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Simone's mental illness blog [HIATUS] [bipolar I / ADHD / OCD+BPD traits / EDNOS / trauma] [Ask to tag] [Do not follow if Neurotypical/Kink/Terf/etc.]

[neurodiving-blog]

you may have noticed.... i’m on hiatus

I haven’t been very active for the past several months, I’ve been trying to *cough* improve my mental health. In the process of moving and returning to college, so I’ve been very stressed, have slipped back into disordered eating habits, etc... I’ve removed the apps for Tumblr, IG and FB from my phone, so if you need to reach my I will occasionally be checking Tumblr on my computer, and I regularly check Reddit (u/neurodiving). I might be more active when I get the hang of my school schedule, but for now I will continue to be on hiatus.

Hope you’re all well, thank you for your understanding... happy new year!

[bold]

i understand when ur 13 and u just realized u have a mental illness and ur so relieved to know there are other ppl going thru the same thing as u, its easy to slip into the idea that your newly labeled thoughts and behaviors are normal and okay.

they are not. suicidal thoughts arent normal. violent impulses arent normal. delusions and hallucinations arent normal.

now that you have a name for this behavior you need to seek help. dont let tumblr trick you into thinking unhealthy coping mechanisms are the only ways to deal with your mental illness. dont let it fester, dont let it worsen. seek as much help as you can. actively try to better yourself.

[cwote]

Please Remember...

You are never as awkward as you think you are

You are never as annoying as you think you are

You are never as boring as you think you are

Your compliments are never as creepy as you think they are

You are way more wanted than you give yourself credit for

Chin up, everything’s going to be okay, okay?

[stability]

excuse me as i ruin something in my head before it has a chance to happen

[drewpsie-deactivated20170215]

[theunrequitedlover]

[neurodiving-blog]

me: shows symptoms of mental illness

my family: really? right in front of my salad??

[trasn-deactivated20140208]

do you ever have those friends you just REALLY FUCKING appreciate. like god DAMN i really fucking apprecIATE YOU. thank you for fucking existing. thanks for fucking finding me worthy of you. i usually words like frick but you just make me go FUCK. FUck fuck thank you

[slimeandspice]

# just summertime adhd things: time doesn’t exist. that one thing that happened might have been yesterday or it might have been 5 days ago and you just don’t know anymore. it’s 7 am and you sit down and you look at the clock and it’s already the afternoon.

[8-bitstories-deactivated2020062]

[sunzflowerz-deactivated20170501]

Get you a friend who understands how mentally fucked you are and still wants to b your friend

[thatlinearttho]

[anarchyandacupofcoffee]

[beanincorporated]

it is not necessary for me to ruin the lives of myself, friends, and family, but here I am, doing it anyway,

[degraded-dolly]

some bpd things i don’t think i’ve seen people discuss:

- being quiet when you first meet someone so you can work out what kind of person they are and then tailor your personality to what you think they’d prefer

- choosing a personality for a date/meetup/interview/whatever is even more important than choosing an outfit

- tfw neurotypicals interpret you saying “i’ve been good” as “mental illness who? never heard of her” when in reality it’s more like “it’s been 2 days since our last abandonment scare”

- having a fight with someone due to mood swings and then it being awkward 20 minutes later when they’re pissed off and your mood has swung back up and you don’t care for what you just fought about

- cutting someone off before they can, then dissociating for the next month straight because you don’t know who the fuck you are without them

- forgiving someone. then un-forgiving them. rinse and repeat.

[abduction]

[stalagtites-s]