n.gruber

he/him, gay pisces sccs '09 writer & poet

[neverending-carnival]

quiet touch, n.gruber

beneath the hush of turning skies,

a silver thread in silence lies

it winds through stone, through leaf and wing,

unseen but felt in everything

two shadows walk where one once stood,

their echoes braided into wood

no map was drawn, no oath was sworn—

just roots that touch beneath the storm

-- [ ooc info under the cut ] --

[ WELCOME to NEVERENDING-CARNIVAL ]

...a noel gruber ask/rpblog run by @jadesgz140

!! mod is a 17 and uses any pronouns !!

CONTEXT:

Noel, along with the rest of the choir, are alive! The Cyclone never derailed and they never died or were injured to begin with. Now he just needs to get through the year... an almost impossible task considering his small town.

This currently takes place before the Fall Faire !!

affiliations:

PENNY: @lamb-2theslaughter

MISHA: @xx-bad-3gg-xx

tags:

#poems to burn by firelight } ic posts

#songs until the break of dawn } ic replies

#eight months later i catch typhoid flu } ic reblogs

#mod-posts } ooc posting

interaction tags:

#"then we must hang ourselves... immediately." } penny

#"and i'll vote for you." } misha

#the other ukrainian } @misha-badegg-rp

#"you seemed... friendly?" } constance

#the other romantic } @ask-noel-about-monique

#the other zolarian } @ask-the-space-age-bachelor-man

#the other sweetheart } @nicest-girl-in-homeroom

#nosey crustacean } 🦐anon

[neverending-carnival]

Hey you've been busy

Either that or your dead

@ask-the-space-age-bachelor-man

i wish.

no, i'm alive. somehow. it's been hard to keep up with tumblr while being injured and what not.

we're all in recovery, stuck here until we do. but i started a bit of physical therapy for my arm so i can actually use my phone properly now :) kind of

[jadesgz140]

Hi friends posts may be rare or uh not at all for a bit I'm #swamped school is kicking my ass

Send asks though I will respond to asks

@neverending-carnival @lamb-2theslaughter @ask-doctorjekyll

[neverending-carnival]

oh hey. i'm able to move my left arm a bit more today

so long shitty typing, i can reach the left side of my keyboard now. albeit not very well

god fucking bless.

[neverending-carnival]

So have you and Misha.....talked?

About whst? Dying? Doubles on tumblr?

Idk. We tslked about a lot in the afterlifr.

In beteeen life?? ? Idk.

Oh if yourr asking if we msde out then yeah. But it wssnt even in our control lol

[fulltime-fandom-fool]

Cool but um. Have y'all addressed any of that since coming back

[neverending-carnival]

We haven't really gotten to tslk. You know. Separatr rooms in the clinic.

@xx-bad-3gg-xx got snything to add to this

[neverending-carnival]

I wondrr if my mom would visit me st some point

[neverending-carnival]

She hasnt.

[neverending-carnival]

So have you and Misha.....talked?

About whst? Dying? Doubles on tumblr?

Idk. We tslked about a lot in the afterlifr.

In beteeen life?? ? Idk.

Oh if yourr asking if we msde out then yeah. But it wssnt even in our control lol

[xx-bad-3gg-xx]

Ricky still hssnt woken up. I figured youd wsnt to kknow that.

- @neverending-carnival

Ohoohohoh!! Noel!!! Hi!!!! Misha said this might happen haha

Hi its constance :DDD

He gave me his phone uh… He realized something pretty bad i think

And uh… Rickys not up yet? Thats pretty bad… Ill uh. Ill tell him

You doing okay? What about ocean?

[neverending-carnival]

Oh. Hi Constsnce, hows your recovery going?

Snd why are you on mishas phone.??

Nevermind thst, im oksy. Ocean too but like, not mentslly i guess. Idk.

[neverending-carnival]

Noel. This is Ezra.

Do you have any updates on my sister?

- @lamb-2theslaughter

I don't, sorry. I'm not rooming eith her.

Misha ssid something about brain damage or something rhough???

But shes fine. Trust me.

[neverending-carnival]

How's recovery? You're still alive, right? (I've been kinda nervous to check your blog)

@ask-the-space-age-bachelor-man

Heeeeyy.

