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Here is where i rant about my daily life and reblog posts that i usually don't share in my main account ( this includes horror and nsfw posts so beware ) i'll occassionally post some random doodles and ramble about fandom stuff but in general here is where I share my random thoughts

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Rambling..

I think I'm starting to reach the era of my life where everyone is getting their shit together and becoming real adults, and some of them are planning to move out or get married.. and idk if I'm ready for that.. i feel like I'm waaay.. WAY behind everything compared to others, and i kinda just started living things that normal adults do, and augh.. i don't want people asking me if I'm ever gonna get married or "form a family" or move out or " telling me that the train is gonna leave me" ... I've had enough comments about me being a late bloomer all my life to ... have to endure more of it.. I'm just tired of this and people not taking me seriously u_u

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A big earthquake.. rain and a lightning storm in the same night ?? Like daaamn chiiiillll

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Sometimes life can be difficult and really challenging but sometimes you just have to cry for a while and then after you let all those feelings out, you have to stand up and continue, out of hope but also out of love, out of love for yourself, your family, your partner and even your friends <33 sometimes doing things alone is really hard but i think that by remembering the love that others have for you, that's where the true support and resilience is found <333

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Just a group of sapphic driads (they’re all dating each other)

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I love them

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Lately when i do my make up my brain has a moment of going like : "Let's go for a subtle make up look, that's gonna be nice"

but then there's a voice that screams inside me that says : "NO SUBTLE MAKE UP !! Look at Chappell Roan !! She slays with colorful eye shadow and glitter 💅✨"

and that second voice always wins 🙂‍↕️✨

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There's probably a meaning behind why all the characters that i REALLY relate to... are iconic tumblr failgirls, but i rather not think too much about it..smh

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Gota bit too crazy eating mango now i got a tummy ache 😔

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I feel like a traitor in the sense that i keep seeing a lot of mutuals trying to get people to vote for Senshi and well while i think that Senshi, Dr. Grace and Tenna deserve to win bc all of them are really good characters... i want my emotional support tv grandpa to win 😭✨ I'm sorry Dr. Grace and Senshi 😔

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Was in a meeting with one of my bosses and one of my coworkers, and my boss was showing us some images and videos that we have to edit, then she showed us a video of a random guy and my boss said : This guy is handsome, right 👀✨️ ?

And my coworker ( who is also my friend) and i just went 🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️...and stayed quiet for a bit, until my friend said: uhhh ... he is not my type but the hoodie he is wearing is cute, and i literally went : oh same i agree with you👍 ADJFKDJFKDJFN then all of us started awkwardly laughing LMAO ( though my friend's response did make me laugh PFTT 🤣)

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Rambling...

Lately, I've been reminiscing about my past and damn... honestly, i wish could have like.. experienced my teenager years and early 20s to their fullest ?

Like i didn't do many of the things that normal teenagers / young adults do bc all i did was... be a good little kid that does everything their parents said and study ...and study and study more.. like it also doesn't help that i entered college when i was 17 u_u..no wonder why my social skills suck when all i did was go to college then go home and spend most my time either drawing, studying or doing nerdy things like watch anime or play games ... sighh

I wish i could have been more social during that time.. but i was too shy..and when i started to be less anxious and started enjoying the company of my college friends... boom the pandemic hit and.. guess what i did... study and be a nerd stuck in their room.. like damn ..

I feel that i never got to experience normal things during those years bc of anxiety and depression and bc i was too shy and nerdy u_u.. ughhh sometimes i wish i could go back but there's nothing i can do ...

idk i feel that bc of this, i .. will always be like late in life, but .. that's okay.. i guess life isn't a race, but idk.. i would have liked to experience many things when i was younger .. I guess i can just be a weird, awkward adult trying their best 👍

[neon-cosmic-sheep]

Rambling...

Lately, I've been reminiscing about my past and damn... honestly, i wish could have like.. experienced my teenager years and early 20s to their fullest ?

Like i didn't do many of the things that normal teenagers / young adults do bc all i did was... be a good little kid that does everything their parents said and study ...and study and study more.. like it also doesn't help that i entered college when i was 17 u_u..no wonder why my social skills suck when all i did was go to college then go home and spend most my time either drawing, studying or doing nerdy things like watch anime or play games ... sighh

I wish i could have been more social during that time.. but i was too shy..and when i started to be less anxious and started enjoying the company of my college friends... boom the pandemic hit and.. guess what i did... study and be a nerd stuck in their room.. like damn ..

I feel that i never got to experience normal things during those years bc of anxiety and depression and bc i was too shy and nerdy u_u.. ughhh sometimes i wish i could go back but there's nothing i can do ...

idk i feel that bc of this, i .. will always be like late in life, but .. that's okay.. i guess life isn't a race, but idk.. i would have liked to experience many things when i was younger .. I guess i can just be a weird, awkward adult trying their best 👍

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Hmm i think i will try to watch the horse girl anime hmmm 🤔

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So recently, i got a nostril piercing as a birthday gift from myself to myself lol and tbh I've been pretty happy with it ! Bc first, it looks cute, and the jewelry is small and holo.. idk how to describe it, but it looks delicate, and i love that <333 i feel fancy with it 💅✨️

And second, when i got the piercing well.. it hurt a bit at first bc of the needle and then inserting the jewelry, but immediately after that, the pain stopped and I've even forgotten that i have it there.

Like aughh this is best behaved piercing I've ever had bc the other 6 piercings i used to have in my ears were hell to heal and well... i still have only 2 bc the others closed bc they kept getting swollen no matter what i did 😭

Idk if the problem with the other piercings was the jewelry or the fact that i.. got 4 piercings done at the same time 😬 or the place they were in (helix), or maybe it is just that my ears are really sensitive?

But aughh I'm glad that the nose piercing hasn't bothered me so far, i think this piercing is gonna heal pretty good 😭💖✨️ and I'm happy bc i was pretty worried about that due to my past experiences lol

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Aughhhh i hate that lately i haven't been able to sleep and i think i messed up my sleep schedule bc it is 5am and i haven't slept at all 😭😭😭

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art by @niochemblyat

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I always know its getting toasty out in the world because girls start reblogging this post like crazy

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Ever seen someone so pretty that you can only stand quietly and stare in admiration bc that person is extremely beautiful ? 🥺💖

Well, that's me with my gf, like i mean this fr, but I never had met someone who has literally everything i find cute in a person, until her, like aughhh she is literally my type in every sense 😭💞💖💞💖 the most beautiful woman I've ever met and she is my partner, i got really lucky 🙏😭💖💞💖✨️

Sorry for having a really gay moment, but it is just that i love her so much 🥺😭💖💞💞 my life has become better ever since we met years ago, and every day, i love her more and more and i find her more beautiful 😭💞💖💖 I had never been so in love with someone until she appeared in my life 🥺💖💞💖