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im just testing out ideas for a strawpage and I suddenly thought about "lost childs face on side of milk carton" or "missing grandpa with dementia" and made this. its so fucking stupid
anytime, for anything β¦ ch. 3
ao3 : ch. 1 | ch. 2 | ch. 3
summary: reader is a bartender. one night, your whiskey-favoring regular asks to walk you home and you invite him in for the night. the man you just slept with, leon s kennedy? he's a federal agent with a dead wife, and you're a few months out of an abusive relationship. neither of you know how to navigate this, but you can't keep your hands off one another. pairing: leon kennedy / reader rating: explicit π series tags: no y/n for reader insert, widow!RE9!Leon, soft dom and submissive Leon, age difference (reader is in her 30s), alcoholism, abusive relationships (not with leon!), trauma...
... YOU, III
When you finally wake for the day, the weight of Leonβs arm on your waist is gone and the bed beside you is empty.Β
Itβs to be expected, but youβre still disappointed.Β
Thoughβ¦ you remember now, that youβd woken in the middle of the night and rummaged through his wallet so boldly, and found that heβsΒ married. Found his ring and the picture, and god, youβd found his D.S.O. badge, hadnβt you?
So it shouldnβt bother you that heβs gone. It should be a relief that you donβt have to deal with it, at least not until you see him at the bar again. If he even comes backβthe address on his drivers license was certainlyΒ not hereΒ as well; maybe heβs just gone back to his family. Back home. Might be that youβll never see him again, and that should be a good thing.Β
You groan and roll over, smushing your face in the pillows, wonderingΒ what the fuck were you thinking, inviting him in in the first place?
Okay, you need to do literally anything that will make you stop thinking about Leon S. Kennedy, ASAP. You force yourself out of bed and throw on the first shirt and pair of shorts you can find, then head to the kitchen.Β
On the counter, you find a canister of pepper spray and a foldable pocket knife. Nothing else.
You pocket the pepper spray and tuck the knife safely away in your junk drawer and get to work on your coffee.Β
***
Leon doesnβt show at the bar that evening. Or the next, or the one after that.Β
Almost two weeks pass without seeing or hearing from him. He doesnβt stand outside and offer to walk you home. Heβs just gone.Β
There and then not, without a single word.
Itβs strange, these nights without him, and it would be even if you hadnβt fucked. You didnβt realize how much of a staple heβd become in your work days. How much he helped pass the time and made it feel less like work.
It bothers you more than you like to admit. Your efforts to forget about him have been entirely fruitless, especially given how your coworkers canβt resist asking you about him after noticing heβs been absent. Even got a comment from another regular customer. Confirms how deep youβve been in ignorance of how extremely apparent thisΒ thingΒ with you and Leon is to everyone.
That man seeps into everything you do, and itβs pathetic. When you shower, you think of how he fucked you on his hand better than anyone had ever fucked you before, with any appendage. When you need a drink and reach in your shelf for that vodka, you put it back and pick up the tequila or a beer from the fridge instead. When you put your coat on the rack, you think of how his looked there that night, like it belonged.
Today, you decide youβll get out of the house and do something fun with your night. Something to truly get your mind off everything. Off him.
You pick your keys up off your key rack, turning it over in your hand to grab your house key. The pepper spray canister is attached to it. You might have to buy a new one.
You hurry out your house, lock it behind you, and shove your earbuds in as fast as you physically can and blast music on your walk to the bar, hoping itβll be too loud for you to be burdened with these silly thoughts.
It almost works. It works up until you reach the bar, right as you go to open the door. You remember the genuine smile he wore, for just a split second, when he mocked how you always forced him to say hisΒ pleaseΒ andΒ thank yous at the bar. Right before he walked you home.
Moments after entering and before youβve had a chance to set your backpack down, your coworker, Daisy, is calling for you.
βIβm already late,β you sigh, walking past her to the back room to set your stuff down.Β
She follows you,Β farΒ too excited for whatever it is sheβs bursting at the seams to tell you about.Β
βYour regular lives!β she announces, louder than youβd like. βHe came by earlier.β
ββMyβΒ regular?β
βYeah, you know. The broody one who only ever orders whiskey,β Daisy explains. βHasnβt been here in weeks. Ring a bell?β
She looks at you like youβre stupid with the most wicked grin on her face.
You hate to give her the satisfaction, but your mouth blurts out your thoughts before you have a chance to reconsider.
βDid you talk to him?β you ask, a little too eagerly.
βHardly,β she answers, digging in her front pocket and taking out a folded up piece of paper. βHeβs not much of a talker, huh? Must save that just for you.β She looks at you with what is quite possibly the most smug expression youβve seen in your life. βHe wanted me to give this to you.β
No point in pretending anymore, you figure, and you unfold that stupid thing as fast as you can.
Itβs his phone number.
Below it:
Iβm sorry Call anytime, for anything - Leon
βSo?β
βWhat did he say to you, exactly?β you ask.
βUm. He asked if you were working tonight, but I told him I canβt answer that, and then he wrote the note.β Daisy doesnβt take her eyes off you for aΒ secondΒ as you tie your hair up in a loose ponytail, and you know she wonβt drop this. βCome on, what does it say? I really,Β reallyΒ wanted to peek, but Luke made me feel bad about it. You gotta tell me!β
LeonΒ knowsΒ when you workβ¦
βItβs only his number,β you reply, a half-lie.
βWhatβs going on with you and that guy, anyway?β
βI donβt know.β
βBullshit.β
βItβs not bullshit!β you argue, stuffing the note away in your pocket. βI donβt know. I didnβt even know he was going anywhere.β
You donβt like that you say that as if youΒ shouldβveΒ known, revealing that whatever this thing with him may be, itβs notΒ nothing. But youβve already given away enough with your body language, and you know youβre a weak liar.
And again, you remind yourself that youβve been blind to the reality: everyone fucking knows already.
If Daisy knew heβd walked you home, she definitely wouldβve said so, so you know youβve at least got that secret. And she canΒ neverΒ know you slept with him, even if you are friends. Sheβd tell everyone, and bar gossip travels fast.
Itβs bad enough that youβre sure sheβd known long beforeΒ youΒ even realized yourself how hard you were trying to make him smile. Before you realized you were wearing your nicer, form-fitting shirts with lower necklines more often.
βHeβs got to be in his late forties, right?β Daisy asks, breaking the short silence you were thoroughly enjoying. βGuess you got tired of playing around withΒ boysΒ after all? I wouldβve too, after what happened withββ
βNonono! Stop. Talking. Donβt even say his name,β you warn loudly, waving your arms back and forth in front of you, willing her to listen. βItβs not like that.β
βOkay, okay. Anyway, so youβre in a situationship, or whatever,β Daisy says. βYouΒ haveΒ to tell me what happened!β
βOh my god. Donβt call it that. Can we talk about this later? Iβ¦ I need to focus on work.β
βSo somethingΒ didΒ happen.Β I knew it.β
βIβm actually going to kill you if you make me talk about this for one more second.β
You sigh, and get to work, escaping Daisy. Of course the night youβd finally resolved to get yourself out of the house, he shows back up. Sort of.
Still, you force yourself to see it through. You, Daisy, and Luke stay after closing and play cards and drink and laugh and, shockingly, talk about anything except Leon (youΒ didΒ have to put on a really convincing puppy-eyed face to get them to agree to it).
But heβs still on your mind the entire fucking time.
***
Leon still doesnβt show at the bar for a few days.
And you canβt really blame him. Youβve been sitting on his number ever since he gave it to you.
Youβd thought about calling, or at least texting him, a few times now to give himΒ yourΒ number. But you stopped yourself every time. Part of you hates the torture of the ball being in your court now, thinking about how youβve been stupidly pining after aΒ married manΒ and the fact that youβre entertaining talking to him again at all; another part of you is enjoying leaving him on read like he did to you.
On the seventeenth day after you slept together, Leon finally shows up at the bar. This time is different, though. He doesnβt stroll in at 9 P.M. and order whiskey; he arrives almost precisely ten minutes after you do, carrying a coffee cup with your name written on the side.
You make eye contact and he meets you at that familiar end of the bar, setting the cup on the counter and sliding it towards you. Itβs from your favorite coffee shop down the street, and you pick it up and look at the label: spicy mocha, no whip, half-caf to make sure you can still sleep tonight. Your usual order when you went, usually on Thursdays, like a ritual.
βThanks,β you say, your stomach fluttering. βHowβd you know?β
βI had help.β
Fucking Daisy.
Thank god sheβs not working tonight. Luke is, but heβs at least polite enough to act like heβs not watching you two from his peripherals.
Silence stretches between you and Leon for a little too long, though.
What do you even say?
Should you apologize for not reaching out to him?
βI need to get to work, Leon,β is what you say instead, and instantly you kick yourself for it. It comes out soβso bland, so deadpan. So unemotional, which is the exact opposite of how you fucking feel, but god, you donβt know what toΒ doΒ with it.
βYeah.β He shifts and breaks eye contact with you for a second. βLet me walk you home tonight?β
βHow come you stopped coming to the bar?β
βWork trip.β
βAnd the last few days?β
βWanted it to be your choice,β he answers simply.
But you didnβt call me. And I ran outta restraint.
You wonder if thatβs what heβs leaving unsaid, with the way it seems like thereβs more on the tip of his tongue that heβs holding back.
βOkay,β you nod. βIβll be ready to leave at 1.β
βI know.β
You watch him leave while death gripping your coffee. Pretending Luke isnβt over there smirking to himself.
Youβre relieved Leon didnβt give up on you. Because if he had said nothing and simply left, youβre not sure you would ever work up the courage to call him.
Keys, wallet, phone.
You grab your jacket from the back and head towards the door, pausing after putting your hand on the knob.
Your heart is pounding, trying to jump out of your chest. Are you actually ready to face him? What will you say? Why did you even say yes to letting him walk you homeβhe has a fuckingΒ wife, have you forgotten that?
No, you canβt forget it. You think about it constantly.
Inhale. Exhale. Open the door.
Heβs leaning against the wall out front and watches you as you follow your routine of rotating your body and locking the door with caution.Β
βReady?β
You nod.
