on with his hair

Hopefully I can dig for more I've liked him since 2023 back when art was more of a doodle hobby for me...but I'm sore there's some shit

[nekocupcakekitty]

Getting you're best friend back by manipulating him into thinking he's only ever safe with you

[z3r0hs]

Mal and mike fanarts!!!!

(yk... They should have interacted a little more in all stars, just saying...)

[z3r0hs]

(mike doesn't know if he should feel comforted or scared of his life)

[withlovesana]

Early all stars story boards has Mike/Mal growing facial hair.

[thanks-obillma]

waaaait I thought more about this. it would've been such a giveaway for svet not physically fronting during all stars, bc there's no way fresh would have let makeup and facial hair go anywhere near each other, I wonder if that's why they got rid of it, for spoiler hints or so mal could pull her into front to kick alejandro's ass.

and in headcanon land if they kept it, I appreciate how it looks more like he didn't bother shaving than the defined square duncan and alejandro have. I love that his hair is more clearly just a spiky mess. big fan of the theory that all stars mike was STRUGGLING, mental health absolutely tanked between roti and all stars as he tried to crack down and limit the others despite still obviously needing them, stretching himself so thin to try and be normal and fly solo, basically trying to erase them without erasing them. and all the negative effects that has on him resulting in him looking like a frazzled depressed mess. and mal not changing it bc he's basically doing the same thing just more openly and sadistically and he needs them just as much as mike.

[yazzz1]

Sonicooo

[popl6628]

THIS IS OWEN. AND OWEN'S BOYFRIEND, NOAH. AND NOAH'S GIRLFRIEND, ALEJANDRO. AND ALE'S PARTNER, CODY. AND CODY'S BOYFRIEND, HAROLD. AND HAROLD'S BOYFRIEND, TRENT. AND TRENT'S BOYFRIEND, DUNCAN. AND DUNCAN'S GIRLFRIEND, COURTNEY. AND COURTNEY'S PARTNER, GWEN. AND GWEN'S GIRLFRIEND, LESHAWNA . AND LESHAWNA'S GIRLFRIEND, HEATHER. AND HEATHER'S GIRLFRIEND, BRIDGETTE. AND BRIDGETTE'S BOYFRIEND, GEOFF. AND GEOFF'S BOYFRIEND, DJ. AND DJ'S GIRLFRIEND, KATIE. AND KATIE'S GIRLFRIEND, SADIE. AND SADIE'S (ONE-SIDED) BOYFRIEND, JUSTIN. AND JUSTIN'S BOYFRIEND, EZEKIEL. AND EZEKIEL'S GIRLFRIEND, EVA. AND EVA'S GIRLFRIEND, IZZY. AND IZZY'S BOYFRIEND, OWEN.

and onto gen 2!!!

THIS IS ZOEY. AND ZOEY'S BOYFRIEND, MIKE. AND MIKE'S BOYFRIEND, SCOTT. AND SCOTT'S BOYFRIEND, BRICK. AND BRICK'S GIRLFRIEND, LIGHTNING. AND LIGHTNING'S BOYFRIEND, SAM. AND SAM'S GIRLFRIEND, DAKOTA. AND DAKOTA'S GIRLFRIEND, ANNE MARIA. AND ANNE MARIA'S FRIEND, CAMERON. AND CAMERON'S GIRLFRIEND, ZOEY.

[nekocupcakekitty]

I'm studying this cool person's artstyles because I want mine too look like theirs and I feel so guilty is art style theft a thing are they gonna feel uncomfortable if they see my blatantly copied art

[nekocupcakekitty]

Random tadc dump after me only talking about total drama warning: rant

I hate how some treat it as of gooseworkx making Jax trans was a get out of jail card for Jax when really it just explained why she's the way she is. She's still an asshole she's still flawed. Her being flawed is because of her internalized trans misogyny not because she's trans.

Also a lot of people randomly jump in on discussions of Jax and shuts it down because she's a abuser narcissist asshole etc like we're not defending Jax we're analysing why she's the way she is.

I have too say I do hate the ending where everyone felt sad that she died tho. I think they should've been shocked and still leave a place in the couch for her but she's been nothing but an asshole too them. They should've been able too empathise with her but not straight up break down after she died

K bye

[nekocupcakekitty]

i change my mind fuck Jax and gooseworxs racist ass

[onemore2morrow]

The last thing I’ll say on this is the confirmation that abstraction = suicide means that Ragatha watched Jax engage in a predatory cycle of getting close to people and then driving them to suicide, rightly assumed Jax was trying to do the same to Pomni (because Ragatha had no context for ANYTHING because Jax WOULDN’T TALK TO HER),

And when she called Jax out on it and said “I know what you’re trying to do!” both Jax and THE SHOW tried to gaslight us into thinking RAGATHA is the crazy, overbearing one

And you still have fans claiming RAGATHA is the problem