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[imnotsureifimsafewithmyself]

so uh

apparently going side to side isn't the usual way most people go about using knives to cvt.

i could've had a lot more scars by now if someone had told me that.

[neoxboy]

One small inconvenience away from self admitting

[neoxboy]

A quiet panic. The one that doesn't raise your heart rate. The one that makes you feel a hand griping your soul harder and harder. The one that makes the world is caving around you but you move on. Can't stop. Can't breathe.

A crushed benzo stuck on my teeth,

Washed down with liquor straight out the bottle.

A sharp pain on my wrist that should feel like punishment but tastes of a sigh of relief.

Tomorrow is a new day. I endure.

[paper-wounds]

[neoxboy]

*Showing up to work with a 10 by 15cm plaster on my arm trying to find a believable excuse for it*

[neoxboy]

It's almost a year since the most important person in my life passed. I've turned to alcohol, drgs, sh. I'm not the same person i was a year ago. I'm more free. But at the same time I'm the same husk I was back then

[rabbittongues]

[neoxboy]

And my venting community got nuked? Ughb

[neoxboy]

Can't feel anything

[neoxboy]

Bit the bullet and told the psychiatrist about my sh. It helped 0%

Guess it's not problematic

[neoxboy]

Monday and I'm already dreaming of drinking myself into a stupor...

[uncreatedlotus]

Happier Days (‾◡◝)

[puppy-cvts28]

my favorite thing to do when people ask about my arms or legs with the bullshit of “what happened?” I just deadass go “I used to cut myself.” And then they get all shocked like bruzzah they are straight vertical lines clustered together. I’m gonna hold your hand when I say this..

[thelatestkate]

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[neoxboy]

My elderly neighbor left a care pack for me. I'm crying

[thelatestkate]

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[neoxboy]

I'm cooked. Who has a blade and compresses by the bed just in case?