Most of the walk passes awkwardly in silence, until you canβt take it anymore and mutter, βYou disappeared.β
βDidnβt mean to,β Leon explains after a brief hesitation spent processing what youβd said. βMy line of workββ
βItβs beenΒ weeks, you ass,β you retort, tone sharp.
βYeah. Sorry.β He actually sounds a bitβ¦ dejected. βShouldβve said something.β
Then you feel bad.
You interrupted his answerΒ andΒ you saw his badge; heβs aΒ federal agent of the D.S.O. Who fucking knows what came up?
And besides that. Youβre not his wife. Youβre not even his girlfriend.
βYou donβt owe me anything,β you concede, crossing your arms.
While itβs true, the way you brush it off and act like youβre fine with it is a fucking lie.
Leon can see it.Β
The anger you were feeling slips from your grasp; you want to be angry, you want to put this all on him, but itβs not right. You donβt know him and you never did, no matter how hard you wish thatβs not the case.Β YouΒ let yourself get attached,Β youΒ invited him in,Β youΒ assumed there would be a next time.
YouΒ broke your rule. They exist for a reason.
He stops walking and turns to you, grabs your armβa loose hold to prompt you to look at him, but easily escapable if you wanted to be free of his company.
βI do, though,β Leon says. βI owe you decency.β
βYou were more decent to me than most one-night stands.β
βIs that what you wanted out of this?β
βItβs what I expected.β
You look away, knowing you couldnβt stand making eye contact with him and you donβt really want him to see you either. Not like this, on the edge of tears. Itβs pathetic. You havenβt been choked up over a man like this since your ex, and that is a painful, regretful memory.
βNot what I asked.β
His rough hand runs down the length of your arm, down to theΒ Β elbow, then comes up to cup your face and lift you to look at him again. This kind of touch isβ
βI donβt know what I want,β you admit.
You tried your best, but a single tear runs down the side of your cheek anyway.Β Bodyβs betrayal of the mind.
βThink about it, then.β
Your stomach stirs at that, butterflies rising at the implication of his words;Β soΒ many butterflies, all cramped and crushing each other as they fight for escape, it almost hurts.
No, itΒ doesΒ hurt.
But for now, you suck that up and simply nod.
βYou cold?β he asks.
βA little,β you answer, indulging yourself, knowing where this is going. The type of guy that Leon is.
Itβs like a little game of emotional whiplash that youβre playing with yourself. Youβve no clue what youβre getting yourself into. You canβt think clearly. You need to focus. Get home, send him back to his, and go to bed. Get some sleep and think about all of this tomorrow with a clear mind.
He slips his hand off your cheek, thumb brushing away the faint trace of your single tear, and shrugs off his black, fur-lined jacket. As it drops over his arms behind him, his chest flexes, and you shamelessly watch.
Leon motions for you to turn and you do, arms relaxing and letting him dress you in it. You savor every moment his fingers brush against you and you cross your arms tight after itβs on, wrapping yourself in it fully, in his warmth, in hisΒ smell. No whiskey, just cedarwood and a hint of vanilla.
βThank you.β
βLooks better on you,β he says, your cheeks warming as you blush.
You flash him a smile and then you both continue your walk, not far from your townhouse now.
The rest of the trip passes in silence again. A comfortable silence this time, though.
Mostly comfortable.
At the front of your home, you remember how this went last time, andΒ fuck, you really want to invite him in again even though you know better.
You imagine sharing the vodka bottle. Drinking more than you had then. Getting on your knees for him. Sitting on his face like he admitted to fantasizing about.
But youβll be good. Youβll behave.
You both stop at your front door. After you unlock it, youβre almost afraid to turn around, all too aware that things could change in an instant. That you could turn around and lose control and act on your impulse.
You start taking his jacket off as you turn around, occupying your hands. Leaving your head down.
βKeep it,β he says. βUnless youβve finishedβ¦ thinking?β
You pause.
βLeonβ¦β you start before you have a chance to bitch out, straining to think fast about your choice of words. YouΒ needΒ to know. You need an explanation.
You need to end this before it goes too far, is what you need to do.
You look back up at him, a glare now, and that clearly cuts him a bit; his face shifts from something more neutral, curious, to that of concernβeyes widened, forehead creased as his eyebrows turn inward. You feel guilty, which is just absurd, you werenβt evenΒ together,Β and heβs the oneβ
βLeon, you have a fuckingΒ wife. When were you planning to mention that?β
Thereβs a long silence between the two of you.
βHad,β Leon says, correcting you.
βWhat?β
That shakes you to your core. A single word that carries so much weight for an uncountable amount of reasons.
βHadΒ a wife,β he clarifies. βShe passed about a year ago.β
You canβt read his face, and youβre not sure if itβs because he truly is uninterpretable or because your mind and sight have gone dizzy trying to unravel what heβs said and your feelings, and what he must be feeling and going through; oh, and the fact that youβve given away you looked through his shit while he was asleep, and that you thought he was a cheater despite how fucking gentlemanly heβs always been towards you.
βIβm sorry. I didnβt know,β you offer.
βI know.β
βI shouldnβt have assumed.β
He doesnβt protest.
βSo,β he says, βwhat else did you find in my pockets?β
βIβm r-reallyΒ sorry, I shouldnβt have done that,β you instantly sputter; you were so hung up on thinking heβs married, you hadnβt even considered the thought that youβd be giving away youβd been snooping, hadnβt prepared any explanation.
Leon steps forward and leans in close to you. He grabs the edge of his jacket thatβs still half on you, hanging off your elbows, and pulls it back over your shoulders before fixing the collar, straightening it out.
In your ear, he whispers, βAlready knew youβd looked.β
How?
Heβd been deep asleep, you thought! Did he wake up to you rummaging in his stuff? Did you place one of his items back in the wrong spot? How theΒ fuckΒ does he know?
And why didnβt he say something earlier and spare you the anguish?
βWhat else did you find?β
Leonβs pulled away from your ear, but heβs still standing so close to you. Crowding you against the door, though not caging you in.
βYour badge,β you admit. βI was curiousβ¦ about your job.β You breathe deep, collecting yourself before continuing. βYour driverβs license.β
βThat it?β
βYes,β you answer, honestly.
Your headβs swimming. Drowning, more like.
The tension in the air is so fucking thick you can almost taste it.
He doesnβt seem upset with you, but at the same time,Β somethingΒ in him had shifted. Predatory. Like you could invite him inside and heβd fuck you again, rough,Β of course he would; thereβs a lingering sorrow, too, like perhaps he hoped you wouldnβt ask aboutΒ her. That youβd give the benefit of the doubt instead.
You need that night of rest. And a cold shower.
βHave a good night,β Leon says in his normal voice, cutting the taut string.
He kisses your forehead. That makes you weak in the knees.
Then you smile, relieved.
Relieved that heβs advanced the conversation to a place where you can step inside your home and resist inviting him in. Relieved that heβs not married, that he doesnβt seem upset with you. That heβs still interested.
That he came back. To you.
That he instructed you to keep his jacket. Another part of him now with you, in addition to his phone number, and he still has nothing of yours. And for now, youβre going to leave it that way.
βThank you for walking me home,β you say, slipping your hands behind his back and hugging him.
You feel your cheeks flush when he reciprocates near instantly, embracing you so snugly, so warmly.
βI meant it,β he whispers. βAnytime, for anything.β
Hypothermia // NSFW Leon Kennedy x fem! Reader
Summary: You take down a monster but it has one last surprise for you β a polar plunge. Leon's forced to go in after you. Once you're free of the ice, you've got to go get warm, fast.
WC: 4.5k
CW: NSFW, minors DNI, you and Leon are partnered DSO agents, monster fight, no use of y/n, no mention of ages, reader put in peril, reader is injured, shared body heat, sex in the back of the Porsche, first time (together), unprotected p in v, creampie, synchronized orgasms, sort of aftercare (Leon is sweet and attentive), I'm so incredibly not kidding half of this is porn
Notes: MINORS DNI
The root of the problem is there are too many fucking limbs to keep track of.
The monsterβs knotted, slimy arms β if you could call them such β are clawed into the ground, keeping it pulled onto the shore, and it has plenty more to swing and slam and bludgeon with, swatting at you and Leon running around like youβre nothing more than pestering flies. After an initial trial of overwhelm, youβre learning: shoot for the bends to shatter joints, hit the ground when it swings then immediately roll to avoid the follow-up slam meant to unite you with the dirt. Permanently.
Thereβs an additional complication.
βItβs a fucking hydra!β Leon shouts.
Itβs a fucking hydra. Youβre dealing with more limbs now than when it had burst out of the frozen lake and charged you, with a screech so piercing it still rings in your ears. This changes things, if you donβt want to end up popped like a sauce packet on the patchy grass bank.
βFuck.β
You have to keep moving, but youβre not shooting at it now. Youβre reassessing, heart pounding, breath loud in your ears and visible in the cold, grey air. Leon grunts as he dives clear of a slamming limb, rolling to his feet and dodging the bullwhip crack of another arm.
Your gaze locks on the grenade hanging from his belt. A plan fills in behind your singular focus.
He sees you half a second before you slam into him at full tilt, no time to slow down, but his stance is wide enough that it doesnβt knock him over.
βWhatβ!β
You meet his eyes. You can see the next threat in your periphery; your one, his six, another slimy limb coming in hot. Heβs realizing where your hand is. It all happens in the space of a heartbeat.
βSpicy meatball,β you explain, then drop him by kicking your heel into the back of his knee, folding it. Your grip on the grenade yanks it free of his belt and you hold it up over your head as the hydraβs arm, great ugly claw-hand open, misses Leon on the ground and grabs you, ripping you into the air. Leon shouts your name but itβs lost under an ear-splitting, triumphant screech.
The monsterβs clutching you too tight, you're gasping for air. Your dominant arm is free, grenade in hand, even if your other arm is squashed in against your side. The fuckerβs whipping you around like a litigiously unregulated county fair ride; black edges your vision and your head pounds horribly. You manage to arm the grenade with your teeth and grip it, breathless, waiting.
You need the hydra to screech again. You need the great stinking mouth open, throwing saliva and mucus past rows of needle teeth, the perfect basket in which to throw your one and only egg.
