I was in seventh grade before my sister and I found out our Mom had posed for magazines and made some films. Someone had put a magazine in my bookbag. I began compiling a portfolio that I kept hidden except when I wanted to shock my sister, when she threatened to confront our Mom that we knew. My Mom found a portion of my stash and tried to flip the shame card on me, saying that I was masturbating to images of my own mom, which I didn't admit to for months, but upon confessing, relaxed the whole situation, the recognition that she'd paid the bills as a `Victim of Male Lust´ was what she needed. She confided some of her past to my Sister proposing an exchange of confession of sins she suspected us of that she never named. We kept mum. We'd seen the videos and foldouts of her DP and deep-throating BBCs and lesbian action. If she wanted solidarity and transparent insight into our misdeeds she would have to ante up transparency and commit to sharing equal guilt without knowing what she'd discover. She'd have to tell us our Father's real names too.