Recovery sucks. I don't hsve feeling in my entire left arm, but the nurses said it eont be permsnent.

Im also stuck eith ocean. So. Worse thsn hell.

But yeah. Alive snd kicking.

[neverending-carnival]

did you die

Technicslly no.

[xx-bad-3gg-xx]

Hey.

- @neverending-carnival

oh shit u awake?

hey man

[neverending-carnival]

Yrsh I hesrf you dcreaminh sbout your phonr. This might sounf weird but just pretrnd I'm high on psinkillerd

Do you remrmber aaa uhhh warehouse by chsnce

[xx-bad-3gg-xx]

bro theres no way

was there a crazy ass rat band and shit?

[neverending-carnival]

YES SND A FORTUNR TELLING MSVHINR RIGHT?

Thsnk god I thoughy I wss going crszy. ocean eont tslk about it. Outright denird it hsppenfred

[xx-bad-3gg-xx]

BEROOO WHAAT THAT SHIT WAS REAL

i thought it was a crazy feaver dream tyo constance n penny havnt talked abt that shit either

yo is ricky awake yet?

[neverending-carnival]

Ugh hi sorry fell asleep. Yeah thst all happeenfd

sorry about the typing I csnt move my lrft arm. Like. At all.

And no rickys dtill sleeping

[xx-bad-3gg-xx]

yoooo we maych thats sick as fuck

i got left u got right is like one whole person

tell me when bro wakes up bytw

[neverending-carnival]

Yeah will do. He's like a sleeping cat which is kinda ironic.

Have you spoken to talya btw?

[xx-bad-3gg-xx]

not yet bruh the clinics wifi is wack my messages will not go through it is major BS

[neverending-carnival]

That sucks. I hope she gets your messsges soon, I knoe you miss her s lot.

By the way how are condtsnce snd penny?

[xx-bad-3gg-xx]

shit bro u sent this when i was not on

constabce is good bro, we have been chilling 💯💯 she has treats brought in ir is fire

penny is ah.

heard docs rtalk abt brain damage dunno exactly what tho

shes up n shit just off

[neverending-carnival]

I mean, there was the whole thing sbout her head. Well. You know.

I hope she's okay. Let her know ocean and I say hi btw.

See if the blackwoods can bring us treats too hospital food is so shit

[neverending-carnival]

Turns out I did have my first kiss and drink after the faire. Maybe you gurs know whst you're talking about aftersll.

[neverending-carnival]

I wondrr if my mom would visit me st some point

[xx-bad-3gg-xx]

Hey.

- @neverending-carnival

oh shit u awake?

hey man

[neverending-carnival]

Yrsh I hesrf you dcreaminh sbout your phonr. This might sounf weird but just pretrnd I'm high on psinkillerd

Do you remrmber aaa uhhh warehouse by chsnce

[xx-bad-3gg-xx]

bro theres no way

was there a crazy ass rat band and shit?

[neverending-carnival]

YES SND A FORTUNR TELLING MSVHINR RIGHT?

Thsnk god I thoughy I wss going crszy. ocean eont tslk about it. Outright denird it hsppenfred

[xx-bad-3gg-xx]

BEROOO WHAAT THAT SHIT WAS REAL

i thought it was a crazy feaver dream tyo constance n penny havnt talked abt that shit either

yo is ricky awake yet?

[neverending-carnival]

Ugh hi sorry fell asleep. Yeah thst all happeenfd

sorry about the typing I csnt move my lrft arm. Like. At all.

And no rickys dtill sleeping

[xx-bad-3gg-xx]

yoooo we maych thats sick as fuck

i got left u got right is like one whole person

tell me when bro wakes up bytw

[neverending-carnival]

Yeah will do. He's like a sleeping cat which is kinda ironic.

Have you spoken to talya btw?

[xx-bad-3gg-xx]

not yet bruh the clinics wifi is wack my messages will not go through it is major BS

[neverending-carnival]

That sucks. I hope she gets your messsges soon, I knoe you miss her s lot.

By the way how are condtsnce snd penny?

[neverending-carnival]

Ocean has been uncharscteristicslly quiet since I woke up.

[neverending-carnival]

Getting used to typing eith my right. Yay.