Leonβs already caught on.
A single splattering gunshot splits the air and the monster jerks, limbs flying skyward as it screams in fury; youβre helplessly along for the ride, heaved almost directly above it β and hereβs your window.
You drop the grenade. It goes right down the gullet.
The explosion ruptures the monsterβs body cavity in a great geyser of green and black gore. Its limbs thrash and flail, whipping high, slamming into the ground. You brace as the arm gripping you speeds for the ground, but then it swings you around and back up, your stomach lurching violently, and β
It throws you.
Your heart and lungs hitch, suspended; time runs slow as you arc high, tumbling, too high, way too high β and start falling. You see where youβre going to land and curl yourself into a ball, protecting your head and neck.
Your body blows a hole right through the lake ice, plunging into the freezing water below.
Leonβs already running.
The hydra is nothing but a tangled, limp, caved-in pile of slop, disregarded the second Leon saw you go airborne. Heβs running, stripping off his jacket, ripping open the buckles on his chest rig, tearing off his tac belt, leaving a trail of weapons and ammunition and nylon webbing strewn in his wake. He reaches the bank in his street clothes, shoes skidding to a stop just before the water, breath loud in his ears and visible in the air.
The jagged crater you left in the ice is still sloshing dark, slushy water.
You havenβt come up for air.
βFuck.β
He looks down at the scuffed grey ice pack, gauges the distance to you, and sprints.
The ice groans and cracks under his feet; he keeps moving. He closes the gap, every pounding footfall turbulence that fractures the lake ice in great echoing snaps, the whole thick sheet weakened by the violence of your intrusion. Finally, with a leap that calves the ice beneath him, Leon dives into the freezing water after you.
The shock of the cold pulls on Leonβs lungs, he has to fight against the primal instinct to gasp. His limbs are immediately leaden, but he doesn't stop moving. The flat grey daylight barely filters through the murky ice above and the water is dark with disturbed silt. He kicks towards the lakebed in search of you, his pounding heartbeat a timer counting down.
Something that looks like a branch solidifies into your arm, limp hand floating in a slack reach skyward. Leon grabs your wrist, hauling your dead weight towards himself, hooking his arms underneath your shoulders and swimming up for the gap in the ice.
He heaves in air when your heads breach the surface.
You do not.
βDonβt you dare,β he growls through gritted teeth, and manages to slide you up onto the ice pack, pushing you clear as he kicks his legs up behind himself and drags flat onto the ice beside you. He moves you onto a thick, uncracked stretch of ice and pushes you onto your back, plugging your nose and forcing air into your mouth.
You choke, spurting dirty lake water, rolling onto your side and spitting up more, coughing and heaving. You try to prop yourself up on your elbow, your throat raw and tight, nose stinging and burning. Your eyes are blurry when you open them, your ears are waterlogged. You squeeze your eyes shut and blink them clear enough to see what keeps pulling at you.
Itβs Leon, wet and pale, saying something to you, his eyes intense. You squint at his mouth, trying to read his lips because your ears might as well have been left underwater for all the good theyβre doing you.
Get up
We need to move
Can you βhear me? We have to go, now!β
As if to punctuate his statement, the ice below you jerks, a crack scything underneath your body like a bolt of lightning. You recoil onto your hip and Leon pulls at your arm, pulls you up, the ice creaking and popping under your shoes.
βRun!β
Itβs a bit much to ask.
You do your best, stumbling after Leon, short on breath and coughing. Youβd impacted the ice with your left shoulder, the force ramming your curled arm into your ribs, hard. That side is tight and painful, and you know youβre too frozen to feel the full extent of it yet. Itβs really not gonna be pretty.
Your foot catches on a rising gap in the ice and trips you; you slide and weakly scramble back to your feet. Ahead of you, Leonβs almost to the shore.
Youβre almost there.
You hit the bank on your hands and knees, gasping. Your fingers, clawing into the crumbling dirt, are pale, the nail beds blue. You can barely feel the dry grit of the cold earth under your hands.
Leon grabs the collar of your jacket and yanks you to standing.
βKeep moving. Keep moving, come on.β He grabs your hand, already running, pulling you after him.
You half-register the scattered bullet clips, weaponry, and leather jacket on the bank as you run in Leonβs wake. You pass the fuckass hydra; itβs nothing but a gelatinous stinking puddle that you quickly leave behind.
The thin, brittle air razors through your lungs, freezing and metallic. The bitter wind axes at you. You canβt feel your extremities; you keep stumbling and itβs slowing you down. Leon looks back just in time to watch you actually fall, tripping in a rut, knees slamming into the ground. He runs back to you and helps you up. Youβre both breathing shallow, wracked with tremors, teeth chattering and skin close to blue.
βAlmost there. Come on.β
Leonβs car is half-hidden behind a broken fence and an overgrown shrub, parked haphazard on the dry, patchy grass. He hits the driverβs side door with more momentum than he meant to, pressing his thumb to the door handle; it unlocks and he yanks it open. You hear the whole car unlock, the lights flashing, and he slaps the driverβs door shut in favor of the backseat.
βGet in. Get in!β
You slip in the back passengerβs door just as he slides in on the other side, the both of you slamming the doors on the freezing wind. Leon immediately grabs the hem of his soaked shirt, peeling it over his head and dumping it over the headrests into the trunk. It lands with a wet plap.
βWet stuff in the back,β he says, twisting over the seats to grab something out of the trunk. Itβs a duffel; he grunts in frustration when his numb fingers fail at first to catch the handle but then he drags it into the backseat while youβre struggling out of your soaked jacket and shoving it over the backrests. It lands with an even wetter plorp.
Youβre still wearing your chest rig; your numb, stiff fingers canβt get the fucking plastic buckles to open.
βFuck!β
Thereβs a sharp snk noise; Leon shoves your hands clear and slips a folding knife under the nylon webbing of your rig. The straps pull taut and dig into your injured side, but then heβs cut clean through the belts and heβs helping untangle it from your arms. The buckles clatter against the back windshield as you throw it in the trunk. Leon uses the knife to make quick work of his shoelaces, kicking his soaked and muddy shoes into the footwell, then he leans across and holds your ankles steady, cutting your bootlaces while you peel your shirt up over your head. Your side screams at the stretch and you rasp out a cry of pain.
Your left side is already violently bruised, livid and dark against the pale blanch of your goosepimpled skin. Youβre caught for a moment by the horrible picture it makes, trying to remember to breathe.
βJesus,β Leon says in agreement. In your periphery, heβs struggling with his waterlogged skinny jeans and thereβs suddenly a lot more skin above the line of his waistband; the denim sucked his boxer briefs halfway down his hips before he managed to shove the jeans to his knees and off. He throws the jeans in the back, pulls the waistband of his underwear up, and again heβs in your space undoing your useless fucking tac belt that your frozen fingers canβt open. His hands are just as cold and numb as your own, why the fuck do they work better than yours?
Wind gusts against the outside of the car, scratching the scraggly branches of the nearby shrub against the doors. You feel a draft even through the sealed door. Your teeth are clacking uncontrollably.
βCan we get the fucking heat running?β You shove your pants and boots into the trunk, smearing mud on the leather seat. Leonβs rooting through the duffel again.
βNo.β
βNo?β
βThe keys are in my coat.β
βThe fuck kind of agent are you? Hotwire the car.β
βSmart, when I canβt feel my hands,β he says, and shoves the duffel into the footwell, tearing open a passport-sized plastic package with his teeth and turning towards you on the seat. βCome here.β
He shakes out the mylar safety blanket and you realize exactly whatβs going to have to happen, here. Itβs a thought youβve had triaged as a last-resort solution while stripping semi-nude in the backseat of his car; now it turns out itβs your only solution. Heβs scooting to lay down across the backseat and youβre going to have to get on top of him. Heβs scooting to lay down across the backseat in nothing but wet cotton boxer briefs and youβre going to have to get on top of him in nothing but a wet bra and panties, and then heβs going to close you both in under the mylar blanket to trap heat like youβre a fucking turkey in a roasting pan.
Fuck.
You clench your jaw against your chattering teeth and donβt let yourself hesitate. Thereβs no can or canβt here β youβre both freezing, this is life or death. So you climb up over him in the limited space available, helping to pull the mylar blanket around you and tuck it in under your shins, under his head and shoulders, sealing you together into a lumpy, creased foil bubble.
Itβs not pitch black like you'd hoped. The mylar filters the grey daylight into a dim, intimate dusk. You can still see Leonβs face clearly, on your hands and knees above him; you could count his eyelashes if you could bear to look him in the eyes. You keep your head down and focus on the uncontrollable chatter of your teeth, the way your whole body is shivering unpleasantly, and not the way his knees are framing your hips. Heβs too tall for the backseat.
Your disloyal stomach flutters when you feel his hand brush your darkened side.
βHow are your ribs?β He presses his thumb carefully against the darkest patch, low on your ribcage, where your elbow impacted. You hiss and jerk away.
βTenderized, Leon. Ow."
βHow bad?β
βI donβtβ¦ think anythingβs broken.β
βDeep breath in.β
You oblige, slow and careful, your ribs expanding over your lungs. It stings horribly, your skin feels too tight, but nothing stabs you. His hand rides the motion of your ribs, feeling for telltale hitches or jerks. Itβs nothing but clinical.
βAlright,β he says, quiet. He eases his touch but doesnβt drop it away. Youβre staring at your hand in the crumpled landscape of the mylar blanket over Leonβs shoulder, because everything else is his naked skin.
His hand moves from your side to your arm, fingers close to the bend in your elbow like he means to fold it.
βYou gotta get down on me."
You want to laugh but your side only lets you make a pained huff through your chattering teeth.
"Nice one, icebrain. Lemme loop HR in real quick."
βThe air pocket only works if one of us is warm,β he says, steamrolling the comment. And heβs right.
Fuck.
"I don't know where you think my knees are going."
You have to play some strange and painful backseat Twister, the foil blanket complicating shit by clinging to your damp skin and hair, but then youβve puzzled yourselves together so you can drop onto him with a put-upon huff.
He hisses and pushes you back up by the shoulders.
