[the-suicide-effect]

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[surqrised]

“You deserve to be with somebody who will drive three hours, just to see you for one.”

— Guidelines For Finding Someone Worthwhile

[neverbecompleted]

Why is my heart still hoping even if my head already knows that it’s hopeless.

[neverbecompleted]

I saw the way you looked at me.

I saw how you touched me.

I saw how your eyes laid on me when you where talking to someone else.

I saw how you laughed at my jokes.

I saw all your little signs and gestures.

And everyone else saw it to.

Everyone else thought you like me.

Everyone else thought you’re just to shy to make the first step.

Everyone else thought that you just need some courage to tell me how you feel.

Everyone else thought that we would be great together.

Everyone else thought we will work out.

And I thought that to.

But apparently you fooled us all.

You saw something different.

You thought something different.

You want someone different.

Someone who is not me.

[neverbecompleted]

Months ago you told me that we won’t work.

Months ago you told me that it’s best for us if we’re just friends.

Months ago you told me that you have no romantic feelings for me.

I accepted it.

I moved on.

I got over it.

At least that what I thought.

Until yesterday.

Yesterday when a little mix-up resurfaced everything I thought I had buried deep enough.

[neverbecompleted]

Heute wieder einer der Tage an denen ich mir ziemlich sicher bin alleine zu sterben ohne jemals richtig geliebt worden zu sein.

[neverbecompleted]

Wie kann sich der Zustand von meinem Herz in noch nicht mal einer Woche von „Beinahe platzen und schneller schlagen wenn er schreibt“ zu „komplett zerstört und gebrochen“ ändern.

[neverbecompleted]

You’re the reason I check my phone every five seconds because I’m hoping to see you’re Name on my screen

[resqectable]

“Oh, I’m good at keeping my distance I know that you’re the feeling I’m missing.”

— Shawn Mendes

[thoughtkick]

“You need to make space in your heart for someone who has the capacity to love you just as much as you love them.”

— Unknown

[prayformercyhorney]

Und ich gebe zu, ich wär’ gern dauernd bei dir.

[honigimohr]

“Egal wie egoistisch das klingt, aber ich will dich nicht mit wem anderes sehen.”

— (via knick-licht-bitch)

[honigimohr]

“Ob das Jahr ein gutes Ende haben wird?”

— verbautezukunft (via stillesgeschrei)

[neverbecompleted]

Alright kann mir jemand erklären warum ich jedes Mal wenn ich eine neue (meist Männliche) Person kennen lerne ich immer wieder das selbe gefragt werde?

„Wie kann es sein dass so eine nette und hübsche Frau wie du noch Single ist? Kennst du keine Männer?“

Doch Karl, ich kenne Männer aber das bedeutet nicht dass ich direkt mit allen ins Bett steige oder eine Beziehung mit ihnen führen muss.

[pixiethoughtsfairyfeelings]

I am a simple thing, I wanna wear big soft shirts, no pants and I want to be in your lap

[moan-s]