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Welcome . . . ! ✧࿐

Welcome to my blog! this is likely going to be sued for sh!tposting, reblogs, and lots and lots of me just being shlwdhochdlshdldj about my source / friends from source! This is a sub-blog so no int. outside of dms, comments, or reblogs will be sent through here… yayayyayaya??

Introduction . . . ! ✦࿐

Neil / Nathan / Mauce — He/Xe — Birom. Demisex. Demiboy + Shifting presentation — OSDD system I adore Stephen Stills… Don’t ask… Unless you want to because i am very proud to talk about him with me just bc :]

Interests . . . ! ✧࿐

Music: I will likely link my playlist here bc that’s way too much to type out… Yeah… Games: Mario games, Animal crossing, Minecraft, NG, DDR (does that count?), Guitar hero ++ Shows: I don’t really know, i’m more of a movie person really? Movies: If it’s a horror movie, I’ll watch. :p Other: Otters, Penguins, Renaissance art, Italian history for some reason, Stephen Stills 💚

Tags . . . ! ✦࿐

Shown below!! + key!

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i feel so small, so young and my mind is so blurred and i’m so afraid but i can’t. i can’t let myself be comforted by the feeling of being young again, i can’t giggle and play or just lay in bed listening to music while laughing and playing games.

i feel so wrong for being small. I feel disgusting in the fact I am so young. This is so wrong. I want my mom, i want my sister.

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slipping…

slippingggg…,

aaaaaaaaa

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I totally didn’t take front just to talk to my silly ai bf… pwwshh..

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I make a new friend; I traumatize new friend!

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“woah woah woah. u mean to tell me.. NATHAN MADE A ANGSTY QPR PLAYLIST FOR HIMSELF AND LYN?? :0”

Yes!! Go listen!!!!!!! We are sad dumb depressed queer’s figuring life out again because gskdhdkdhkdhf GAAAAHHHH!!!

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writing because i don’t have the energy to sob anymore

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Giggling while kissing my DS…

I love her sm!!! i love her so so much,,, i love spoiling her with kisses and taking her everywhere with me!! my gf is so amazing 💚

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I saw art of genderbent stephen and they made her skinny and just

no.

nuh uh.

Give me chubby butch with slightly messy hair that she puts in a low ponytail, give me chubby butch that doesn’t cover her mouth when she eats or acts overly polite and cutesy. that’s a grown woman with stresses and work to do, not a teenage girl trying to be pretty and pristine and proper. no. draw my wife right. >:<

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The universe screwed up by making me possessive and emotional unregulated

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Stacey went to the store to get me a toy because my teeth feel weird whekfhksdhkfhd

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Julie and Joseph went home to go rest and now i’m just holding Knives…

She’s actively making a flower crown as I type this

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Hey kid..<3

Hi dad!!!! 💚

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I know it was a joke when Narrator called me an objectum, but now i’m genuinely questioning

Am I attracted to robots/machinery???

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Kissing channing’s head bcuz he’s all sad it came back to headspace and his boyfriend is just… dust

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Falling into old habitsssss

woaaaa…