βFuck, how much water is in that thing?β
You both look down at your high-impact bra. Squeezed between the two of you, it's now weeping drops of frigid water down your stomach. It's also left an imprint across Leon's chest, wet enough to bead up and roll towards his armpits.
βYou canβt be wearing that.β
βLeonββ
"No, this isn't an argument. That's over your heart."
Yes, but. It's also over your breasts. Preventing them from being all over Leon. All over Leon's naked skin.
"Do you trust me?"
You don't even hesitate, because that's the easy question.
"Yes."
It's a zip-front bra. His fingers touch the zipper.
"Okay?" His gaze is holding yours, strong, a promise to keep his eyes up.
Itβs taking all your energy to appear calm and unaffected right now.
βYeah. Fine."
Itβs a relief, actually, the compression easing as he pulls the zipper down, releasing entirely when the sides come apart. Itβs easier to breathe. He pushes the straps from your shoulders, brushes them down your arms until you can drop the soaked bra into the footwell, tucking the foil blanket back in place. His chest, still cold, feels warm against your freezing breasts.
He rubs the damp, freezing skin of your back, paying special attention to the deep impressions left by the bra seams like he can smooth them out, putty under his fingers.
βDo you know you're doing that.β
He stops. You shift, shoulderblades rolling under his hands.
βI didn't tell you to stop,β you say.
βYes ma'am.β
Your head is turned away from his, because otherwise your nose would be right against his cheek. You have to maintain at least one boundary in the smoking ruin of all the others. He keeps stroking your back; the gentle flats of his palms, the firm pads of his fingers. Youβre starting to feel like putty.
Your eyelids are heavy.
βIs it bad to fall asleep?β
He pinches you hard and you jolt away from it, knocking against the seatback. Your injured side flares with pain.
βFuck! You ass,β you gasp, poking him hard between the ribs. He jerks under you, cursing, and you brace for retaliation, but heβs gone still.
And you register why.
His face is right under yours, noses almost touching. Youβre sharing breath.
And something else is different.
ββ¦Where are your hands?β
You know where they are. He moves them from your hips up to your back again.
βGood boy.β
You donβt know what fucking possessed you. It sounded like a joke in your head, but released into the narrow space between your faces itβs far more charged than that, because of course it is. Youβre hearing it now, where itβs too late to take it back. You still have a brain like a frozen chicken cutlet, fucking cold and smooth, he has to understandβ
Heβs breathing out hot against your mouth, pushing his hands down to the small of your back, pressing your body tighter against his, and it ignites something sharp and fervid in your belly.
βShit,β you whisper, and kiss him.
He meets it. He kisses you back like heβs just been waiting, gathering the damp hair at your nape with one hand, blunt nails scraping the skin of your neck. His other hand goes lower, the heel of his palm digging in, fingers gripping your ass. You gasp and roll your hips, body lighting up.
βFuck,β he says into your mouth. βCareful with your side.β
βYou be careful with my side.β
βDamn.β
βShut up.β You fist his hair and pull his head back, kissing the taut line of his neck under his ear, scraping your teeth against the skin. Heβs got both hands on your ass now, sliding his fingers under the sides of your panties to gather the fabric into a thong, palming the cool skin of your bared cheeks. You hum, rolling your hips again.
βYouβve got a fixation.β
βYeah,β he agrees, unashamed. He smooths his hands down your thighs where theyβre framing his sides, his fingertips digging in. Youβre sitting on his pelvis, grinding on nothing but the flat of his low abdomen, his thighs closed behind your ass, his knees pressed to the car door. You kiss his mouth, open and loose, and speak against it.
βDonβt take this the wrong way, but are you that cold?β
βDonβt be rude.β
You stop moving, pushing up to stare down at him. βAre you serious?β
βNo.β He opens his legs, shifting his hips, and you gasp when you feel him against your ass. You shift back, rubbing yourself against the hardening length of his dick, the lake-wet fabric of your underwear dragging together, no longer cold and clammy where youβre touching. His breath tumbles hot from his open mouth, hips rolling to meet you.
βFuck, Leon.β If this is him with shrinkage, how the hell has he been packing all that into skinny jeans all these years?
Heβs watching you, his eyes half-lidded, hands on your naked waist. You sit up more, tipping your head back, running your hands along his forearms as you drag your wet pussy along the firm heat of his cock.
βYouβre fucking gorgeous,β he tells you, molten. You groan, arching.
βJesus. Keep talking like that.β
βYeah?β He tugs you by the arms to bring you lower, kissing your neck with an open mouth, his scruff lightly scratching your skin and making you shiver. His hands find your breasts, thumbs circling your nipples, and your breath hitches. βFuck, Iβve wanted to touch you like this.β
You laugh, just a teasing exhale against his lips. βWhat, cold and injured?β
Heβs pulling the fabric of your panties to one side, holding it there, out of the way. You moan when he rubs his fingers through your drenched folds, slow.
βNaked and wet,β he growls, teeth grazing your shoulder. You whimper and thread your fingers into his hair, gripping, gasping when he circles your clit. Your hips jerk erratically; heβs mouthing kisses up the side of your neck, nipping lightly, then speaking against your skin, his voice subterranean.
βWhat do you want?β
Holy shit. You donβt remember what it feels like to be cold, anymore. Your bodyβs on fire. Youβve maybe never been this turned on in your life, and all this after a fucking ice bath.
βTake yourself out," you tell him. "I wanna feel you.β
The first drag of your wet cunt along the satin heat of his naked cock has him groaning, his hips rocking helplessly. You glide on him like that, wetting his dick, feeling it jump and throb between your pussy lips. You prop yourself up on his shoulders, pressing him down into the seat, grinding your clit firm against the head of his cock with little gyrations of your hips. Heβs gripping your waist, mouth open, just watching you.
βIβve never seen you so speechless,β you tell him.
βIβve β shit β never seen you riding me.β
βMm. Lucky day.β
βI know.β
βAny last words?β
βWhat?β
You cant your hips back, reaching down to guide the glistening head of Leonβs cock to your entrance. His fingers tighten on your sides, breathing in sharp.
βBe careful,β he says.
βYouβre sweet,β you tell him, bearing down with little adjustments, caging his dick in place with your fingers. The tip of him presses into your tight wet heat and Leon gasps, head thumping back against the seat. You stare at the display of his body below you; the taut stretch of his neck, the flush of his chest, the tight muscles of his stomach as he works to keep his hips still, letting you control this. You take him into you in increments, the burning stretch of him blurring into white-hot pleasure, the length of him making your thighs shake before youβre finally fully seated, the throbbing heat of him bottomed out inside of you, filling you deep. You drop forward, hands on his shoulders, panting.
βAre you okay?β
You manage a nod. βGod, Leon.β
He moves his hips, just a small adjustment, experimental. You gasp, lifting to half-mast him, sliding back down. Heβs so thick.
Your thighs are shaking too much and you donβt exactly have the room to adjust. You lean down, desperate.
βFuck me.β
He doesnβt need telling twice. He grips your ass, pushing you down into every thrust of his hips, long and slow at first so you can feel every inch, grinding tight against you when he bottoms out. He uses your breath by his ear as a barometer, picking up the pace, the wet glide turning into a wet slap, and turns his head to catch your moans in his mouth.
βThink you can come like this?β
βLimited menu of options, garΓ§on,β you pant. Thereβs no fucking space back here.
βTip your hips down,β he says.
You do; he slams in deep, grinding, putting delicious pressure on your clit. You cry out.
βFuck, like that Leon!β
He pulls your earlobe into his mouth, sucking lightly, resuming the faster slap of his hips.
βYes, maβam,β he says, filthy, and jesus christ, he is going to get an orgasm out of you. Almost just did.
βShit,β you gasp. βAre you close?β
βDo you want me to be?β
You clench around him and he groans, hips stuttering.
βFuck. I am if you do that,β he gasps. You do it again and he buries deep to grind on you, like heβs warring you, fighting to set you off first.
βFuck, Iβm close, Iβm close,β you whimper, bouncing on him, stalling for time. Heβs got you right on the edge and you donβt wanna go over yet. βWith me. Come with me.β
He curses, fucking into you hard and fast, thrusts starting to go erratic. You keep a litany of babble going in his ear, obscene, feeling him catching up, drawing tight; and then heβs bottoming out hard against you, groaning brokenly as he pulses deep inside of you, your walls convulsing as the final slap of his hips sends you tumbling over the edge with him.
When you come back down to earth, the foil blanket is askew, his leg sticking out in the passengerβs side footwell, your forearm dangling in the driverβs side footwell. Youβre lying bonelessly on top of Leon, riding the heaving of his chest as you both catch your breath. He pulls the mylar down to the middle of your back and the cold air raises new goosebumps on your flushed skin.
"I think that did the trick,β he says.
You hum, your eyes closed, face pressed to the side of Leonβs neck. He runs his thumb lightly along the dewy column of your spine.
βHowβs your side?β
βStings.β
Heβs still inside you, starting to slip free as he softens. He gently pulls out and your forehead creases, a grumpy noise escaping you.
βHey,β he says, soft. You donβt lift your head, it feels like too much effort. He shifts under you and you grumble your displeasure, but heβs just resettling you so youβre not leaning your bruised side so heavily against the seatback. He cards his fingers through your hair, pulling it back from your sweaty temple.
βIβm going to sleep,β you murmur. βTry to pinch me again and see what happens.β
He laughs, just a short rumble low in his chest.
βWorked out fine the first time.β
You smile, eyes closed, and tuck your arm in under his body.
βBeginnerβs luck.β
Thereβs a lot of shit to do. Thereβs kit to grab from the beach, samples to take from the hydra, clothes to dry, reports to fill out, bruises to heal, complex developments to talk through with your partner.
But right now, thereβs just Leonβs heartbeat and steady breathing beneath you, his fingers combing lazily through your hair, and youβre pretty sure itβs all gonna work out okay.
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Leon wanting to have more time with his baby girl. That is all.
He and his hair... I love this diva.
