Art and Confessions

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One word before mid-semester test begins ... π.π Tags: #sketchtoday #pencil #sketchbook #manga #drawing #sketch

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Learn to draw with different material! Yeah... I know, still have to do my unfinished homework, but I need to relax my brain! #oilpastels #art #realistic #borutothemovie #vscocam #borutouzumaki #skincoloring

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(reupload) That's why I didn't want to brush my teeth before bed :v :v #creepystory #childhoodstory #truestory #doodle #MoaningMyrtle

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What a lovely day! :)

I’ve been home alone for three hours and don’t know what I should do today. So, I decided to post these pictures. These are my captures of my old diary. It was given by my mother when I was seven years old. Hell, yeah! I’m not joking! I was only seven when I wrote them! That’s why my writings look so ridiculous because I was still learning to write in Indonesian properly that age. Well, even my mother told me that I had the worst writing in entire family!

When I opened this old diary, I felt my life have been running so fast. It’s so nostalgic, but also weird at the same time. I used to say something serious in that diary, but some of them might sound witty right now.

Translations:

1st panel: “Schedule today 23th June 2004 I woke up late today. Then I took a bath. Then I took breakfast with a sunny side up egg. Then I went to school with my mom on motorcycle. I played with my friends at school 'coz the teachers were busy to write our reports. That's all my story today. It's so tiring.”

2nd panel: “Schedule today 24th June 2004 I played sand building with Suryo. I was happy b'coz I can play and buy Bobo magazine. I made good and cute shapes. Then played market-selling with Suryo. Then I took a bath. That's all my story.”

3rd panel: “Today I had a dancing lesson for a show. It's on Saturday! The dance was named 'hat dance.' Tomorrow Mum will take my pic using Olympus. And it will become a beautiful calendar. That's all my story.”

4th panel: “2nd July Dear diary, I was so happy today! And glad! Can't wait to watch Bona and Rong-rong in Sunday! OK, but if I prefer Sabrina the Teenage Witch? It's up to me! And I hope this Saturday is a good day and be my happiness. See you in a good Sunday! Bye! Bye! See you later!”

5th panel: “Thursday 27th April 2006 Dear diary, My heart couldn't stop beating! That night my Mum gave me Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire VCD! Sure I jumped around in gladness! Oh, what a happy person am I! Me, a fan. Love, Bella.”

(Second range of pictures coming soon ^^)

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Nostalgic Beginning

Hello, this is my second Tumblr account! I used to have one account when I was younger, and it was about three years ago. My former account was eun-moon.tumblr.com, but it was deleted because I didn’t post anything that sounds interesting there. So, thinking about my first post on my second account, I’d like to count back on several times before I decided to make my 2nd account alive.

I was a kid back then, only 15 year-old kid running around like someone everyone could easily pass by, but now I’m 18, a fresh graduate from Senior High. The fact that I am just a fresh graduate because I haven’t get any plan to do. I’m going to the college, yes, but that’s it. I’ve been longing to have something new in my life like part-time working or teaching English to little kids (in my country, English lesson is very essential) while doing my daily routines, but sometimes they are just unrealized plans. I’m feeling envious towards my friends who gained success in the same age as mine. They’ve got job in restaurants, gained positive reviews in their blogs, or became famous illustrator in Deviantart. What about me? I’ve set my plan to become one of Fanfiction author in a website. My story gets positive reviews from my readers, but that’s not enough. I know there are many people outside that feel the same. My friend said, ‘if you want to be acknowledged by someone else, just show yourself to the world.’ But how could I make this small world agree to become my path?

I remember a quote from my favorite TV show, ‘your future is your death.’ So, if you died today, make sure you didn’t leave anything important behind. That quotes really what I feel these days. How I can make my parents proud of me, after those achievements? After I succeeded to graduate from high school with better scores than I ever got, what should I do?

Maybe someday I’d see what has God planned to make difference in my life. My religion taught me, the best effort to make difference is struggling, then praying and believing (that God must hear our prayer). So, if you feel that you don’t get what you want, or your life’s been empty for years, believe that you can still have Thy who owned you.         

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Happy 4th of July!! 💙❤️

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God, what a lovely accecories ^^