I want him, I need him
anytime, for anything β¦ ch. 2
ao3 : ch. 1 | ch. 2 | ch. 3
summary: reader is a bartender. one night, your whiskey-favoring regular asks to walk you home and you invite him in for the night. the man you just slept with, leon s kennedy? he's a federal agent with a dead wife, and you're a few months out of an abusive relationship. neither of you know how to navigate this, but you can't keep your hands off one another. pairing: leon kennedy / reader rating: explicit π series tags: no y/n for reader insert, widow!RE9!Leon, soft dom and submissive Leon, age difference (reader is in her 30s), alcoholism, abusive relationships (not with leon!), trauma... chapter tags: fingering, oral (f!receiving), riding, unprotected sex
note: reposting from ao3! posting the first 2 to start, then I'll slow drip until I catch up <3
... YOU, II
βHold tight.β
You wrap your arms around Leonβs neck as he wedges his hands between your thighs and the counter to lift you, pressing almost all of your body to him now, both of your bodiesβ heat radiating off you.
Your ankles interlock behind his back too, though he picked you up with such ease that you could probably go completely limp and heβd still have you, easily.
You could melt like this, really feeling just how fuckingΒ hugeΒ he is, his arms completely consuming you. You feel like a feather compared to him, and you question if he could hold you up with only one hand (probably!). He could probably snap you in half without much effort.
With you fully secured to his body, he walks down your hallway, peering into the doorways of the few roomsβa spare room, a bathroomβuntil he finds your bedroom.
βNeed a shower,β you say before Leon has a chance to set you down. βJoin me?β
He nods and turns, taking you to your ensuite and carefully sitting you down on the bathroom counter. Your limbs relax, arms by your sides and legs no longer holding onto him for dear life, but still spread enough to give him room to settle between.
Leon kisses you again, short and tender.Β
βMay I?β he asks, tugging at the hem of your shirt.
βOnly if I get to do the same to you after.β
And he undresses you, shirt first, guiding it over the curve of your breasts and over your head and armsβand he makes damn sure to graze his palms over every inch of your soft skin that he can reach as he does it.
He doesnβt even try to hide his eyes looking you up and down, and youΒ likeΒ it, youΒ revelΒ in the attention. But then, realizing this harsh bathroom lighting shows all of your flaws, you second guess it and start to cross your arms over your body, covering what you donβt like; the pounds you wish youβd burnt off on your stomach, the scar across your abdomen.Β
βYou donβt have to hide from me,β he murmurs, gently taking your wrists and pulling your arms away. He spots your scar first and runs his fingertip from end to end, using a cautious touch. βWhatβs it from?β
βI donβt really remember,β you lie.
Youβve never been aΒ greatΒ liar, but he doesnβt push you further.
You donβt like to think about it and youΒ reallyΒ donβt like the scar. Itβs too big and a stark, hideous contrast to the rest of your skin. The healing process was not exactly kind to you.
Leonβs face doesnβt give away if he believes you or not. He slowly lowers himself to his haunches, kissing around your scar.
βYouβre beautiful,β he whispers into your stomach; the skim of his lips as he speaks and warmth of his breath are so fuckingΒ gentleΒ it hurtsβitβs been so long since you experienced anything like this, been treated like this. βIncluding this,β he adds, looking up at you, and god does he look like a devout man, kneeling atΒ yourΒ altar.
He continues undressing you, hooking his fingers in the waist of your pants and glancing at you for approval, to which you nod, lifting your ass so he can drag them down your legs. He tosses them aside and turns his attention between your thighs, fixated now on that dark, damp spot over your cunt.
βJesus, baby, youβre so wet already,β Leon says, and the way he calls you βbabyβ turns your brain inside out. βWe should do somethinβ about that.β
βYouβreΒ the one taking your sweet time undressing me!β
βCan you blame a man for savoring this?β
Heβs teasing you, that bastard.Β
Leon grips your thighs and spreads your legs until thereβs enough space for him to settle between; he nuzzles his nose in your wetness and rubs your thighs with his thumbs. You slap your palm to your mouth, muffling the desperate plea you couldnβt tamp down.
βLet me hear you.β
You pull your palm away, tangling it in his hair instead.
Though you try not to pull or scratch too hard, Leon flattens his tongue to you, licking a long stripe from your opening to your clit, making youΒ writheΒ and claw at his scalp, senseless. And heβs humming into your cunt in the satisfaction of it all, the vibrations reverberating through your fiery blood.
βGoddamn, you taste so much better than I imagined,β heΒ moans.
Fuck. Itβs the sweetest agony. Wish heβd just pull your underwear aside and fuck you with his tongue, let you come on his face before he impales you on his dickβ
Shit, youβre so hypnotized that you nearly skip over the fact that he just casually admitted heβsΒ imagined tasting you.
βY-you thought ofΒ thisΒ before? Withβ¦ me?β
ββCourse I did,β Leon says matter-of-factly, like it should be the most obvious thing in the fucking world. βWould drink my whiskey at your counter, thinkinβ about what itβd be like to have you sitting on me instead.β
Oh, heβs shameless.Β
βMight be the only substance that could make me quit the alcohol,β he continues, half-smiling.Β
βOhmygod,β you sputter, embarrassed and dumbfounded and anticipation rising exponentially all at once. βYouβve been holding back on me.β
βUsually not appropriate to ask your muchΒ younger, cuter bartender to ride your face.β
βFantasizing about me while you sit at my barβ¦ and I still had to fight tooth and nail to get the first smile out of you, let alone a laugh!β you protest.
βLike I saidβ¦ too young.β
βThatβs what was stopping you? What changed?β
βRan outta restraint.β Leon stands back up, finally snapping and needing to finish his task of getting you out of your clothes. He leans in close and reaches behind your back for your bra straps and whispers against your ear, βWas enjoying watchinβ you work for it, though.β
You inhale deeply as your bra drops next and Leon takes one of your nipples in his mouth, rolling the stiff peak around with the tip of his tongue. Your whole body is on fucking fire, this foreplay blissfully agonizing; your back arches into him involuntarily, just needing to beΒ closer, closerβand you pull on his hair again, harder this time.Β
That only encourages him. HeΒ likesΒ when you pull his hair.
Clearly being close to reaching his limit too, his removal of your underwear is far less graceful; he nearly tears them off you, growing frustrated and refusing to unlatch from your breast when they manage to catch on one of the drawer knobs.
βHa,β you utter, barely a whisper, βLeonβ¦ itβs my turnβ¦β
He pinches your nipple between his teeth, dragging a low whimper from your throat before pulling away with a filthy wet sound.
βAll yours, sweetheart,β he says, standing fully again and relaxing. The best he can, anyway, with his pants this fucking tight.
You go for his shirt first, thinking of when you felt him up at the kitchen counter; how toned he was, how his abs flexed under you, that trail of hair you want to follow to the endβ¦
You start to lift it over him, but it quickly becomes clear that you cannot do it yourself. Heβs just too fuckingΒ big, you canβt reach every place you need to be, youβre not tall enough. So you guide his ridiculously tight-fitting shirt over him as much as you can, and he finishes the job for you, giving you a brilliant view of his flexed arms in the process.
And then you notice it.
Scars all over his body. Some like yours. Some lighter, some darker. Theyβre scattered across almost every part of him.
Yeah, heβsΒ definitelyΒ not a normal cop.
Youβre speechless and he sees it, too, and for a short second neither of you really know what to say to fill the silence. But you realize you understand him, now, because as you look over his body, you never once feel like theyβreΒ unattractive. The opposite, in fact.
You imagine thereβs a lot of stories to tell, and you want to hear as many of them as heβll share.
βYouβreβ¦ beautiful,β you say, echoing him.
βNot too much of an old man for you?β
βAre you joking?β you giggle. βLook at you, furthest fucking thing from anΒ old man.β
You canβt wipe the stupid smile off your face so you carry on, your hands roaming from his chest downwards, following that path of hair at last.
Leon tenses up more the lower you go. You tug at his pants to bring him closer, your mouths almost coming together, breathing one anotherβs air. Curling a fingertip in the patch of hair poking out of his pants, you feel him twitch, and your other hand starts unfastening. Slowly, still toying with those hairs and dipping further down as you make room.
Making him wait, as he made you wait.
He helps you get his pants over his ass and down his legs (and boy, he certainly works his glutes too) once youβre done. All thatβs left between you two now are his very tented boxers. You reach down and cup him over the fabric, and though you knew he was going to be large with how he felt pressed against you earlier, now that heβs actually in your palmβ¦ yeah,Β everyΒ part of him is big.Β
Leonβs dick twitches in your hand and he tilts his head back, mouth slightly open. You get the sense that the tension is just as thick for him as it is for you, but heβs well in control of himself, scrunching his face like itβs the barrier holding back his sounds. Once you start stroking him, though, heβs done for; a deep groan rising from his throat, intensified by how long heβs been fucking waiting for this, how long heβs been holding back.Β
Sounds like heaven to you.
You keep fondling him with a weak grip, taunting him; itβsΒ justΒ enough to feel his length throb in your palm and dampen the fabric at the tip, which you swipe over with your thumb.
Not only taunting him, but yourself too.
βGo turn on the shower,β you say, taking your hand back.Β
He clearly mourns the loss, but youβre both beyond ready for what comes next, aching for it. Leon, unwilling to leave this spot perfectly suited for him between your knees, leans over and awkwardly fumbles with your shower knob for a second before yanking it upwards and running water.
Heβs so hard now, it feels like he could burst through those fucking boxers. Finally, you take pity on him, slipping your hand under the elastic band and tugging them over his hips and sending them to the floor.Β
God, the way it springs to life after you remove his boxers feels like it could be enough to make you pass out.Β
Soon as steamβs rising from the shower, you hop off the counter and slip between his knee and the counter, practically leaping into the walk-in. Leonβs faster than you, though, and he catches you by the waist, pulling you back into him with your back to his chest as he steps in and slides the glass door closed. The hot rain of water drenches you, ruining your perfect hair day, but for this?Β Itβs worth it.
βLeon!β you cry as he cages you between his body and the wall, nudging his head between your neck and shoulder and kissing the skin there. βLet meββ
He already knows what youβre going to say and beats you to it, finding your bar soap on a ledge on the shower wall. First, he lathers up his hands, then hands it to you.Β
And even though youβre touching everywhere, with his cock distinctly pushing into your backside, your hands meeting his when you take the soap is what really makes you blush.Β
Your lower half remainsΒ veryΒ much connected, but Leon makes space between your upper bodies to massage your back with his lathered hands and it feels like fucking heaven.
You canβt remember the last time you relaxed properly. Standing at the bar day after day takes its toll on you; while youβre still young, youβre not twenty-one young anymore, and youβre not very kind on yourself. You never stop, always going, going, going. Always doingΒ something.
Lazily, you soap up your body and wash yourself while he rubs your back, but heβs soΒ goodΒ at it you can hardly stand to think about anything else. He pushes against the right muscles, loosens the knots, and whenever his motions border painful, a relief comes quick. As if heβs expelled whatever evil being is weighing on your body with just his hands.
Leon encloses you in his arms once heβs done, reaching around and cupping your soaped up breasts, squishing them to your chest and tweaking your pert nipples.
His mouth is on your ear, kissing the rim, and itβs all so fucking overwhelmingβyou shiver with a force that rushes through your whole body and comes right back to your ear where it startedβfuck, youβre sensitive thereβthen the tip of his tongue is snaking along the perimeterβevery little thing he doesβstill caressing your breasts, still rolling and pulling your nipples between his fingersβitΒ allΒ demands your attention, prickles your skin, your mind constantly bouncing from touch to touch, feel like you might breakβ
You and tilt your head back, nestling into the crook of his neck and letting go, moaning loud, borderline a whimper, a cry of want, ofΒ need.
βIβve got you,β Leon says, one hand moving down your soap-slick stomach to your cunt,Β Β slowly sliding through your soaked folds and you melt instantly.Β
His other hand wraps fully around your front, supporting you as you grow weaker under his spell. He hangs his head lower, looking past the wet hair hanging in his face to watch his fingers working you and listen to the tantalizing sounds youβre making, so close to his ear nowβmixing in with the obscene wet noises rising from between your legs.
His cock throbs at your back, and you donβt know how he hasnβt lost it and fucked you senseless yet, but god, youβre eager for whatever heβll give you next. Anything.
βYouβre ready.β
YouβveΒ beenΒ fucking ready.
Leon slides one finger inside you.Β
βShit,β he swears like heβs lost his breath, stroking you only a few times before he decides you can handle another and slips another one in, making you cry out. βSo tight.β
You claw at his arm keeping you steady as he pumps into you faster, eyes glued shut, teeth gritted in between the moans you donβt have the strength to quiet.
Then youΒ whineΒ Leonβs name when he curls his fingers and that unlocks somethingΒ inside himβhe fucks you harder on his hand, sloppy kisses your throat, his hips rutting into you desperately.Β
βYouβreβ¦ doing so well,β he praises you, atΒ greatΒ effort. βCβmonβbaby, you got thisβ¦β
Fuck, how is he doing this to you? And so quickly? Is it the experience that comes with his age, or fucking magic?Β
Your whole body tightens, in tune with the loss of balance and stability in your legs, your knees finally buckling and giving out on you. Leonβs fully propping you up; your nails dig into his forearm and your cunt similarly clenches even tighter around his fingers as he thrusts them into you, your whole body trembling now, on the precipice, justΒ beggingΒ to be allowed to jump off the edge, every part of you squeezing so hard you think you might pass outβ
You comeΒ loud, clenching around him like a vice, then pulsating like youβre trying to milk his fingersβhe keeps handfucking you throughout, even when youβre scratching his arm so hard that youβre close to breaking the skin, even as you whimper and buck against him. Oh, no, he wonβt let you get off that easy. Heβs happyβblissful, in factβto fuck you through it, maybe even faster than beforeβyou canβt tell in your hazy state, riding out the waves of your peak.
βGood girl,β he coos into your neck, finally slowing the onslaught between your thighs as you come down.
βIββ
βShh. Just relax.β
Leon kisses your neck as he draws his fingers out of you; careful, patient. You justΒ existΒ there for a few, panting and giving your body a chance to recover.Β
The water washes away some of it, but he makes a show of licking you off his fingers anyway.
Youβve never finished like that before, with only penetration, you realize, still partially in a fucked-out daze. Maybe he does do magic.
βIβll finish showering,β he says. βWait on the bed for me?β
You nod lazily.Β
βDβyou need me to walk you there?β
βI can walk!β you protest, suddenly pushing against his body to stand yourself up.Β
He allows you and watches, clearly holding back a snicker as your legs turn to fucking putty and you do everything in your power to stay upright. God, heβs done a number on you.Β Β Unbelievable.Β
Leonβs arm follows you as you walk away, his fingertips brushing your arm as you move out of reach and grab your towel, quickly drying off before heading back to your room.Β
You first sit at the edge of your bed, head and body swimming, shaking out of it after a short pause.
Then you think that maybe you should at least throw on some lingerie. Itβs tough to decideβdo you really know whatΒ thisΒ is? Is it odd to put on lingerie for a one-night stand?Β
Do one-night stands typically shower with you, for that matter?
You decide to throw on a nice pair of black underwear and a bra. Nothing too extraordinary, butΒ something,Β then put an oversized shirt on.Β
Oh, god, but arenβt you wearing the typical girlfriend getup? I mean, itβs your own shirt, but isnβt this outfit pretty much the de facto βgirlfriend stays over and wears your clothesβ deal?
The shower knob squeaks and the low sound of flowing water ceases.Β
And what do you do now? Sit on the edge of the bed and wait? Occupy yourself? Would that be more natural? Or you couldβ
Jesus. Again, youβre teleported to your fucking school days.Β
Ultimately, you stand in front of your full mirror and run your fingers through your damp hair, untangling a few pieces and laying them where youβd like them to dryβknowing damn well it wonβt survive the next few hours.Β
In the mirror, you see Leon emerging from the bathroom with a towel wrapped around his waist and damp hair clinging to his face. When you crane your neck to look at him, he runs a hand through his hair to push it back, a move that threatens to stop your heart.
Mustering up your courage, you stand and close the distance between you, taking his hand and guiding him to the bed. You back him up to the edge, then push on his chest for him to sit down.
Leon stares up at you from behind thick eyelashes, your eyes settling on his deep blues, entranced.Β
As you climb into his lap, straddling him, he lays his hands on your hips and his thumbs make slow, relaxing circles into your skin. Itβs sweet. ItβsΒ thoughtful.Β
βYouβre a giver,β you say.Β
βThat obvious, huh?β
Instead of answering, you put your hands on his shoulders and lean down to press your lips to his. You start slow and grind your lower half into his, occasionally swiping your tongue across his bottom lip.Β
Only takes a time or two before heβs onto you; he captures the tip of your tongue and sucks, taking you by surprise and releasing after a second. The palms at your hips grip tighter, amplifying your movements, his cock growing thicker beneath the towel.
Leonβs grip travels upwards once heβs got you meeting his harder, faster rhythm, then lifts your shirt up to your bra, revealing your matching set.Β
βDidnβt know we were dressing up,β he comments, pulling your shirt over your raised arms and discarding it. βWoulda come prepared.β
βNext time,β you say.
Fuck.
Next time, huh? And what if this is nothing more than a one-night stand to him? Will you make him uncomfortable? Will itβ
βNext time,β he repeats.
βLeon,β you breathe, reaching behind you and quickly discarding your bra. βNeed you insideβ¦ now.β
βYeah? Needy girl.β
βPlease,β you beg.Β
βYou gotta condom?β
βNo,β you answer. βIβm on birth control, but I understand if youβd ratherβ¦β
βChrist,β he mutters, and at first, you wonder if itβs disappointment that neither of you had come prepared.
Itβs definitelyΒ notΒ disappointment. It all seems to happens at once, itβs so frantic, soΒ feral: Leon slips two fingers under your bottoms, stroking you and coating himself in your wetness, then yanks them aside and grabs your ass, positioning you over him and thrusting into you with little warningβyou cry out his name again, and Leonβs groan is akin to a growl. You collapse forward, arms over his shoulders and clawing at his back, and you lay your forehead between his neck and shoulder.
You direct all your energy to your lower body and start to ride him. Slow, at first, and not taking all of him. After a few rolls of your hips, you take him deeper, sitting yourself all the way down until youβve taken all of him, the stretch of your cunt an otherwordly bliss.
βThatβs it,β he says, one hand finding your hair, stroking it softly and soothing you. βYou can take me, baby, I know you can.β
You start moving again, riding him harder this timeβdeeper, taking all of him with every thrust, putting more and more energy into it until youβre slamming yourself onto his cock and the only noises either of you can make are wicked moans and whimpers, pairing with the repetitiveΒ slap, slap, slapΒ of skin-on-skin.
Fuck, itβs too much; youβre close, and youβre running out of strength in your lower body, suddenly wishing youβd hit the gym more often.
βNeed help?β Leon asks, still running his fingers through your hair in encouragement,Β his other hand caressing your thigh, then your hip, landing at your waist.Β
βMm-hm,β you answer affirmatively, muffled in his shoulder, and you sit down still.
βHold onto me.β
You adjust your arms for a better grip around the back of his neck.
First, he manages to get his feet to the edge of the bed, getting enough leverage to push both of you further back onto the bed and giving him space to prop his legs up.
Then he holds you tight and fuckingΒ impalesΒ you on him, his thrusts faster and rougher than you couldβve even imagined; you canβt even string a single thought together, lost in how he fills you completely and pushes your body to its limits, the sweat coating you both and sliding between your bodies as he slams into you, the smell of sex overtaking everything else, the waves of pure pleasure radiating through your body as you edge closer and closer to the precipiceβ¦
You finally lift your head and look at him, and youβll never forget this view. His face contorted in sheer pleasure above you, strands of damp hair stuck to his face and others falling forward, cheeks glistening.
He licks one thumb and reaches down, wedging it between your bodies and circling your clit.
βC-Come for meβsweetheartββ
Thatβs enough.
Everything seems to stop for a second as you come for the second time; all of you tensing so impossibly tightly and then bursting open, coming un-fucking-done at howΒ divineΒ you feel. Leonβs thrusts pierce you through the pleasure, elongating your release and fucking you through it, relentless; rhythm now far less steady as heβs close to finishing, too.
Your cunt squeezing his dick while you ride out your orgasm sends Leon over the edge; he embraces your full torso with both his arms and pulls you down into the bed with him while he comes, spilling inside you wet and hot in spurts, being wrung dry by your pussy. HeβsΒ whimperingΒ in your ear, andΒ holy shit, if you hadnβt just come a few seconds ago you think hearing him like this couldβve made you come all by itself.
βLeonβ¦β
You trail off, you donβt even know what you were planning to say. You only know that he just gave you the dick down of a lifetime, and youβll never fucking forget this moment.
And you know that youβre ruined after this. That nothing will compare. That you can never be happy with this as a one-timer.
He looks like he knows it, too.
***
You wake up in the middle of night, just before dawn breaks, your bladder incessantly screaming at you to run to the toilet, so you stealthily slip out from under Leonβs arm (regrettablyβyou wish you couldΒ liveΒ in his embrace). While youβre sitting there, you notice Leon left his pants on the ground, and spot his wallet peeking out of a pocket.
You shouldnβt look.
But youβreΒ soΒ fucking curious. You never carded him, although you admit now that would be a far more ethical way to get a look at his ID. Would only tell you so much, though, and youβre too curious for your own good about his employment.
So, once youβre done and finish washing your hands, you sit on your haunches and pull his wallet out, opening it and taking a look at the first piece of identification you see.
Leon S. Kennedy.
D.S.Oβ¦ Prime Operativeβ¦ Active.Β
You just slept with a federal fucking agent. No wonder he wouldnβt tell you about his job.Β
You shove that back in his wallet in a panic, but canβt stop yourself from looking more, interest only piqued further by the badge. You find his driverβs license next, skimming his addressβsurprisingly far away from hereβand doing a double take at the clearly dated photo. Hair a bit shorter, face a bit brighter; still charming, but in aΒ veryΒ different manner than he is today.
Cute.Β
Born 1977. Bit less than a twenty year age gap. Could be worse, you think, but this is certainly not the norm for you.
Just thinking about how you so nonchalantly said βnext timeβ before he rearranged your organs twists your gut.Β
Shame finally creeps back into your body and you decide itβs time to stop looking at his personal items, but when you reach back into his pocket, something cold and hard brushes up against your finger.Β
Itβs silly, youβre all too aware, but your heart seems to skip a beat when you pull the thing out and see what it is: a ring. A simple silver band.
Then, against your better judgment, you quickly sift through his wallet again, finding a softer, worn piece of paper in the back, behind all the cards. You carefully slide your finger between it and the edge of the pocket and fish it out.Β
Itβs Leon and another woman; theyβre both much younger, closer in appearance to his driverβs license photo. Heβs cleaned up, in a tuxedo and sheβs in a white dress, her veil tucked back and a bouquet in her armsβ¦
He has a fuckingΒ wife.Β
anytime, for anything β¦ ch. 1
ao3 : ch. 1 | ch. 2 | ch. 3
summary: reader is a bartender. one night, your whiskey-favoring regular asks to walk you home and you invite him in for the night. the man you just slept with, leon s kennedy? he's a federal agent with a dead wife, and you're a few months out of an abusive relationship. neither of you know how to navigate this, but you can't keep your hands off one another. pairing: leon kennedy / reader rating: explicit π series tags: no y/n for reader insert, widow!RE9!Leon, soft dom and submissive Leon, age difference (reader is in her 30s), alcoholism, abusive relationships (not with leon!), trauma...
note: reposting from ao3! posting the first 2 to start, then I'll slow drip until I catch up <3
... YOU, I
You have a rule to never bring home a customer, but something about this one made you break your promise. Rules are meant to be broken anyway, arenβt they?
Heβd been showing up to your bar nearly every night since you started. A regular; which makes this trespass even more of a mistake, doesnβt it? Somehow, heβd simply enraptured you in a way youβd never felt before.Β
Maybe itβs those mesmerizing blue-gray eyes. Maybe itβs how fuckingΒ bigΒ he is, the literal definition of βbuilt like a Greek godβ. Or maybe itβs the overgrown but endearing haircut that falls slightly over his eyes, like a refined version of the boys you liked in high school who pretended to be emotionally overburdened.Β
You always liked them a little broken, after all.Β
It began like any other: he took his spot at the end of the bar that you often favored and asked for the usual, whiskey neat. Youβve never seen him order anything else, not once, and wonder how he can tolerate it night after night like that.
βAnother,β he says as you walk by, sliding the glass across the table.Β
Youβve learned that his name is Leon, that heβs a cop (or, was once?), that he likes corny one-liners, and that heβs entirely too fucking old for you, but you find yourself drawn to him every evening anyway.
βPlease?β
βPlease,β Leon echoes in a tone that conveys bitterness, but the half-smile he shoots you says otherwise.Β
βLast one.β
βYou ever gonna give me a break?β
βDonβt think so.β
βCould always take my business to another bar.β
βYouΒ could,β you taunt back, knowing that heβs had many an opportunity and keeps coming back here anyway.Β
Back to you. Back to that seat at the edge of the bar that seemed to always be reserved just for him. Always giving a generous tip, too, and leaving you wondering how aΒ copΒ could afford this habit.
***
Keys?Β Check. Wallet?Β Check. Phone?Β Check.Β
You have a three-point validation system every night before you leave, developed after leaving your phone at the bar one too many times and not realizing until you got home, when it was too much time and energy to bother walking back. Easier to wait til the next day. You have a computer at home anyway.Β
You give the bar one final look about and pull on your jacket before leaving and locking the door behind you. Youβre practiced and quick with it, standing a bit to the side as you do it, minimizing your blind spots.
Despite your best efforts, someone manages to sneak up on you in one of them, scaring you as you turn around and come face to face.Β
βLeon!β you gasp, raising to your hand to your chest in shock and then sighing in relief. βWhat are you still doing here?β
βWhatβreΒ youΒ doing walking home alone at 1 A.M.?β he retorts, somehow looking even more pissed off than he has on his worst nights at the bar.
βYou worried about me?β
That at least gets a little chuckle from him.Β
βMight be.β
You blink. You really didnβt expect that answer.
Certainly didnβt expect him to be loitering outside the bar after your shift.
βI walk every night, if you must know. Bus doesnβt run this late,β you answer anyway. You canβt stop yourself. Youβve grown too comfortable with him, too excited to get to understand him piece by piece.Β
βAlone?β
βYes, alone. Whatβs it matter to you?β
βDo you even carry?β
βWhat, like pepper spray?β
βJesus. Dβyou have no sense of personal safety?β
βWhatβs gotten into you? Youβve never hung around here like this beforeβ¦β
At last, like youβve broken through somehowβlikely just one thin layer of the fucking onion that he isβhe chills, uncrossing his arms and unclenching his jaw, though his eyebrows are still pinched together. Concern or frustration, you donβt know. Could be both.Β
βJust stop askinβ questions and let me take you home?β
The way he says that has you in a chokehold for a moment. The way he so smoothly transitions from an annoyed tone to one thatβs still sharp, but sweet.
Before you can stop yourself, you speak.Β
βYou see me like your daughter or something? Think I canβt take care of myself?β
It comes out much harsher than you intended, argumentative, when all heβs done is offer to keep you safe. But it bothers you, burns you that heβs been such a closed fucking book and now he shows up like this, out of nowhere, with this display ofβ¦ protectiveness?
With a huff, you concede.Β
βFine.β
βShould be saying βthank youβ,β Leon replies, tone sharp. Right before you blink and nearly miss it, you see him actuallyΒ smile.Β
***
It only takes you about twenty-five minutes to get to your street, which is normal for you (and has been for aΒ whileΒ now), but apparently too long for Leonβs liking.
βYou walk this every night by yourself?β
βThatβs what I said. Ever since I started at the bar, and nothingβs happened.β
βNotΒ yet,β he counters. βHasnβt been that long.β
βWell, what are you going to do about it?β
You half-regret it as soon as you say it. He might be the type toΒ actuallyΒ do something about it.
βYou mentioned pepper spray earlier. You actually carryinβ any?β
βNo,β you admit sheepishly.Β
βThatβll be a start. Need self defense lessons too. Like Krav Maga, orββ
βOhΒ my god, youβre being ridiculous,β you interject. βAnyway, this is me.β
You come to a townhouse, a modest little place with a microscopic yard, if it can even legally be called that. Itβs the perfect size for you, though; just enough to brighten the place up with some greenery.Β
You make your way up the few steps and to your door, pushing in the key and unlocking. Leon follows, though at a much slower pace than only moments before, and he stops at the opposite edge of your doorstep. Close, but after your proximity during that walk, this choice in distance feels so loud.Β
βPromise youβll at least consider the things I mentioned, yeah?β
It truly sinks in then, breaking the thick barrier of your addled brain, that heβs being sincere. That heβs showing this side of him youβve always wanted to see, has been all night, that he keeps under wraps so fucking well. And now that heβs offered it to you, you respond with an attitude. Youβre in luck that he seems to take it all in stride and is a persistent man. Might even like it.
So, heβs worried about you. Your safety, specifically. And despite all the protests that tumbled out of your mouth earlier, you relish in that understanding.
βI promise.β
βSee you later, then,β he replies, turning away.Β
Itβs more of a half-hearted offer than a statement.
Thatβs when you break your rule for the first time.
βLeonβwait.β
He stops in his tracks, and you think youβd give anything to see the look on his face right now, hear even a moment of his thoughts.Β
βWill you come in?β
You werenβt sure before, you realizeβyou couldnβt think straight, couldnβt decide if asking him to stay is truly what you wanted. But this brief, agonizing moment while you wait for his response tells you everything you need to know about your feelings on that.
It takes him maybe a few seconds to turn around, though it feels like minutes, the tension heavy.
βShouldnβt,β is all he says.Β
βNot βcanβt,β you note. When he doesnβt respond, you push your luck and prod again, βPlease?β
You lean back on the door, your hand on the knob, turning it and pushing it in. Holding the door open like an invitation. Youβve never acted like this before, at least not that you can rememberβnot since you were in high school; something about him really has you all fucked up in the head, doesnβt it?
βGoddamnit.β
Leon steps towards you, and you take his hand to lead him in and shut the door behind, your head in the clouds and body operating on autopilot.
Suddenly, you feel a bit self-conscious about your apartment: the state of it and howβ¦ small and boring it is. Affordable rent and affordably decorated (and you were never a great interior designer). Normally, you wouldnβt expect a cop to have much better, but itβs become clear that Leon is not a regular cop, if heβs still one at all.
βWant a drink?β you ask, kicking off your shoes and hanging up your purse.
βYouβre gonna allow me another, huh?β Leon teases. A gentle smile forms at the edges of his lips, though once he bends down to take off his boots, it retreats behind the tousled hair draped over his forehead.
Seeing his, you realize then that youβd been grinning back at him, ever since he took that first step toward the door. Probably looking like a fucking idiot.
At the bar, youβd made him smileΒ maybeΒ a handful of times, and at great effort. Took a special kind of insistence for what felt like forever for the firstβthough youβd started this job a couple months ago, it wasnβt until just a few weeks back that youβd finally cracked his surface, andΒ of courseit was an embarrassing high school story that did it.Β
But that had opened the gates. The rest came easierβalbeit notΒ easyΒ norΒ oftenβafter that.Β
βIβm not at work anymore,β you answer, escaping from that stupor. βBesides, itβs been a minute since your last one. I have faith youβll survive one more.β
βNot gonna say no to that.β
βCome on, then. And you can leave your coat on the rack there.β
In your mind, youβre picturing if you were taking it off for him. How youβd stand behind him and ask him relax his shoulders for you and heβd wordlessly obey like itβs a ritual you establishedβ¦ as if heβs heading over to your place after getting off work like itβs a completely normal thing. Youβd pull it down his large shoulders, guiding it over his arms, feeling up his biceps as you wentβ¦
The realization that daydream is far tooΒ domesticΒ breaks you out of it harshly, like waking up to a bucket of ice water in your face. You internally chastise yourself for even thinking itβjust more proof of how heβs managed to infect you.
Keeping up your momentum, once heβs hung up his jacket, you take him by the hand and lead him into the kitchen, leaving him by the fridge. You rummage through your cupboards for drinks, on the hunt for a bottle of his preferred, whiskeyβyou couldβve sworn you had one, leftover from a party, but come up short after checking everywhere you can think of.
As you turn back to him with two bottles in your hands, your mind blanks for a moment, justβ¦ him having left your sight, then looking to see him there, arms crossed and leaning against your fridgeβhis well-defined muscles showing clearly through his tight shirt, almost like he might as well not be wearing one at allβhis hair disheveled in theΒ bestΒ way, framing his faceβthe softness in his eyes, looking at you in a way youΒ neverΒ thought youβd seeβ
βUh, sorry. Looks I donβt have any whiskey,β you finally force out, flustered. Hoping that stretch of silence wasnβt as long as you feel like it wasβand hoping that you werenβt gawking at him. βI have vodka, though. Or tequila. And thereβs beers in the fridge.β
βYour choice, sweetheart.β
βThen youβre taking a shot with me,β you decide, shoving the bottle of vodka in his hands and setting two shot glasses on the counter. βHere. You pour.β
βAinβt that your job?β
βShiftβs over, sir.β
βYes, maβam,β Leon says.Β
You could get used to hearing that.
He pushes himself off the fridge with his hipsβeven that simple motion is enough to make your stomach flutter,Β Jesus Christβand walks over to stand beside you, nearly touching.
So close to you. So close to you that you can take in his scent, always masked when youβre at the bar. All the notes are fainter now, worn away since application, but you still piece together whiskey (of course), something woodsy, and a hint of vanilla.
Youβre, once again, lost in your mind when heβs readied the shots, yanking you back to reality when his arm brushes yours and offers you one of the glasses.
βThanks. Cheers?β
You lift your glass up, pausing to see if he accepts your invite.Β
βCheers,β he says plainly, clicking your shots together.
Shit. Heβs doing it for you, because you asked.Β HisΒ drinking tends to be completely unceremoniousβbesides the fact that he does it so often it ought to be one.
In unison you down your drinks; Leon takes his like itβs a sip of water.Β
Before you can begin to panic over what comes next, realizing you had no plan (and you havenβt brought anyone home with you like this for years), large hands sweep under you, hoisting you up by the thighs and settling you on the kitchen counter, your body pushing the bottles and glasses aside.
Leon wedges himself between your thighs, then guides your legs to wrap behind his back.
That single shot of vodka mustβve taken you the fuck out, because you canβt believe this is real.
Β Heβs quick to close the space between you, leaning in and pressing his lips to yours. Itβs gentle, savoring the feel of your soft lips on his.
Leon leans forward, his palms flat on the counter to hold himself up as he pushes his body against yours, your breasts pressed to his chest now. Then he deepens the kiss, open-mouthed but not daring to use his tongue yet, just eager, itching for more of you.Β
You slide your hands from his neck over his shoulders, then down his armsβlike youβd imagined earlier when you dreamt of taking off his jacketβsettling on clinging at his biceps that barely fit in your grip.
Regretfully, you pull away to break the kiss, still close enough to inhale his exhales and his yours.Β
βThink I need another drink,β you murmur.Β
He backs up a bit and asks, βAm I that bad of a kisser?β
βNo! I-I justβI need to loosen up a bit,β you explain. βRelax my nerves.β
Leon closes in on you again, but this time he settles in your neck, utterly fucking distracting you with his warm breaths on your skin there, prickling the skin across damn near the rest of your body. You breathe out deep, tense, doing your best not to let a moan slip from you. Not yet. Not at such a simple touchβ¦
βYouβre nervous?β he asks, now peppering you in light kisses from your collarbone to your ear. βWhy?β
Your legs tighten around him involuntarily, and in the act of drawing him in closer, you feel his clothed, half-hard dick between your legs.
You nearly lose hold of yourself at that.Β
βYou,β you say, strained. God, you want to grind yourself against him so fucking badly, but you need to behaveβyouβve already been desperate enough for him (and surely will continue to be), and youΒ needΒ that fucking drink.Β
βMe?β he whispers with fake offense into your ear, every exhale going straight to your cunt.
βL-Leonβa drink please,β you protest.Β
βPatience,β Leon reprimands you. βIβve got you.β
You take your hands off his biceps when he reaches to grab the set aside bottle of vodka, leaning back and supporting yourself with your arms behind you and on the counter instead.Β
He comes back with only the bottle and holds it up to your face; you glance down at the bottle, then up at him, and tip your head slightly. Leon tilts the bottle as you take the opening of it between your lips, pouring about a shotβs worth down your throat.Β
It feels intimate in a way. Makes you think about your mouth aroundΒ him, and you hope thatβs what heβs thinking, too.
The liquid heats you from the inside out, although youβre not sure how much of that is truly the vodka and how much is your burning fucking need for him to take you, the proof of it pooling between your thighs.Β
You push the bottle back to him, offering.Β
βNah,β he declines, setting it back on the counter. βWanna be fully present for this.β
Leon cups your warming face in one of his hands, rough on your smooth skin, and his other squeezes your thigh over the fabric of your pants. If he goes too much farther, heβll find out for himself just how horribly down bad you are for himβ¦ and that wouldnβt be the worst thing, but youβre torn between enjoying this moment of closeness and playfulness with him and wishing heβd fuck you here and now.
Your heartβs about ready to burst from your chest when he kisses you again, hungrier,Β greedierΒ this timeβyou feel his tongue prod at your lips and as soon as you part, heβs diving in, tongue dancing with yours. Your palms instinctively rest on his chest, weakly clutching at his shirt while he explores your mouth and starts rubbing his thumb into your thigh, eliciting a soft moan from you, muffled by his mouth on yours.
Much as you wish you didnβt have to breathe, youβre forced to break away from him, panting as you catch up, a bit lightheaded.Β
The hand on your cheek trails down the side of your neck, keeping a light touch with the tips of his fingers, and teases at your neckline briefly before continuing down to your waist. God, heβs soΒ largeΒ it feels like he could pick you up with a single hand.
You know heβs big between the legs too, you can feel it, though youβre sure that what you feel wonβt be as impressive as when you see it.
Thinking about that isΒ notΒ helping with the lightheadedness.
βHad it all wrong earlier, you know,β Leon says.Β
βHow so?β
βDonβt see you like a daughter at all,β he continues, and the word βdaughterβ comes offΒ Β his tongue bitterly. βBut youΒ areΒ too fucking young for me.β
Mm. Are you, though?
Leon is out of your typical age range, you know that muchβheβs insanely fucking attractive, but the wrinkles and grey in his hair still give away that he must be fifteen years older than you. At minimum. At thirty-three, that puts your guess for him around forty-eight.
Really pushing it considering you usually date people under forty, but Leonβs got your heart and cunt in a twist.Β
βYet youβre still here,β you challenge.Β
βYeah. Iβm still here.β
You almost regret ribbing him with that, hearing the uncertainty (and is thatΒ guilt?) in his voice, so you offer some reassurance.Β
βI want this,β you insist, running your hands down his chest, your finger pads carefully exploring every divot, every edge; you canβt get enough, even if you were here in this moment for a hundred years.Β
βYou sure?β
Heβs got you in his grasp and you can still feel the semi in his pants, twitching in response to your touch. So fucking close to touchingΒ you. You toy with the hem of his shirt, sliding your hands beneath and feeling him up more, reveling in it. Your fingertips graze over the hair crawling from his navel to the waistband of his pants, following that line.
Leonβs breath catches when you brush against the skin right above that boundary of fabric, dick throbbing once against your woefully still-clothed cunt.
βMore than sure,β you answer, shifting a bit, utterly desperate for him to touch you anywhere, in any way, and finding it increasingly difficult to keep yourself sane and in control. βPlease, Leon.β
βYou keep saying my name like thatβ¦β
βThen what?β
βWould do a lotta things to hear that sweet voice of yours cry my name,β he says. βFuckinβ heavenly.β
βShow me,β you insist. βShow me what youβd do.β
Back with more Leon!! Sorry I haven't posted in a whileπ₯Ί Happy Pride Month, y'all!π
uhm sir ? π
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AWWHH SO CUTE π₯Ή his hair falling is jus perfect ugh
Imagine you're sitting in the passenger seat and this is your view:
Chamomile tea to wind down



